posted April 17, 2013 03:01 PM            

I still talk to fishy everyday.. We have been keeping it as friends....

A while back ago, I did a reading from Iq.. He said its nearly impossible for him to let go of me, and each other.. He also said we have a highly sexual soulmate contract type of deal.. That we will go back and fourth, until we find someone more evolved than the other.. Until then we will jump at another chance with each other..

He also said if I don't , I will live with regret..
( going by memory, sorry iq if its not exact)

So we keep our mental connection going...
Lately ( not so much in words) but he's been letting me know he wants to try again... I'm getting the vibe from him... He's giving me hints.. But not saying it...

Example.. Yesterday he told me he's been thinking about us....
We ended the conversation with yes we had some good times together...
Neither of us saying, lets try again, but we talked Abt our times together... Remember this remember that...

Today when I got to work, he texted me.. Look in ur notepad 2nd page...

I did and there was a note it said
"Good times"

I think that was just the sweetest thing...

Now he hasn't said he wants to get back, and honestly I'm not letting the conversation get there... I just don't want to go there right now... I'm going to take this very very slowly, and avoid this conversation for as long as possible.... Lol

I'm debating with myself, before the actual subject even comes up,.. Maybe I'm wrong and just jumping to conclusions..
I did a hoary asking if he wants to try again, and to the best of my knowledge it came up yes..

My issue is, I know it will end again... I'm setting my self up for yet another heartbreak. But I want to at least try..

posted April 17, 2013 04:26 PM            

I have to say if I was 100% certain it would break my heart all over again, I wouldnt do it. And for the sound of things it sounds like an enevitable end.

The only good I can see coming from this (if you do get back involved) is that it may help you to finally let go and move on from him. "Ending the Karmic contract" as it were. However, rarely do we ever get the kind of closure we look for.

Good for you for not wanting to jump in and for taking things slow. I'm sure with you're mental grasp of the situation things will work out for the best.

posted April 17, 2013 04:31 PM            

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Originally posted by Lioness:
I'm getting the vibe from him... He's giving me hints.. But not saying it...

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Neither of us saying, lets try again,

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Now he hasn't said he wants to get back,

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Put the horaries and tarot readings and whatever away and ask what your gut instinct tells you, listen closely and if possible do what makes you feel good inside.

posted April 17, 2013 07:55 PM            

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Originally posted by eyes_like_pisces:
I think the only reason there would have to be to repeat history is if you didn't learn from it the first time.

I have to say if I was 100% certain it would break my heart all over again, I wouldnt do it. And for the sound of things it sounds like an enevitable end.

The only good I can see coming from this (if you do get back involved) is that it may help you to finally let go and move on from him. "Ending the Karmic contract" as it were. However, rarely do we ever get the kind of closure we look for.

Good for you for not wanting to jump in and for taking things slow. I'm sure with you're mental grasp of the situation things will work out for the best.

P.s. I apologize on behalf of my fellow pisces and our tendencies to reminisce at the wrong times :P

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Thank u..... Yes I think t Pluto going Rx is part of this..
Esecpically since this is a highly Pluto connection...

It's time to go back and re check it, I guess... See what was learned.

Yes I have the same thinking.. I keep saying in my head I would be a fool to go back knowing how it will end..

But I guess my real issue here is dealing with heart break or dealing with what if....

It's that what if that's kicking me... Lol

Either way.. It's a loose loose...

But do I at least say hey, I tried... I gave it a shot... Or do I live with what if for the rest of my life...

Ohh well I know I have time to figure it out... He's only in hinting stags.... We wants me to bring it up... But I'm not.. Once he looses his patientence he will say it...
Which will take a while....

posted April 17, 2013 07:57 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:

Put the horaries and tarot readings and whatever away and ask what your gut instinct tells you, listen closely and if possible do what makes you feel good inside.

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Woman..l I'm a Leo! Which says ahhh just go for it ,deal with the rest later....
Go get urs!!

Lol

Yes I'm trying to figure out in my head which is the best path...
I'm running different scenarios in my head, to see which one has the least amount of heartache...

But dang, this is hella hard...
Gut reaching.

posted April 17, 2013 10:16 PM            

Though I wouldn't be in a rush to get my heart broken and waste who knows how much precious time?

I guess which ever way you choose just make sure your 100% committed to your choice and keep an open mind. Nothing/no one can really predict the future.

posted April 17, 2013 10:49 PM            

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Originally posted by eyes_like_pisces:
Yeah....the what if kills me to. I usually go for the option that doesn't leave me. Hanging/wondering...

Though I wouldn't be in a rush to get my heart broken and waste who knows how much precious time?

I guess which ever way you choose just make sure your 100% committed to your choice and keep an open mind. Nothing/no one can really predict the future.

I know I haven't been very forth coming on an opinion, but hopefully something I've said clicked for you!

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Thanks for listening.

Thinking Abt, I think I truly know what I really need to do here....
Which is hard its self... But I guess it's that time..

I read some eclipse are coming up...who knows this could be a whole new beginning or a complete end...

posted April 29, 2013 10:02 PM            

I agree with Ceridwen that sometimes you just need to put the tarot, Horary etc. and listen to your gut.

I have come to a point in my life recently where I am embracing the idea of living life with no regrets. If you need to embark on the relationship so you can eliminate the "what ifs" in your life, then do it.

posted April 29, 2013 10:11 PM            

I know I'm not ready to let go, but I don't know if I will go back to another romantic relationship... I'm trying to keep it platonic...
Maybe the future will be different, but right now, I don't wan to go back to the romance...

I guess only time will tell, I will just let fate decided..
One day at a time..

posted May 10, 2013 02:43 PM            

F....it!!!!!

Lol

I just can't live with what if, plus it's too hard to just let go..

So I'm jumping on the merry go around, once again..

Round and round, here we go!!!

Isn't the eclipse today???
Maybe it will mean a new beginning?

posted May 14, 2013 02:14 PM            

Somehow I thought of this.