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Mama Mia
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posted September 15, 2006 01:11 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Mama Mia     Edit/Delete Message
Ooooh if I could just break the cord that keeps us bonded...Everytime I make a decision it ends up in the opposite way.
Its like steel to a magnet. One of these days its going to be the end I know..I am strong and I know it but for some reason I cannot shake him and things are just not right for me..

I get away but I get pulled back. And when I am away and we see each other could just be by accident in a public place and he cannot control himself and he is all over me. We are the opposite of each other, when we are apart he's the magnet and I am the steel, but when we see each other he is the steel and I am the magnet. Uuugggh I am frustrated today...This is so unbalanced...

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posted September 15, 2006 01:28 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for and     Edit/Delete Message
Saturn is opposing your venus still correct? plus its opposing majority of your planets...Venus/saturn transit sucks....I only imagine the opposition is worse than the conjunction I went thru...sometimes we have to go thru one of these sorta of relationships...only way we learn...

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"WHATEVER the soul longs for, WILL be attained by the spirit"

"Love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation"

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Mama Mia
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posted September 15, 2006 01:30 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Mama Mia     Edit/Delete Message
and: That is over and has been for over a month now..I cannot figure out what it is that keeps us drawn to each other..

Tim told me that My Saturn conjuncts his Venus..It feels the other way around for me..

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posted September 15, 2006 01:35 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for and     Edit/Delete Message
If you want ill analyze it for you, what are the dates? you can email them to me if youd like:
iamascreename@lycos.com

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"WHATEVER the soul longs for, WILL be attained by the spirit"

"Love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation"

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Mama Mia
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posted September 15, 2006 01:37 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Mama Mia     Edit/Delete Message
Sending it now..Thanks..

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BlueTopaz124
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posted September 15, 2006 11:50 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for BlueTopaz124     Edit/Delete Message
Mia


Those Aqua men.

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sue g
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posted September 16, 2006 05:35 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for sue g     Edit/Delete Message
Hey Mama Mia

Arent you Pisces and he Aqua.....did you find that a very challenging combination?

So do you think you will ever be able to finish it for good?

Sending love to you....

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Mama Mia
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posted September 18, 2006 09:57 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Mama Mia     Edit/Delete Message
Sue: I bet I can..

You have to get sick and tired..Im there!!!

Thanks BlueT..:-)

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sue g
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posted September 18, 2006 10:51 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for sue g     Edit/Delete Message
What would you say was the final straw MM, if you dont mind me asking?

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Mama Mia
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posted September 18, 2006 11:14 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Mama Mia     Edit/Delete Message
Sue I don't mind you asking and I don't mind telling, but off the forum..You can email me if you want to know and I will reply back with my answer..

lovely_piscesprincess@yahoo.com

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posted September 18, 2006 11:41 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for sue g     Edit/Delete Message
Thanks love....xx

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hippichick
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posted September 18, 2006 11:20 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for hippichick     Edit/Delete Message
Putting Astrology aside...

Matters of the heart.

What draws people together, I will never pretend to know. But I do know that I will ALWAYS follow my heart, good and bad and looking back have never regretted doing so.

We are drawn together for a reason, or, most probably many reasons. I try not to question too much anymore, just go with the flow and try not to hurt anyone as I go along.

Sending Peace, Love and Light

Terri


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Cardinalgal
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posted September 19, 2006 06:47 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Cardinalgal     Edit/Delete Message
Only just saw this thread - MM hon I really feel for you. It sounds like this relationship has been very much mixed blessings, pulling you together and then driving you apart.

I know just how magnetic those Aqua men can be as you know and so I can understand just how fed up you must be to have come to the decision to end it.

Hippichick's right I think - following our hearts is the only way to go forward. I wish you happiness, love and peace with wherever your heart takes you.

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Mama Mia
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posted September 19, 2006 11:56 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Mama Mia     Edit/Delete Message
Hippi: I am definetly not using astrology for this now..I see through astrology why we may attract so much but that is through astrology. My heart is with him but things are not right and regardless to what my heart is feeling I am overall unhappy with his behavior I will not try and change him that is not my style I will just pull away and stay focused on my happiness this time.

He is too afraid of what we are as a couple and he is a control freak but in a very subtle way and if he cannot control his own emotions and feelings he keeps things in an uproar and I hate that I like balance, I can go deep and its too bad he can't. He has baggage too of a relationship a woman hurt him badly and I think he felt the way about her that he feels about me and he hates that in a sense bc that gives me control so he thinks. Ido not care about control balance and peace is my thing. I like to know what is attracting me to a person like this after all that we have gone through..I want to know is there a lesson that I am not getting thats why I keep attracting him vise versa. At some point the light will come on. It is either meant to be or not..


CardinalG: Thankyou babe you know that we are holding hands you and I through this.I do see things with he and I bittersweet, but at the end of the day I need overall peace..

