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posted July 19, 2011 08:41 PM            

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It was a week shy of my 16th Birthday and I was back in school after Christmas break. I arrived to my computer class early and not many people in this class had come to school that day so I went in and took my normal seat, which was the last seat closest to the wall. All the other people that sat at that table with me were not in school that day. So I noticed a new face at the other end of the table. My first thought was he must be new here and I instantly wanted to talk to him just to be friendly. I noticed that he was moving the mouse around but I couldn't see the mouse....his hands were HUGE!!!! So anyway I politely said excuse me and asked him if he was new? he said yes and I smiled and introduced myself thinking nothing of it. I was well aware of how uncomfortable it was to go to a new school so I hoped that my smile eased the tension for awhile. Ok, so the class started and ended and on my way out of class I walked past him and as I passed I put my hand on his side as I walked past....this action shocked him as much as it shocked me, because I am a Capricorn and I am not a touchy person. That was the beginning of the torture, from that day on I rarely ever spoke to him and could not make eye contact....my obsession was in full force! We exchanged countless intense gazes, did very subtle but bizarre things in each others presence. I cried my self to sleep all through high school and well beyond. I watched him date countless girls and I dated no one my whole high school career! Hell I didn't loose my virginity till I was in my 20's and I only lost it because of my deep depression because of this issue and right after my regret was severe! He acted like I wasn't there sometimes and when no one was looking he would stare like he was hypnotized! I had been acting completely strange at home and my mother was stumped and so was I, my sadness dominated my life. One day when my mother was picking me up from basketball practice something incredible happened...I was getting in the car with my mother and he was getting in his ride when he spotted me running to the car and he had opened the car door and was standing there staring with his usual intensity like he was in a trance. he was staring so intensely that my mother noticed and asked who is that boy staring at u like that? while my mother was asking me about him you could hear his mother who was in the car calling his name over-n-over-n-over again, saying it louder each time because he wasn't answering he was staring that hard! I told my mother that that was the guy I've been talking about....from that day on my mother believed everything I said about him. I used to send him not so anonymous letters telling him how I felt about him. He used to wait till class was in session leave class and stand in the hallway outside my math class where I could see him and just stand there and stare!!!! Those are just a few examples of how he behaved, but he never went further than that. He dated the same girl our whole senior year and broke up with her right b4 prom....he told everybody he wasn't going but was made to go by his mother and he took his ex. I was also made to go to prom I went with a guy that agreed to go with me 3 days b4. While at the prom I'm standing there not knowing what to do with myself and I turned around and there he was staring, his date no where in sight. He was never mean to me and was so mesmerized by me but never made a move....ever!!!! Now fast forward 5 years later...he was playing in the NFL and was living in another state. I had a difficult day @ work and decided to go out with friends to a club in my work clothes(wasn't going there to pick up a man so I didn't care.) So I'm walking down the ramp leaving the club and I glance to my right and there he stood!!!! Took my breath away, I couldn't believe after 5years the feelings came back in an instant! I walked down the sidewalk and sat on a bench and stared at him till 4am that nite and he stared back...He was standing with a group of people he knew but wasn't saying a word just staring at me for awhile looking back to his friends for a moment then continuing his stare and this went on for two hours. Finally he and his friends were leaving and they had to walk past me n my friends to get to their cars and as he passed I tapped him and said hey and he said hey and that was it!!! That was 8 years ago and I just want to see him again. I will be tortured by this for the rest of my life and even now I shed tears at the thought of never seeing him again and getting my chance to love him like I never have loved another :-( Should I look for him? I am 32 now and don't want to marry or have children with anyone else and I know he is not married and has no children either....Now be nice to me if you reply I can't help but think that I am just crazy.....please help...scorpio men please give me brutal honesty in your advice concerning this matter...thanx:-)

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posted July 19, 2011 09:33 PM            

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Welcome!

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posted July 20, 2011 02:33 PM            

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I think you should look for him,
for sure,
how will you ever have peace of mind if you don't?

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posted July 22, 2011 11:16 AM            

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Agreed!

That was a beautiful story... you two must have some massive shy-streaks.

Time to 'casually' add him on facebook or something. Start small.

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posted July 22, 2011 04:25 PM            

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Sorpios are very private and because of this, it explains why he does not have a facebook page and I can't find any info on him on the web:-(

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posted July 23, 2011 02:18 AM            

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I just stopped seeing a scorpio.
He does have a fb page, but he never uses it, and you are right, they are pretty private.
BUT,
fixed is fixed, and they aren't known to change up their routines and such too much.

Like the guy I know, has had the same phone number for 12 years. No matter what phone he gets, he makes sure to keep the same number.
He has the same friends, frequents the same places.. etc. etc.

So, if you can think of anything that your scorp has always done, maybe you can find him that way?
You know, like show up to that place or event?
Think of what his hobbies are,
and say he likes, IDK.. Motley Crue (first thing that came to mind) ,
so, if you know he liked Motley Crue, chances are pretty big that he will ALWAYS like Motley Crue, and if MC should tour your area, then good chance he'd be there (if he's a concert person, my scorp hated crowds and wouldn't go to them, so this is just an example!)

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posted July 23, 2011 11:40 AM            

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Thanks, will do:-)

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