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posted November 05, 2010 08:27 PM         

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A couple of them. The first one was destiny at it's finest and freakiest. It was planned at his birth (he was much younger than me but of age) and I subconsciously knew it. I had drawn pictures of him, mirrored artwork he did before we'd ever met, I'd written his name even though it's a very rare first name, and his ss# is my b-day in consecutive order with a couple of extra 0's. It was very twilight zoneish and he gave me the greatest gift I had ever received-the knowledge of what true higher love actually is and I was set free of the confines of my 12th house pisces moon. When he left I experienced every emotion there is very openly and intensly and all the walls were down. I also raised to higher spirtiual levels. It was quite the experience. I've since built up many of those walls and have become closed off again because life she is tough sometimes and it got to the point where I went into survival mode. I don't want to be that open and vulnerable again but I don't want to be where I find myself now, so I'm searching for the right balance.

The other I don't like to admit it, is my son's father. We will never be together again and neither of us would want to be, but we have learned many difficult lessons from each other and though we are about as mismatched as you can get, our son gets the benefit of having a well rounded up bringing.

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