posted May 15, 2011 04:21 AM            

So, Mr Aries/Scorpio and I had begun
talking again back in February and we re-established a time to figure our relationship out. SO, he got back from a month travelling, asked to see me so we met up yesterday.

When I am with him, it feels amazingly high but also lonely cause he has the ability to intoxicate me so i somehow feel like i am in the wrong all the time. Yesterday morning, as I was leaving I burst into tears (this is a real sign for me as I do not do this very often) and told him I cannot keep up this non-relationship anymore.

He told me I need to find someone else as he wants me but doesn't want me. I told him i dont know how to be his friend after the history we have and he said we need to break this pattern of being more than friends as it could continue for years on and off and he didn't want that.

So HE decided in his mind this was going to happen, he said he loved seeing me but it always ended in us getting annoyed or tense with each other. (From my point of view, he makes me insecure from an emotional and physical point with his chasing me, pulling away from me, dropping hints I should see other guys etc. How is that an environment in which two people can be happy?? This was a second chance for us to figure this out but it became messy in less than 4 months. His long term relationships all ended very badly and I can see why. His Aries sun/Scorpio moon energy (he has these both in venus/mars too) is just very overpowering for someone like me who is saggie sun/leo moon (leo moon, I NEED attention, to feel loved and desired) and my gentle libra venus/mars.

I feel like an idiot and rejected all over again and I let him do this. In a way he has set me free, so i'll pick myself up again, remember what I deserve and carry on.

posted May 15, 2011 10:24 AM            

YES do carry on! You definitely deserve better! He probably didn´t take it seriously - this time at least. Such an immature behaviour. Someone who really cares about you wouldn´t drop hints like these - unless if he is tremendously insecure.

posted May 16, 2011 11:27 AM            

If you knew my situation with love mates - you would definitely have lost faith. BUT I haven't cause I never lose hope... because simply I know what I really want and deserve!
THIS is how you should think as well!

I think it all starts how we value ourselves. ALWAYS believe you deserve to give and accept love!!!