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Topic: Tonights the night!
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OzMeg222 Knowflake Posts: 198 From: Registered: Jul 2006
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posted October 12, 2006 07:12 PM
I'm asking pisces-boy for more than a 'friends with benefits' relationship and if he can't give me more, I'm going to try to put him out of my mind and heart. I've been patient, my love has been tested and now I'm ready to really go for what I want. Its hard though because I REALLY don't like ultimatums and I'm guessing he won't either, so I've got to approach this in a rational manner and stay away from the threats and ultimatums. Its our 9 month 'anniversary' tomorrow. Thats a long time to be messing each other around. He almost lost me a few weeks ago, I think it may've scared him a bit. I need to talk to him about what happened too, not looking forward to that! He says and does things sometimes that lead me to believe he thinks I'm only with him when I can't find anyone else. Thats not true and recent events should prove that to him once and for all. He needs the confidence boost, I just hope he doesn't get annoyed and angry about it. I'm still annoyed with myself although I did nothing wrong. I'll see him tonight. We need to talk. I haven't slept with him in over 2 months so he can wait a while longer. Thats the other thing that gets me- if he was only interested in sex why the hell would he ring me nearly every weekend for the past 9 weeks, knowing I wasn't in town and knowing he wouldn't get any 'action'. He's never been comfortable with the whole 'friends with benefits' thing. I need to know whats going on in his pretty little head. Wish me luck! IP: Logged |
Taurus80 Knowflake Posts: 415 From: Registered: May 2005
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posted October 12, 2006 08:51 PM
GOOD LUCK OZ!!! You sound like you're finally ready to say what is on your mind..not to worry.. IP: Logged |
OzMeg222 Knowflake Posts: 198 From: Registered: Jul 2006
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posted October 12, 2006 09:06 PM
Thanks. And yes I am ready (I think). IP: Logged |
taurean_scorpion Knowflake Posts: 1008 From: santa monica, california Registered: May 2005
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posted October 12, 2006 11:06 PM
Good luck IP: Logged |
CapGirl Knowflake Posts: 287 From: Indianapolis, IN, USA Registered: Mar 2006
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posted October 13, 2006 09:09 AM
Good luck, girl! I've been lurking and following your story!
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darkdreamer Knowflake Posts: 115 From: Germany Registered: Aug 2006
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posted October 15, 2006 10:56 AM
Good luck! I hope it will all turn out like you want it to.IP: Logged |
OzMeg222 Knowflake Posts: 198 From: Registered: Jul 2006
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posted October 15, 2006 07:22 PM
I completely wussed out that night! Watched a movie w my best friend who lives next door to him and stayed there the night. My car was out the front so he would've known I was there, kinda thought he'd call me. Late in the evening we hear his Mum and sister come home. They'd run into people and were quite 'merry'. Lol. We laughed at them cos they were so funny mucking around out in the street like little kids. Thought I heard pisces-boy and his mates come home but I wasn't gonna text him with his mum right there, I'm kinda scared of her actually. All of a sudden the music blares, just the line "I just wanna say, that I miss you" then it was turned down again. Thats one of my favourite songs, its been in my head ever since. Didn't think about it at the time but its an interesting coincidence that one line in the middle of the song was blasted out. Saw his sister the next day, she apologised to my best friend about the noise and we laughed with her about it cos we were awake anyway. She said we shoulda just come over for a drink. Now that would've been interesting. Knowing him, he woulda thought the same thing as me 'if she wants to see me she'll text/ring me'. I'm kicking myself now but theres no rush really, when the timing is right we always just bump into one another. We're strange like that, the universe keeps shoving us together. IP: Logged |
Dulce Luna Knowflake Posts: 1214 From: The Asylum Registered: Mar 2006
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posted October 15, 2006 09:09 PM
Yeah, no rush....when the time is right...IP: Logged |