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jenibelmarie
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posted July 08, 2012 03:38 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for jenibelmarie     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hello everyone! I'm new here!
Nice to meet your cyber identities!

I've muddled around the forums for about a year now, on my quest to answer the greatest question I've ever presented myself : Which one do I choose?

Fairly new to stepping my feet into actually identifying karmic connections, still even straddling the fence of general belief on the topic, but this situation has been far too interesting and painful for the three involved (myself and two other men).

Feb '11
After meeting Male A (Virgo), who simply swooped in and completely shook up my life, I began to experience anxiety/stress reactions and decided it may have been time to break up (Virgo wasn't a very nice person at this time. Ego.)

May '11
Male B (Cancer), who had been friends with Virgo for about 3 years, although they hadn't spoken since about a month before Virgo had met me. An odd coincidence.
The first interaction with Cancer was fruitless.
We were uninterested in each other, did not like each other, yet could not help but look at each other. We had one thing in common, being that we had little interest in partaking in conversation with the others. Quiet folks, the two of us.

June '11
The second interaction, Virgo and I watched Cancer play upright with his jazz trio. The attraction was still minimal, we barely interacted with each other, but now we had more things in common. We shared not only a communication style, but a preference, in that we spoke the same way, used the same words, held ourselves with the same confidence/wavering and exuded the same vibe.
It didn't hurt that we enjoyed music in the same way.

After the show, we all went back to his home. I took a step into his living space and was floored. It looked exactly like my own.
Furniture placement varied. Room shape varied. The walls were the same red, the furniture was black, everything was low to the ground, easily accessible and comfy. An attic ceiling.
He was a recluse living in his parent's attic just like myself. There were ink drawings on his wall. My primary art medium is ink. When left alone, he began showing me his poetry. I am also a poet. Our poetry, two different styles of writing about the same thing. Our disgust with the human condition.

So we stayed away for a while after this encounter. Two months. Our interactions in this time were limited and fleeting, though I could tell he understood me the same as I understood him.

July '11
Cancer messaged me online. I was away for a week, away from him, away from Virgo, but access to a laptop. We finally connected in the way we'd been wanting. There was a decision to be made. Hurt Virgo and continue to explore each other, or forget about each other forever. We barely knew each other, but forgetting was already so painful.

Ended it with Virgo. Got with Cancer.

Aug '11

Virgo forces himself back in (master manipulator, and love is a tricky devil), and from this point to present, it has been a constant back and forth of me communicating with Cancer while dating Virgo, and feeling too much pain to leave either of them.

It is the most bizarre behavior I've ever exhibited in my entire life. And not one of the three of us will officially call it quits.
All three of our lives have changed. And in one year it's as if each of us has become a different person.

So I'm finally taking it to the public and wondering if an outside opinion or something could possibly give me some insight. I'm just riding the current at this point.

Synastry w/ Virgo: http://www.astro.com/cgi/showgif.cgi?lang=e&gif= astro_61gw_01_02_j_a.70582.32352.gif&res=100&va=&cid=ogwfileveQPG6-u1314108894

Synastry w/ Cancer: http://www.astro.com/cgi/showgif.cgi?lang=e&gif=a stro_61gw_01_03_j_s.70620.1810.gif&res=100&va=&cid=ogwfileveQPG6-u1314108894

I am the inner wheel on both charts.
Any ideas?

EDIT:::
Mildly important. The entire time I was building up to mention, but had forgotten to officially state, that Cancer and I deeply reflect an essence of male/female duality. This is the point that I am most concerned with finding as an aspect.
Same face shape, same body proportions, same mannerisms, posture, vocal chords. It's absolutely bizarre and drives me bonkers. When I look into his eyes, and he smiles at me, I can't help but smile back. Fits of giggling. We laugh for hours. It's uncontrollable.

Virgo knows about everything and acts like a suspicious father figure as well a boyfriend. Or perhaps a warden.

Life's a box of chocolates, isn't it?
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The Scorpionic Libran Aries, with a lick of Virgo.

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Randall
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posted July 08, 2012 10:08 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Welcome!

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"Never mentally imagine for another that which you would not want to experience for yourself, since the mental image you send out inevitably comes back to you." Rebecca Clark

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charmainec
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posted July 13, 2012 05:03 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for charmainec     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Welcome!

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Remember, love can conquer the influences of the planets....It can even eliminate karma.

Linda Goodman

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jenibelmarie
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From: NJ, USA
Registered: Mar 2012

posted July 23, 2012 02:49 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for jenibelmarie     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thank you very much!
Also, bump!

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Randall
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posted July 26, 2012 08:51 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Try posting this in Personal Readings.

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"Never mentally imagine for another that which you would not want to experience for yourself, since the mental image you send out inevitably comes back to you." Rebecca Clark

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