posted November 26, 2012 10:43 PM            

On April 28th of this year I had a dream ~~~

I'm lying on a beach with a fascinating somebody. They turned to me and said, 'tell me more about yourself.' Flushed and at a loss for words I responded, "eh-eh..um, what do you like about me?" 'Your voice.' I blush then asked, "What is your name?" 'Bleh' I looked over and saw blond hair with a particular styling with bright/electric/sky-blue eyes looking back at me. Then I woke up.

~~~

Flash forward to July of this year, I came upon a cluster of persons named Bleh. Of these two people stand out.

Bleh #1. I've never felt heat for this Bleh, but this person was responsive, polite, and easy to communicate with. Eventually I ran the charts and saw my pMars was one degree off their nVenus, applying. My pSun on top of their nMars, HOT!! HOT!! aspects in my book, yet I felt nothing. I couldn't believe it, so I started flirting to see what response I would get: Games, attempted control & domination, hurt feelings, rejection, the ice treatment, t!t-for-tating....we aren't talking to each other at the moment. I went after this Bleh because the name fits and I really thought this was the one I dreamed of.

Regrets: After this debacle I promised myself next time I see hot aspects I would step back and let the aspects play out sans nudge.

Enters Bleh #2
This one ignored me from the beginning, and was hard to talk to. Though the name & eyes match the Bleh from my dreams. While I had the birth data through the grapevine, I wanted to verify directly, but I think they took it the wrong way, and ....issue may be joined. Although I swear I didn't pursue this one as I did Bleh #1, unless you consider banter pursuit. Not my type anyway and too much of a live wire.

Like Bleh #1, Bleh #2 has same Venus & Mars signs. In synastry we have my pMars conj their nVenus & my pVenus conj their nMars, DW applying orbs within 2 degrees. Their pSun conj my nVenus & their pMoon conj my nSun. Very, very romantic placements. I did not chase this person yet they won't leave me alone, always talking to me and touching me.

Bleh #3 I've known since 2009. The instant I met this one I felt a rush of heat through my body. Sun sign unknown but I suspect Pisces, the position of my newly pMoon. The hair styling match my dream Bleh's, but #3 has gentle green eyes. I've never pursued this person but it's obvious I'm interested, I think they're interested too but we're both so shy.

Issue was joined after I left an anonymous message on the community board at the Social Club, for fun.

***Bleh has a fab body. If Bleh & I were deserted on an Island, I would tie Bleh up and have my way***

Next day at the club Bleh sat right next to me, and I lost my nerve.