posted August 20, 2008 05:31 PM         

(changing mood)

Night-time sharpens,
heightens each sensation . . .
Darkness stirs and
wakes imagination . . .
Silently the senses
abandon their defenses . . .
Slowly, gently
night unfurls its splendour . . .
Grasp it, sense it -
tremulous and tender . . .

Turn your face away
from the garish light of day,
turn your thoughts away
from cold, unfeeling light -
and listen to
the music of the night . . .

Close your eyes
and surrender to your
darkest dreams!
Purge your thoughts
of the life
you knew before!
Close your eyes,
let your spirit
start to soar!

And you'll live
as you've never
lived before . . .

Softly, deftly,
music shall surround you . . .
Feel it, hear it,
closing in around you . . .
Open up your mind,
let your fantasies unwind,
in this darkness which
you know you cannot fight -
the darkness of
the music of the night . . .

Let your mind
start a journey through a
strange new world!
Leave all thoughts
of the world
you knew before!
Let your soul
Take you where you
long to be !

Only then
can you belong
to me . . .

Floating, falling,
sweet intoxication!
Touch me, trust me
savour each sensation!

Let the dream begin,
let your darker side give in

to the power of the music that I write -

the power of the music of the night . . .

(During all this, the PHANTOM has conditioned
CHRISTINE to the coldness of his touch and her fingers
are brave enough to stray to his mask and caress it, with
no hint of removing it. The PHANTOM leads her to a
large mirror from which he removes a dust cover and in
which we see the image of CHRISTINE, a perfect wax-
face impression, wearing a wedding gown. CHRISTINE
moves slowly towards it when suddenly the image thrusts
its hands through the mirror towards her She faints. The
PHANTOM catches her and carries her to the bed, where
he lays her down.)

posted August 20, 2008 08:50 PM         

But I have to say something, because it's true, regardless of my trying to explain why it happens from an astrological standpoint.

Ok, that said, I will say this strictly from a spiritual level (that could be astrologically based, but unknown to me). I can name several instances when me and my scorpio would be totally in sync with each other, however three are very poignant. Once, he had had done something that hurt me so bad, I was literally going to give up on our relationship. I was so sad and disappointed I can't even describe it. I told this to another male friend of mine (a cappy) and he told me to talk to my bf and find out exactly what was going on. Not to jump to any conclusions--give the guy a chance to explain.

I began to think back of incident where I was hurt before by a man I adored and I thought that we were on the verge of the end. However, in the wee hours of the morning, he called me and we got things cleared up and it renewed my faith in love to a level it had never been. I didn't think this could happen again , though in this relationship, because me and my scorpio have things to work on whereas in the other relationship, we just "clicked".

Ok, to my point. I was feeling terrible. Even with the advice of the cap, I couldn't bring myself to speak to my scorpio. At the lowest, most hopeless moment when I felt that there was no way it could be fixed, my scorpio texted me. At the VERY SECOND! No lie. I was shocked because it was very late (after 1 a.m.) and usually he was asleep at that time. I looked at my phone and couldn't believe it. His text was "are you up?" I know that doesn't sound like much, but it was significant because I was feeling so bad and thought our situation was hopeless, and here he was reaching out to me to talk. I took the opportunity and we talked it through. As the wise cappy advised, I'm glad I heard my scorpio's explanation. What he did was very innocent, but done in a questionable way.

His call to me was unexplainable in that he would call at the precise moment when I was reminiscent of a past love reconciled that I thought was hopeless, and didn't dare think that I could be that fortunate in my current one.

The second time was recently. He'd hurt me again, and I was just so sad. I left his house and was driving home. I had to think of how to let him know what I felt, but I was getting angry and hurt and disappointed and feeling like "what's the use?" My mind was so focused on this, that I think my car was driving itself. At the point where my heart was so heavy as I was driving, my cell rings. It's him. I couldn't believe it. When I left his house, he was asleep. I had gently kissed him goodbye as to not wake him, he did open his eyes, but didn't say anything. Just looked at me, and I walked out. I answered the phone, he asked kinda softly "are you ok?" I didn't know what to say. I was shocked again that he should call me when I was hurting so badly about something I assumed he had done. Again, I was wrong!!! He was again innocent, and I thought wrong of him. I apologized, he accepted.

