posted October 04, 2006 08:14 AM         

I have met a few people lately, and I make it clear Iam direct, and Im secure with myself, and I dont wanna play games. I dont know if I should be doing this, but I just want my intentions to be in neon lights to avoid misunderstandings.

You think, maybe Im scaring men away by this tactic? Im just freakin tired of the BS. I dont care, I just want someone real, and is secure with themselves.

Theres this particular guy, who seems to love playing mind games with me. And Im honestly not even playing with him, Im done with his crap, but he'll message me out of nowhere....(scorpio moon, yuck) Im over that, I dont want him.. but his actions just put this new attitude into full throttle.

Im sick of immature little a--holes. I tell men what I want from the start, I say I dont dig games.

Then theres the whole thing where people SAY they DONT play games, but in end they really do.

I like who Iam, and Im just tired of coming across these men who act like theyre younger than me (when in fact they are older).

SAD!

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posted October 04, 2006 09:35 AM         

Yes, I have been where you are or have felt what you are feeling and in all honesty there is no reason really to say so. If it turns out that this person is flighty and so forth just walk..Don't tell em up front..

posted October 06, 2006 06:31 AM         

I'm in the same frame of mind at the moment, I can't bet bothered with all the rubbish that goes along with the games.

We're either into each other or we're not. Of course I know I'm a bad one for not putting myself out there (pisces) but this week has changed my mind about that quite a lot.

I asked my mate if she thought cancer-guy would wanna come to a bbq with us and she said he wasn't interested. Wasn't really surprised tho, with the way I way I kept on about pisces-boy! Lol.

Anyway, the rejection didn't even bother me (shock horror! Its my number one fear). I put it behind me and thought wow, thats not so bad! It did bring up issues with the pisces-boy again tho. Saw his best mate (female) today and said a quick hi, kinda thought she gave me a dirty look the other day but maybe not...

Decided I really need to close the book on pisces-boy so I'm gonna text him later tonight just to ask if he's not talking to me anymore, just to open those lines of communication.