posted September 10, 2010 06:23 PM
So, yes. I've been keeping this in for a very long time because I didn't know if posting it here would help resolve anything but there's been a very bad breakup in my life which, although I am working on getting over, keeps nagging me at all times. Please, help. My heart is brok't.
The guy's birth details are - 13 Mar 1990, 0900 hrs, Kolkata, India.
And mine - 7 Sep 1990, 0930 hrs, Bilaspur MP, India.
I'm not the sort of person who falls for people easily but with this person, things just moved along completely by themselves. It was exhilarating and beautiful and a little scary. We have sun, moon and ascendant in opposition - and a lot of other planets too, including venus. Does this account for the attraction?
For the first few months things could not have been more perfect, then there began to be times when he would just explode and ask for space and want to break up. I'd get very very hurt but I tried being sensible about it and moving on - and every time, he'd come back, apologising and things would go back to being sweet.
This happened too frequently and we've finally broken up (over a period of a year, longer than we were in a relationship :|) - but I can't get him out of my head. I'm moving on with my life, and apart from the sometimes loneliness, I do fine.
But, what I'd like to know is, are there any indications in our charts to explain this? Am I better advised to leave for good and never look back - because this is just hurtful and nothing that can ever be resolved? Is there a future, here?
I'm desperate for answers. I can't talk about this with anyone else because I'm a very private person and I don't like admitting to weakness. :'(
Any astrological insight would be very gratefully welcome.
Love and gratitude.
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