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Topic: Im having weird feelings..
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Lioness
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Registered: Mar 2010
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posted February 21, 2012 11:29 PM
  
I posted this in soul unions, because I feel like this is my soul talking and coming out in some way....
This may be my pisces asc talking (shrug) wth a packed H6.Ive been having some weird thoughts and feelings...
I feel like I completed something.. Im not sure what that is.. But I feel all of a sudden that I have done what I needed to do.. I feel like Im no longer needed or I can do anything else to help any one..
Ive done all I can...
My help to the world is over, and I can no longer help anyone else.
I have no more advice, opinions or suggestions.. Im finished doing everything for everyone.
My service has been completed.. Ive done all I can..
I have no more strength will power or desire to do things for people.....
I feel guilty for this, but at the same time.. Im feeling screw everyone else. No one has ever cared about me or my well being.. Why should I care about their's??? If I ever need anything every is "busy" not available, unreachable...
Yet Im the first when called when a favor is needed... So world you can use me to service you anymore! Oo universe is my service to the world over???
I feel like Ive done my job here...
If so Im ready for the next step..
Bring it on universe.. I accept the challenge!
You have tried so many times to knock me down, yet I come back harder and stronger..
I am unbreakable.. I always face the challenges and come up on top. Do what you must with me but just know that
You can not have me as a servant anymore.. I will win universe.. I can guarantee you that... IP: Logged |
Mystic Melody
Moderator Posts: 341
From: IL
Registered: Dec 2010
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posted February 22, 2012 01:06 AM
I think it has something to do with Neptune leaving Aquarius and beginning it's journey into the depths of Pisces. I know I felt the exact same way... as if the time of service to friends was over and almost as if my mission to help them was some sort of illusion/divine deception. The transition to a more personal, in depth focus on our own inner worlds is important... but remember to follow the highest vibration of Pisces. Become the wise and loving elder, not the selfish and bitter old man falling deeper into his self and his miseries... and finally escaping into dementia. *exaggeration for theatrical effect  IP: Logged |
teasel
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posted February 22, 2012 01:19 AM
I'm shooting for wisdom (so to speak), as I used to, but am still bitter over some things. I felt a "letting go" January of last year; I was stuck in bed with a bad cold and my back out, and had my head resting on my mother's shoulder, and I just thought that I was finally letting go of everything that had me upset. It didn't last, but it was a nice moment. Melody, you are helpful. I think people just need to be in the right frame of mind to take things in (I know that I do). I'm having trouble with certain things - things that used to sound "right" and "wise" to me, but I hope I feel better about things soon... IP: Logged |
Mystic Melody
Moderator Posts: 341
From: IL
Registered: Dec 2010
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posted February 22, 2012 01:35 AM
Yep, we will all be in this Neptunian fog for quite a long time. I've decided to get to all that reading and gardening I had been thinking I would get around to some day.... I've decided it is officially "some day".IP: Logged |
Lioness
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posted February 22, 2012 07:58 PM
I guess it does make sense that its Neptune entering into Pisces... The aqua wants you to help people...
Pisces just wants to go swimming 
Since neptune is my chart ruler, maybe thats why its really effecting me.... But I dont feel "fog" I feel clear....
Im tired of being taken advantage of... My Leo saying..
Meeeeeeeeeee
Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee IP: Logged |
anongrl10
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Registered: Sep 2011
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posted February 23, 2012 08:54 AM
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But I dont feel "fog" I feel clear....
That's one of the symptoms of T Nept squaring my Sun stellium too. Not fog, just disillusionment. Seeing everything clear where I was deep in hopes and dreams before.
I think we might have mistaken Neptune. Perhaps it helps us see reality for what it is. Sometimes this can be very tough to take and hence some people feel compelled to go hide behind drugs, addictions, what have you in an effort to handle things. So it wouldn't be so much about Neptune fogging things off as about Neptune lifting up the veils and scaring us sh!tless.
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lilithpluto
Knowflake Posts: 518
From: pluto
Registered: Dec 2011
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posted February 23, 2012 09:57 AM
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Originally posted by Lioness:
But I dont feel "fog" I feel clear....
Im tired of being taken advantage of...
Me too... must be the transit moon in pisces in my 6th house.... I just told my boss, I prefer not to be contacted after office hours unless emergency. .. Hmmm... I might regret what I told her today. Oh well, I just dislike talking about work at 10pm at night!!!!!!
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anongrl10
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posted February 23, 2012 11:02 AM
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Originally posted by lilithpluto:
I just told my boss, I prefer not to be contacted after office hours unless emergency. .. Hmmm... I might regret what I told her today. Oh well, I just dislike talking about work at 10pm at night!!!!!!
You have the right to express yourself and it sounds like you did it in a respectful manner. I don't get it when bosses want to occupy every waking minute of your day just because you get a damn paycheck. Hope you won't regret being honest and respectfully direct.
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