posted May 18, 2010 02:05 PM
Its a strange things I tell you..I prayed and asked God why is that I have had 3 very deep soul connections with 3 different guys which was almost back to back..I know the difference in a soulmate and a normal kind of relationship, where I don't really feel the guy thinking about me and my body does not feel funny. With soulmates I can feel that person as if they were right next to me. With a soulmate relationship I can't determine whose emotions are whose..I came up with the answer to my question and that is its about me..These guys are indeed soulmates but they are here to teach me about me. I really did not learn anything from the non soulmate type relationships..I am being prepared for the real deal not sure when its to happen, I just know that its coming..
I recently ended things with a guy that I really,really liked and I hoped he was it for me I can still feel the strangeness of our soulmate relationship. But I have to keep it moving and trust this time if its meant to be it will be..
I have been learning to love me and not be selfliss thats my lesson and to let go when I am not happy in a situation rather the other person means to hurt me or not..Get what I want and the man for me is gonna be ok with I want as well..hmmmmm
I am in a writing mood, preparing myself as I start to write my book..Where this stuff is true that I am writing it won't be in my book, but the book will be along these lines..