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phoenix1111
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posted April 10, 2008 11:05 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for phoenix1111     Edit/Delete Message
I just feel like I need to express myself right now..

My daughter's father and the man I believed once to be my twin soul, I mean I used to know and now...well, it's painful what he has turned into. He is not a fraction of who I used to know and I feel he can't have a soul anymore because of what he has said and done since he found out we were going to have a child.

Today I had court for child support and I haven't seen him since I told him I was pregnant and his hands were shaking so badly I couldn't help but feel terrible for him. I believe he is withdrawing from alchohol or some other drug and it is so sad.

But hope is what I think ties us all together in some way and I have to pray and hope that he will be ok, and get through his addiction. I still care about him very much and everytime I see my daughter I think of him and just wish there was something I could do to help him. This hurts me so badly to see him like this.

I realize it is his life and we cannot force our will on anyone, but I am a Scorpio and I believe there is always something we can do..letting go and giving it to God is so hard for me to do.

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Lana29865
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posted April 11, 2008 04:21 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lana29865     Edit/Delete Message
That's tragic. I do understand you.

I can't really find the right words to console you, but I do understand you. That's so sad... It seems he really needs help.

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phoenix1111
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posted April 11, 2008 11:19 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for phoenix1111     Edit/Delete Message
Thank you. It is just nice to know someone else out there in this world can possible know how you feel..that's consoling enough to know I am not alone.

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