posted May 30, 2010 09:58 AM         

I've had a couple of dreams over the last 18months or so about a man - he never appears particularly clearly to me (always ever so slightly different and I can't always remember him properly when I wake) but I know it's the same man because we sort of 'know' each other and pick up where we left off in the previous dream. He appeared in British army desert uniform in one dream and yet in the rest he's just been in ordinary clothes.

It's never sex, but complete love and romance in the dream and a feeling of being safe and 'home'. It's a wrench to wake up after those dreams! ;D But I can't get a name or a sense of whether it's my imagination putting together everything I want in a relationship and a man, or whether he might actually exist.

Yesterday I was playing about with stuff on astro.com and all of a sudden I found myself putting in a date, place and time of birth out of nowhere. 27th Dec 1972 1am Cork, Ireland. I have no idea why and I certainly don't know anyone with that birth date etc so it's a bit of a mystery why I input that data.

The chart it came up with was amazing. Sun conjunct Moon double whammy, Asc conjunct Sun, Venus conjunct Mars, Moon on the IC DW and my Eros conjunct his Psyche amongst other things. I read the interpretation for 'her eros conjunct his psyche' and the following words leapt out at me "One of the most surreal aspects of this relationship is that one or both of the ‘adorees’ will have dreamt of it beforehand, perhaps even repeatedly."

As I said at the beginning of this, I know this is clutching at the proverbial straws somewhat because I don't know anyone with this chart and I've quite literally dreamed him up, and even if he exists, amazing synastry on paper doesn't always necessarily translate to palpable chemistry in real life! But it's the fact of plucking that date, time and place out of nowhere that gives that Eros/Psyche placement that I keep coming back to. Quite odd.

posted May 30, 2010 02:38 PM         

I do get 'flashes' sometimes and they often come true. Mainly it's like watching a film or hearing a radio play in my head: I see/hear how something will play out. You know that series 'Flashforward'? That's possibly the best way I can describe what it's like when it happens - except I don't blackout! I've no control over it and can't force it to happen so it always takes me by surprise. This date/time etc wasn't quite like that though - just found myself typing in those details for some reason so goodness knows what'll happen?!