posted August 18, 2008 10:54 AM
I know I have done all that I can do..but when I ask him what's up when he stops replying to me, he says "Talking to people". He obviously does not want to talk to ME. It's so frustrating and it hurts. I just can't believe we lost our virginity to each other and now we aren't speaking. I know he's young and I'm the first girl who ever did ANYTHING with him (first kiss and everything for him) so maybe this all happened too fast and freaked him out, who knows. I just don't know if I should even continue trying to talk to him, cuz whenever I do I get that feeling he just doesn't want to.
He told me when we first started getting serious that he would "NEVER" let me go, "NEVER" get rid of me, begged me to try w/ him, told me I meant more than anyone to him. And upon questioning him about that during our breakup he said he meant it. So why is he so cold now..
Astrologically speaking Uranus is approaching his Sun, to be conjunct. Neptune is conjunct his Venus. His Sun is in Pisces and his Venus is in Aquarius..and Neptune (Pisces' ruler) is in Aquarius and Uranus (Aquarius' ruler) is in Pisces. Maybe that has something to do with it? I don't want to look at it this way though. I want reality, what he REALLY thinks and feels.