posted December 15, 2006 05:07 PM         

Or Why don't I have one at the moment...uh well I do like someone but my head keeps telling me the whole thing is vastly unsuitable and I couldn't make a move if my life depended on it anyway as am painfully shy, I'm sutre he likes me ...but nothing has happend..... But that is not the point, when will my love life stop feeling sooooooooooo restricted, as if I'm wadeing through treacle? Any thing in the next year? And why do people find me attractive who I don't find sexually so? Leading to awkward moments? And why when I am attracted and it is obviously mutual, does there always seem some obstacle ( and boy can they be big obstacles)?
answers on a postcard...

my birth date is late at night ( love my parents but wish their memory was a bit better) 18 of october '79.

thanks and love to you all.