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Topic: Surviving heartbreak....
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OzMeg222
Knowflake Posts: 503
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Registered: Jul 2006
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posted January 31, 2007 02:04 AM
 
Too many drinks, not alllowing this gorgeous guy to say hi to me.I am hopeless , my pisces-boy rocks in any way shape or form. Sigh. IP: Logged |
OzMeg222
Knowflake Posts: 503
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Registered: Jul 2006
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posted January 31, 2007 02:37 AM
Honestly is there something about my face that belies my sensitive innards?Oh jesus thats large, had no idea. First picture I've ever posted, I'm feeling rather clever. It was off my mobile phone tho, bad res but I'm having an ugly day anyway. I don't hide. Lol Ha Ha deleted it. shy pisces! IP: Logged |
pidaua
Knowflake Posts: 6497
From: In AZ with my Sexy Bear the Leo!!!! Beary Pidmiss
Registered: May 2002
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posted January 31, 2007 05:39 PM
Hmmm..... you're not ugly, so don't even go there... I think you are feeling the overwhelming sense of loss, which makes us feel ugly inside. It takes time, but keep reminding yourself "This time next year, I'll ask myself why I was so sad".  IP: Logged |
InLoveWithLife
Knowflake Posts: 694
From: In the middle of nowhere
Registered: Aug 2006
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posted January 31, 2007 08:00 PM
Ozmeg22, what happened ???
keep faith girl...everything will turn out all right...i know it sounds inane, but it really will. ILWL IP: Logged |
sue g
Knowflake Posts: 8356
From: former land of the leprechaun
Registered: Sep 2004
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posted February 01, 2007 04:39 AM
Try and build up your self worth girlI SAW your pic and you are lovely....inside and out... Well I hesitate to say this......but will anyway.....deep breathe... I dont feel that guy is ever gonna help you to regain your confidence... When I read what you write about him.....it always feels so cloudy, and sometimes negative...as though you are always trying to reach out to him, but he is not there (Neptune)? Now maybe you will find a strong and more suitable man, in time... And like Pid says in a year you will look back......... You will...I know cos I have been there, more than once And its true time does heal... IP: Logged |
OzMeg222
Knowflake Posts: 503
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Registered: Jul 2006
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posted February 01, 2007 05:44 AM
I'm just a silly paranoid twit! Whenever things are going too good I lose the plot and imaginary demons invade my thoughts. That self-preservation thing that says its too good to be true.After sulking for ages I bit the bullet and text him. He was at work, he's got a new job and he works late shift. Silly me, he was asleep alone when I was paranoid he was shacked up with someone else. He's being so gorgeous again, he must've just had an off day last time I saw him and I blew it right out of proportion. He text me heaps although he was at work (I didn't realise he was working at the time) and he text me when he left work just to say hi. It was late, about 1-30am but we chatted a bit cos I was still awake I'd only just gone to bed. Its really not fair of me to put my insecurities and past issues onto him. No wonder he comes running when I give him even a tiny bit of encouragement, he probably has no idea where my head is most of the time. Decided I'm going to sort things out with him properly this weekend, its not fair on either of us to be in limbo like this. He's a beautiful person, he's put up with my rubbish for ages. He has been downright awful in the past, so have I. Neither of us are angels, I kinda like we've both seen each others nasty side; nothings always sweetness and light. Thanks for listening to my rambling guys, it really helps even if I'm venting my insecurities in an overly dramatic leo moon way. IP: Logged |
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