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posted September 19, 2006 05:00 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for hippichick     Edit/Delete Message
Mia

I stated putting Astrology aside, cause it has been addressed in this topic. But I would be willing to place a bet that if one were to do a composite of our button pushers and ourselves and ourselves and an individual who does not push our buttons, things would look way different. Astrology, for me is a tool to help with evaluation of energy.

I have given up looking for the lessons, therein, could drive my self crazy doing that--have driven myself crazy doing that! I believe one may never know the lessons at hand and who is to say, maybe we are not even supposed to in each and every interaction/situation. If a lesson comes to me, I am thankaful and learn from it, but I am not looking anymore. Kind of like my view on relationships now, open, but not looking.

I too must have peace, but I believe peace is attained in many ways, balance of my soul being one of them. There have been individuals that have come my way, who have given me peace, even through tormenting me, cause in the end I knew I followed my heart and I did what I had to do...hence peace.

I have really taken to take one day at a time, even each moment at a time. Am so tired of wondering, worrying what is next. I believe we can not change the past and the future is ever-changing, so all we really have is the now.

I ask for the help of the Divine and dive in for yet another day.

Peace........

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Mama Mia
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posted September 19, 2006 05:32 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Mama Mia     Edit/Delete Message
Yes I know what you meant..That was well understood it may have come off on my end sounding funny but I understood. I never look for lesson up front it isn't until things like this happen, The way things have gone on between he and I, you know I have talked to you off the forum about he and I. This has gone on for so long and it seems to be going around and around in a circle. So I realize what is happening and I cannot keep going with the flow especially if it is getting on my nerves. I do alot of soul searching and through divine guidence,but this is crazy now, and I am putting a halt to it..Everyone has free will to do what they want rather it feels good or not..

Ppl handle things differently I know, but when I end things or the end of things have come I am gonna know what happen why it happen and if it was a bad ending do what I must so that it does not happen again, that is why I like to know my lessons. I have always been this way and so far outside of this I have landed safely and peacefully on my feet, and as time goes I will with this also...

Thanks for your soothing words sweetie...

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hippichick
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posted September 19, 2006 05:36 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for hippichick     Edit/Delete Message
Your welcome!

I had a dilemma a while back with my ex Cancer, crazy, psycho guy. I thought there were lessons to be learned so I tried to sitck it out, as friends, and deal with my biggest button pusher.

Then I stumbled onto Fayte's post on Univ Codes (I think) about "getting off the karmic payback wheel.

O, what food for thought!

I jumped off and ran!!!!

Take care

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Mama Mia
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posted September 19, 2006 05:45 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Mama Mia     Edit/Delete Message
Yeah he was a looney with a bunch of emotional issues, and I would have not had to think twice about getting away from him, that was a whole different situation. I don't even see that as a lesson to me cause after the first time he got stupid he would have either been in the wind or delt with in a serious manner..I told you that already though. He would have been trying to figure out how to get away from me after that.. I don't even need divine guidence with that one..But anyway that is another story in itself..


Peace..

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hippichick
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posted September 19, 2006 05:54 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for hippichick     Edit/Delete Message

I read somewhere that our greatest teachers are our biggest button pushers, and that is a time when looking for lessons was driving me crazy!!

It was then that I really learned that the lesson itself was in not knowing the lesson--I think! Or, maybe sometimes it is just best to let it all go.

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Mama Mia
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posted September 19, 2006 06:00 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Mama Mia     Edit/Delete Message
Yeah that is something..

LOL!!! If I was in that situation and crazy I would have flipped it on him and started acting just as stupid as he was. He would have seemed like the sane one and I was crazy, that would have ended that. Its good to mirror a looney sometimes..LOL!! LOL!!

This is just me you have to understand where you have been so you can know where your going.

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sthenri
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posted September 19, 2006 09:07 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for sthenri     Edit/Delete Message
Mama Mia, I am hearing that you are in pain and want to let go, and I think we forget that the point of relationships is harmony for the most part. Sure there is friction but that is the point, without harmony growth is impossible. The friction is not exciting, it's at the start, but then harmony and growth happen.

Now, there is no growth, because you two are not a harmonious we. Sometimes two people cannot grow together, often they fight and are not together mentally and emotionally, or one challenges the other too much. one person maybe from a different culture and wants things to stay the same.

Does your guy do okay on his own or does he need to be a couple all the time? Does he lean on you too much to fix the relationship?

Natasha
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Mama Mia
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posted September 20, 2006 01:11 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Mama Mia     Edit/Delete Message
Hi Sthenri:

First off let me just say that I am not in pain, I was frustrated but not pain. I know that relationships are about growth and things to that nature that is why I enjoy them so much. What I was/am frustrated with is being dizzy going around and around in a circle with him, it has gotten old to me and just feel like I do not want to do it anymore.

There is no anger on animosity between he and I and infact I will see him prolly tonight in the gym. As long as he keeps his hands to himself we are ok. It is just one of those things were you just let it go. That is where I am with this.

I am moving on...And unlike alot of other times when I thought it was the end, I am ok with it this time...

Thanks for your concern..

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