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posted May 08, 2008 10:11 AM         

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This is so strange to me, I have this situation where my heart and head is in battle over a love matter. First of all my heart is soooooo strong I mean I can feel love for this person deeeeeeeeppppp with in my body and soul, but my mind is soooo logical, tells me straight up, whats what..I am not illusional or delusional, I can see things that aren't right so clearly...I can't get these two on the same page and wish I knew how or what to do to get them there. Today my heart is not leading I am totally thinking clearly, but yesterday I was feeling haunted by this love..And tomorrow is another story..

What I realize is that our hearts are tied together and have been since I met him.BC no matter what my head says my heart never lets go..ITs weird bc Its like I can feel his feelings his heart and my heart beats. I am so in tuned even when I try not to be..

I have set him free and want to move on myself and there is a guy around me that treats me just like I want to be treated but I feel like I might be settling bc I don't love him but he really is good to me.

The heart definetly want what it wants..

Feels good to vent and every so often I come here to do so..

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posted May 08, 2008 10:36 AM         

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Hey mama mia! I totally empathise with that.
Don't settle for anything less than love though will you?

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posted May 08, 2008 10:41 AM         

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mama mia do u have any aspect indicating so like moon sq mercury or the like?

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posted May 08, 2008 10:49 AM         

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Nope, My moon and Merc Conjunct in Aqua..
All my aspects are in harmony with each other to be honest..

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posted May 08, 2008 12:35 PM         

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Hmmmmm I just read that Soul Shock thread that Phoenix111 put out..And wow that is spot on, that it what I am going through with this guy. I am past some of the stages the lady is at but I know exactly what the narrator is talking about..And yes you have to tell the runner what you expect nothing less and back away..That is what I meant about I set him free..What a releif to have read that..

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posted May 09, 2008 11:26 PM         

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They will never treat you like you want them to.

No matter how much Aqua us Fish ladies have in us, they just can not fulfill our dreamy world of a perfect love.

Just the way they are.

And they are too arrogant to meet us halfway, their things in life are way more important.

Again I will state, regarding the Aqua:

Business before pleasure, friends not lovers.

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posted May 12, 2008 10:13 AM         

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I don't know, I know a Couple Aqua men with Cancer women and it was a struggle for them in the very begining but these women are happy and both men have evolved to a higher degree. I am gonna stay optimistic yet logical..This gives me hope.I Feel this way now because my Aqua has finally let it all out feelings wise and told me he loves me like he has loved no other woman and to please just bare with him as he tries his best to prove it..I do believe that we are soulmates, and as much as he would try walk away he can't and vise versa..There is a love that is soooo deep inside its almost scarey for me a Pisces woman..Also this is the month of completion for Pisces ppl that have been going through a major traisformation and I feel my situation with him finally reaching a breakthrough, my dreams and things in the universe that are in my face confirms it...So we shall see..I do think it hurts him more to be with out me then to be with me and after this weekend I definetly know that..

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posted May 14, 2008 10:10 AM         

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For all our sakes, I hope he proves us wrong.

I really do.

I will never loose hope, but a perfect balance of heart and mind is optimal.

Tired of having faith and living on love alone...

Luck to ya!

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posted May 14, 2008 11:04 AM         

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Mama Mia, I know EXACTLY what you are saying and how you feel.

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Virgo Asc & Mars
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posted May 16, 2008 07:44 AM         

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MamaMia,

Know what you are going through...I'm surrounded by this lovely Pisces, so sweet and so full of little attentions for me, but I'm still "haunted" by that Aqua...And even if I have moved to another country far away, it's as if we were having a conversation during the day. I think it's a connection that will never be broken no matter what.

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posted May 17, 2008 03:30 PM         

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mamma mia, you say this is a month of completion for pisces transformation - of what pray do you speak??

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