posted December 18, 2009 02:16 PM
I've been into astrology for the past 2 years but still would consider myself to be a beginer, lol.
I just recently (3 weeks ago) broke up with my boyfriend and while I know it was the right decision, I am still feeling slightly confused about some things and your thoughts/opinions would be MUCH appreciated!
Long story short - I am Canadian but moved to Australia for a year (just on a holiday working visa). After 6 months there I met a guy (let's call him R) at a club. We started talking and found out we had been living across the street from each other for the past 6 months but had never seen each other. The connection was instant and electric.
From day one we dived into a relationship and were very serious about each other. We both felt as if we had known each other in a past life or something. We were VERY different, but were so drawn to each other we didnt care.
Over the course of the next 6 months we broke up twice (first time for a week, second time for an hour), always getting back together because we simply couldn't be apart. There was that unexplainable draw.
I moved back to Canada 2 months ago and he was planning to follow me in March, which gave him the time to save some extra money. He and I talked about getting married, having kids, ect. He said he saw us together forever. He was a wreck when I left. We talked every day on the phone/skype and everything was fine.
Then, about a month ago he came out of the blue and said "I don't know if I'll be happy in Canada."
This came as a complete shock to me and hurt alot. My gut feeling was that he didn't mean it, but for some reason was freaking out. I told him if he wasn't willing to come to Canada, well, we would have to break up because it made no sense, even though I loved him very, very, very much. He changed his mind very quickly and was VERY reassuring that it was a momentary freak-out and he loved me more than anything, ect. Then, 5 days later, he started sounding doubtful/scared/weak again and I lost it and broke up with him.
It was too much of an emotional rollercoaster for me. I loved him with every fibre of my being, but I know that (paticularly as a Piscis), I have to stick up for myself or I'll end up comprimising all over hte place!
anyway, the part I'm still confused about is that when I say it was like we knew each other before ... it truely was. I thought he was the 'one' for SURE.
My question is - Is there anything in our charts that stick out to you????
Sun - Pisces
Moon - Leo
Rising - Cancer