posted August 23, 2012 02:39 AM            

I joined this astrology page because my last bf and I were into it heavily and we tried finding justice in our leo/cap relation. We couldn't find a mutual ground that gave us all we needed to justify our dual. He ended up leaving me in the worst time of my life for someone else. You couldn't imagine the damn knives that went through my heart. I cried and I cried like a baby! There was a brief intersession where he talked to me inbetween women. Another one came along and snapped him up just like that. I lost him, for good. He's not here anymore and he doesn't talk to me anymore. He was my best friend. God damn f*** him, I miss him! He is solely the reason I had to learn this stuff.

I met a Scorpion y'all heard me nagging about and obsessing over. I tried to stop my liking to him, but it was hard to do. He treated me differently then most guys do period. He left me very confused. At a time in my life when I should not be confused, I could not figure this character out. I talked about him alot on here because I never dealt with a Scorpion before. All I know are my Leos. I love and hate my ******* leos. I love and hate ******* scorpions too. Why does this guy have to be so ******* nice to me yet he doesn't want me? I did everything I could possibly think of and I'm nothing. I wish he would have never paid any attention to me if he was just going to play some stupid game. Guys like him need a lead barrel tip...this is how angry I am.

One of my ex Leos always told me no one can make me feel the way I do, I can only feel as so. Right, that means I feel like a piece of nothing that everyone leaves and they always have someone around. I learned alot coming on here. I'm going back to hating everyone. It does me no good to be great to these guys, they really don't give one flying f*** about me anyway.

posted August 23, 2012 11:56 AM            

You know now, that if he or anyone else is not treating you with love and respect and positive attention, then take it at face value and move on rather than trying to convince yourself of what you wish was happening. It hurts, but you will be healthier, happier and more open to someone who will come along and treat you the way you want and deserve.

I don't think this guy meant to mess with your head, I think he just showed you some initial attention that you ran with and it got out of hand in your head. It's okay, it's obsession, we all do it, I have done it. It sucks, but it's part of being a passionate and creative minded person. You will learn from this and be able to handle it better next time.

posted August 24, 2012 03:14 AM            

My Leo doesn't talk to me because he has someone in his life that doesn't want him communicating with me, I am a threat. We were good friends until then. I miss him, but I can't keep him.

The Scorpio is afraid of himself, of what he may do to me. Like the Leo, he doesn't want to hurt me. There for he keeps his distance. Something I do much of.

I was pretty ****** off last night from all the negative feedback I was getting in my current conquest. I did however learn to keep my important affairs within my trusted friends and family. The whole Astrology thing means nothing unless it's useful to both parties.

I'm no longer livid, I know what is real, and that is all there's to it. Some of you like redcliff doesn't understand such a thing as intuition and what it even means. Solely going by what your stars tell you is nothing. I base everything on reality and intuition. It has never failed me before and it won't ever yet. Just a couple months ago, I knew my Leos relationship wasn't going to go anywhere before it even started. He argued, but I ended up being right. I'm hardly ever wrong. So telling me crap like oh so and so doesn't like you is nothing. And how would you know? You just have that low self esteem in your life that nothing is there for you to yarp to others that it's the same for them. Well you are wrong. Nothing happened last night, the guy doesn't hate me, he just doesn't want to hurt me along with my Leo, my Capricorn, my Cancer, and a few others in my life. By them not talking to me is telling me they care about me. I am good with that. And I am wise enough to pick up on that and understand that. You should try doing something of a sort in your own life.

Astrology is fun for the simple aspects of it. Some people get way too heavily in it and live their dying rule by it. Oh this star is hitting this planet, this must be why this is! Nah, simple basic psychology is all it is. When something goes astray it is for a reason thats all in the masters plan. We can take it or leave it, whatever we decide to do with it. If I really wanted to pester my Leo I could. I am leaving him alone. If I really wanted to annoy this Scorpio, I could. I am also leaving him alone as well. I bug the Sag once in while only because he gives me gypsy answers, and I know out of all of them my Cancer is always going to be the most responsive with the most apparent answers that knows me. My Cap friend can't see why I even bother with the Scorpio but he also doesn't see what I ever see in the Leo neither. He basically despises the Sag and doesn't want me to go to my Cancer friend either. He is just one who wants all of my attention. I see right through people and their facades. People are just people. We are what we are. I'm good with how it is with all of them and wouldn't change any of it. Now just if I could get along better with my Gemini brother, then the stars might mean more to me lol. Tonight I have discovered I am what keeps people from getting to close to me. If I wanted any of these star signs closer then where I already placed them, I could. I protect them by keeping them at a distance. Only the fortunate brave get close to me.

posted August 24, 2012 09:57 PM            

I'm sorry you are going through this. It sucks seriosuly.

I now despise the whole "I need someone in my life to make me content." I really needed that someone to make me content. I never recieved it though, but now I'm so over wanting someone else in my life to feel complete. I'm gonna work uphill and make sure I'm 100% happy and satisfied whether the stars, karma, or God wants me to or not.

posted August 27, 2012 11:52 AM            

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