posted March 12, 2013 09:45 PM            

We we'll be going on three months here soon. I'm 25 and he's 29. Here and there - especially today, I've been worried I may be too emotional for him or that come across emotional misunderstandings.

First I'll say that he's very intuitive/sensitive to peoples moods. It's almost a clinical condition because he's nervous system is wired differently.

Well often times he gets the idea that I'm upset about something. Or has to know (asks me) what's on my mind. I might be pondering something over..overTHINKING something..but its usually nothing important that I don't feel necessary to discuss. But ill tell him and he might get the wrong idea or he will SEEM annoyed by my emotions. THEN I will get upset and down on myself for not communicating better or for telling him. Then he'll take it personally..then get over it. While I wonder if he really is over it (hence why I am posting)...today for example, I think he asked why I'm so moody today (half caring, half...idk), or something. And sometimes I'm really just fine/happy and he'll seem to doubt it.

I love him a lot (it may not sound like it here...but he is an amazing guy) and I believe with all my soul he loves me. I'm kinda scared that he'll start to think I'm always emotional (though I don't see myself this way) and he may start to think I'm not who he originally thought or something. Maybe I'm over thinking or reacting again. I'm also nervous 'cause I just started this new birth control.