posted July 10, 2013 03:31 PM            

Not feeling well tonight.

Too much loneliness in my life.

posted July 11, 2013 02:49 PM            

I would love that.

posted July 13, 2013 02:06 PM            

But there are times...

My daughter found me crying in the yard a coupla weeks ago, with the lawn mower running as I am so tired of being alone with trying to get this giant house and yard prepared to put on the market.

I would just love to have a friend, anybody, a passerby to stop by, join me in my Zen garden for a moment, have a Tazo tea, glass of wine, a clove, whatever and just sit with me for a minute.

I am not a big people person, but for for a kindred soul to just sit and be with me, in person and spirit, for just a moment would make all the difference...

posted July 13, 2013 02:39 PM            

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Originally posted by Mystic Melody:
I wish you would have left what you wrote... so many identify with that feeling. I've identified for most of a decade. To me, that's what Soul Unions is all about.... true soul connections have challenges, even the most innocent and beautiful (as a mother to a child) and we all experience this yin/yang up/down happy/sad dynamic as we learn acceptance and forgiveness and patience and understanding and on and on and on and on with the lessons. None of us are even close to perfect, or we wouldn't be on Earth. We all understand loss and loneliness. So please, feel free to be open here and you never have to feel you must hide your heart or feelings. I've been here for almost ten years and you are NOT ALONE.

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posted July 13, 2013 11:11 PM            

Telling him how lonely she was, when all of a sudden a little FOx Terrier ran out infront of her...

She took him into her brood (several out door cats, coupla indoor dogs, donkeys, goats, etc.....)

posted July 17, 2013 10:24 AM            

Thanks, wise words right there.
I just don't feel comfortable with letting it all out.

((( Hippi )))

I know what you mean.

I like having my space but sometimes, there's this feeling that something is missing.
Human interaction, but not just random interaction, you know?

Anyway, I know I'm not alone in this, and that kind of reassures me.

Knowing that there are people who experience the same thing, makes me feel less lonely.

PS. Cute story.

posted July 18, 2013 09:42 AM            

The desire to have a partner gets x100 stronger when transiting Venus aspects natal Pluto.. or vice versa.

Ugh!

posted July 18, 2013 10:09 AM              

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Originally posted by Randall:

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Ahahaha

posted July 26, 2013 09:55 PM            

Good ol Saturn transit of the 12th, back and forth over the cusp, back and forth..

I did alot of reaserch today and atleast I know, now what I am up against and what I must learn.

With my 12th house cusp in Scorpio, I am beginning to realize where my anger issues and power struggles are coming from.

I have natal Neptune in Scorpio in the 12th, o this should be fun when Ol Saturn hits my ruling planet...

But I am trying to just go with it and be open to what he brings me.

It was also interesging for me to find that one individual mentioned during this time one can feel very isolated...so perhaps that is how I am expressing my lonliness, in feeling isolated.

Anyway, onward and upward!!!

posted July 28, 2013 01:48 PM            

Just hang in there, you'll feel better eventually, I'm sure about that.
It's a matter of time with Saturn!