I don't want you all to think that I often wrongfully accuse him of things, but sometimes his signals are so mixed, I get confused as what is going on with us -- like why are we together when it seems we have to work to understand each other? Shouldn't it be easier than this?

At any rate, we do understand each other on a certain spiritual level, that I guess words can get in the way of articulating. Perhaps that is what is keeping us together and strengthening the bond.

Third thing. One night I couldn't sleep. I didn't know he couldn't sleep as well. I finally fell off to sleep (I was at home). At around 4am I woke up and thought about calling him. I decided not to, because I didn't want to wake and I really didn't have anything to say anyways. He texted me at 6am. Then called. I answered and he said he woke up at 4am and wanted to talk to me.

How weird is that?! I told him about my waking at 4 too. He didn't really make a response. I've told him about these strange occurrences every time they happen, he seems to take it in stride. I don't know if he is as impressed as I am, because I find it amazing.

So yes, I have felt someone touching me from a distance. I don't know if I am touching them, or vice versa. I don't know if it is really touching or just my spirit searching and pleading for healing and it is granted restoration and renewed faith. But I do believe this happens always when I need this "touching" the most.

posted August 25, 2008 05:59 AM         

PSYCHE: The Physical expression for desire is strong here, yet of a more spiritual nature, which often relates to sexual interplay. This desire instigates relationships, & once connected continues to drive insights & growth throught the sexual relationship. Personal feelings are strongly felt & expressed physically & therefore important to have some kind of committment. Tantric sex, or sharing personal growth training or therapy could be stimulating & life transforming.
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum1/HTML/018841.html

posted August 27, 2008 08:14 PM         

The man who's making me feel crazy sometimes is not a scorpio but a cancer! And the weirdest thing is he lives abroad!!!
Everything started with that huge feeling like someone was calling me, drawning me, almost pressured me.

I felt like possessed by someone's else energy I didn't know where it came from until I started to have dreams about him.
He was always in my thoughts, and I was overwhelmed by feelings I know were not mine.
And it's always the case. I cannot verify all the informations because he lives abroad but when he is sad, or angry or happy, I can feel it. Overall when he is confused, OMG, I feel myself depressed.
I try to protect myself against those feelings but it's not always easy. The worst it's when he is bad. I feel really painful in my heart chakra, like someone hurt me with a scrapping-knife.

I have premonition dreams about him, often, and I feel like I will never be able to put him out of my head and my heart. Since he came back into my life all my psychic abilities increased.

About the story, when I was a child and a teen I was in love with the cancer guy and I thought he was my future husband, but everybody around me told it was illusion because some things opposed us, and overall he lived abroad. So I "forgot" him.

Then I met my current boyfriend and we are in a serious relationship since 5 years and a half now, and I love my boyfriend but the cancer guy came back into my life and it has complicated everything!!!
Me who thought I was the woman of one guy, I've found myself in a love triangle, and what is most confusing is that I seemed to be more psychically and emotionally bonded to the cancer guy than my current boyfriend!
But I have a great relationship with my boyfriend and it hurts me to feel split and confused.

I started to study our synastry but many things remain a mystery for me. I read that Pluto, Neptune and Psyche could help explain what is happening to me...here are some aspects; I really need someone to help me to figure things out.

MY synastry aspects with the Cancer Guy
I am an Aries (29°), Moon in Sagittarius and Ascendant in Virgo (3°)
He is Cancer (0°), Moon in Cancer and Ascendant in Sagittarius (27°)

His Pluto :
- oppose my sun
- sextile my moon
- oppose my mercury
- oppose my venus
- biquintile my Chiron

His Neptune :
- trine my Sun
- conjunct my Moon
- trine my Mercury
- conjunct my Neptune
- sextile my Pluto
- square my vertex
- trine my ASC

His psyche :
- trine my Eros
- oppose my lilith
- conjunct my Karma

His Eros :
- square my neptune
- trine my chiron
- oppose my vertex
- square my Eros

His lilith :
- trine my sun and my mercury
- conjunct my neptune
- sextile my pluto

His Karma :
- trine my moon
- conjunct my venus

his vertex
- trine my moon
- oppose my psyche
- semi-sextile my karma
- trine my ascendant

his Chiron
- oppose my mars
- conjunct my chiron
- sextile my vertex

My Pluto :
- trine his moon and his sun
- sextile his neptune
- conjunct his pluto
- sextile his lilith
- sextile his ASC
- conjunct his MC

