posted December 03, 2008 07:53 PM            

Well, I'm glad. We've got to suck the meaning out of these experiences.

My gmail has what I "sent" you in the "Sent" folder. Did you check that email? I couldn't send a file thru the other.

posted December 04, 2008 02:23 AM              

it looks like i got something from you in a certain box, but i will have to reply tomorrow....

ty, love.

posted December 04, 2008 08:39 AM              

Venus in Water, Mars in Air (Romantic Water, Airy Desires): You are a study in contradictions when it comes to love! You are a sensitive companion who enjoys amusing, comforting, and inspiring your partner. You don’t generally come across as sensitive as you truly are, tending to hide this sensitivity behind a playful and lighthearted manner. You are very respectful of a partner’s rights and individuality. You tend to fall in love easily, yet at the same time hesitantly. You are both a private person and a people person. This dichotomy may be confusing for a partner, and even for you at times! You view sex as an emotional release, yet you also tend to appraise it with intellectual detachment. As a result, you can come across as intimate and doting one day, and cool—even self-possessed—the next! You are a sensual lover, and you are forever drawn to relationships. You are extremely charming, as you are both playful and warm at once. You are not an easy lover to understand, however. You alternate between sexual adventurousness and vulnerability. Your lover will frequently wonder if it’s freedom you need most, or if it’s closeness and intimacy that is most important to you. The truth is, you need both, but it can be hard to know when you need what.

Venus and Mars in signs that are quincunx: The things that please you romantically and the things that please you sexually are quite different. What makes you feel loved and desired does not necessarily satisfy you on the level of desire and instinct, and vice versa. One partner could have a hard time attempting to fill your needs. As a result, you could be quite a handful; or, you may find ways to separate your romantic and sexual needs and thus satisfy them individually. You may also need to work on asserting yourself in relationships—either you avoid asserting your needs, or you assert yourself erratically and ineffectively.

Yep, that pretty much sums it up.

Venus in Scorpio; Mars in Aqua

posted December 08, 2008 10:52 PM              

There's a big difference between "childlike" and "childish", if you catch my drift.
My Gemini Venus can appreciate "childlike", but the Cappiness does not like the other.

atm I'm remembering and wishing I stuck around and got to know a man I connected with in a bookstore a couple of years ago. What a presence! He recommened a great book to me, and we had a nice and long conversation. Then he came back unexpectedly with a bookmark he bough for me and said; he hoped to meet me there again soon. A really interesting (and good looking) older fellow. A real gentleman....confident and kind. Wonder where he is these days...

anyway....back to sulking.

posted December 08, 2008 11:03 PM              

If you want we can connect on myspace where i have it posted or I can send it to you by email?

posted December 08, 2008 11:17 PM            

love you, hope you feel better...
well, Know you will feel better.

posted December 08, 2008 11:32 PM              

Actually I'm very much okay. He's helping me refine things....like they all do and challenging me to stick to my guns. I'm glad to hear youre handling well too.

And for anyone thinking somthing like: 'aww, she's looking for daddy'. - No, i just have always been attracted to that Leo/Saturn type of Man. Not necessarily older, just a straight-up honest to goodness real man. Where are they all hiding?