My Neptune :
- oppose his sun and his moon
- conjunct his neptune
- conjunct his lilith
- conjunct his Asc
- sextile his MC

My Psyche :
- trine his mercury
- trine his venus
- trine his mars
- oppose his vertex

My Eros :
- oppose his sun and his moon
- conjunct his lilith
- square his eros
- trine his psyche
- sextile his MC

My Lilith :
- quintile his venus
- trine his North Node
- oppose his psyche

My Karma
- quintile his sun
- square his mercury
- sextile his North node
- semi-sextile his vertex
- conjunct his psyche

My Vertex :
- square his sun
- quintile his mercury
- sextile his venus
- square his Neptune
- sextile his chiron
- square his lilith
- sesquiquadrate his vertes
- oppose his eros
- square his Asc

My Chiron
- semi-sextile his sun
- conjunct his mercury
- conjunct his venus
- trine his mars
- conjunct his chiron
- quinconce his lilith
- quintile his vertex
- trine his eros
- quinconce his MC

Sorry, I thought it will be shorter...I don't put all the aspects, only those I thought weird and significant for me. I don't know what all this mean, but I have mixed feelings about all that. Enven if I love my boyfriend and i am the faithful kind of person, I love that cancer guy and it's really stronger than me. So strong that it is painful sometimes. And despite he is abroad, I feel sometimes his presence so strong. I remember my father came to see me once at my flat and he is very sensitive too and while he was meditating he told me he saw a man next to me, he didn't have the time to see his face, but I knew who he was talking about. I went to see a psychic who told me that the cancer guy was waiting for me to do the step.OMG...I don't support to feel split!

Thank you for reading me.
Love

posted August 27, 2008 08:32 PM         

I have this with someone - he and I love each other very much. I literally feel his presence whenever he is near or whenever he is about to call my phone and sure enough I am right. I quite often know exactly what he is thinking and he also often says things that I had just at that moment been thinking. It's an amazing bond.

It's unspoken between us, but I just know that he has it with me also. I can even sense his moods - don't ask me how! If he's on his way to my place and still an hour or so away, I can tell whether or not he'll be bringing a dark cloud with him. His soul calls out to me from a distance and I hear it. And it works both ways too.

Maybe it's just loving and living with someone for a long time - I don't know. Picking up each others habits? Maybe.

posted August 27, 2008 09:22 PM         

What would your take be on someone's Psyche conjunct my Mercury (0 degrees) and my Venus (4 degrees)?

Any input would be nice

posted August 27, 2008 11:36 PM         

I had to do a lot of Google searches to try to interpret my own aspects and I'm too swamped these days to comb my brain for enough info to make a helpful response to the inquiries, but I hope everyone can work together to figure some things out. My exploration was interesting. I focused on Vertex.

Thanks for that link, 8th! It almost seems like something I've read. I'll have to read it more thoroughly another time. I'm already swamped with Back to School reading!
I'll be reading everyone's interesting words from time to time, but not responding as often for a while.

posted August 28, 2008 04:55 PM         

Psyche, in my experience, is still experienced very intensely even at a wider orb. I think a Psyche conj. Mercury and Venus would be a great combination. I think it would produce the kind of connection where "two minds think as one" and feel a love connection through it. You can probably read eachother's minds, but with Venus it would be a positive experience for both. Otherwise, it might freak one or the other out.

Psyche/Sun causes you to "feel" the presence of the other person and to be able to "talk" to eachother inside your mind.

Psyche/Moon causes you to feel what another is feeling.

Sunshine9 had a great thread on it if you do a search.

posted August 28, 2008 04:58 PM         

Neptune conj. moon is a pretty potent connection for all that's psychic! And you have a double whammy Sun/Neptune and Moon/Neptune connection.

If you post this with your charts in the astro forum, you can probably get more info. I'm sure the houses will play a lot into it.

posted August 28, 2008 08:15 PM         

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I feel like that kind of spiritual sex would be most easily shared between water-influenced people...

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quoted by GeminiLover75

posted August 28, 2008 10:39 PM         

If you post this with your charts in the astro forum, you can probably get more info. I'm sure the houses will play a lot into it.

8th"