posted November 17, 2013 11:19 PM            

Aspects are:

pSun conj nVenus
pVenus conj pVenus
pMars conj nVenus
pVenus conj nMars
pSun conj pMars
pMoon sq pMoon

The first time I saw Taurus, they ignored me. I persisted until I got their attention, but still hesitatingly. We connected briefly but they took offense (Mars in Cancer) at a joke I made, this irritated me and things spiraled into a *** -for-tat war.

In the last months leading to today, Taurus and I had a nasty arguments of which Taurus "won." I vowed revenge, told my secret plan to one of those Scorpios that can't keep their mouths shut - a Scorpio!! To say the least Taurus found out my plan and started mocking me, now they knew their actions affected me.

Then someone new entered the picture. Rumors were abound of a romance between me and this new person. Suddenly I detected a change in Taurus's energy field. No more teasing. Avoiding eye-contact in an obvious way, and obviously turning their back on me. Gawd - it would give me so much pleasure to learn that the rumor struck to the heart of the beast.

Knowflakes - does Taurus behavior pattern, pre & post-rumor, reveal anything about what they may be feeling??

BACKSTORY:

Taurus used to always call me weird, but wouldn't elaborate. I had a hunch what they were getting at.

I met Taurus in a dream seven to eight months before we met in the flesh. I was sitting in a tree, or someplace like that, very much at ease side by side with another person. There was a conversation. I got up to leave, but first I asked, "what's your name?" the person sitting next to me said, "my name is blah" As I looked back on them I remember the eyes jumped out at me - they were bright and sparkly.

*** "blah" is Taurus's real name, and Taurus's eyes match the ones I saw in the vision. It's funny, in the weeks leading up to our meeting I found myself surrounded by persons named blah. I thought to myself how am I supposed to know who's who if everyone is named blah. True, everyone was named blah, but none of the eyes match the ones I saw. When Taurus entered the picture I thought, those are the eyes I remember seeing, but this person is not my type at all.

BACK-BACKSTORY:

Three years (2009) before meeting Taurus, I saw and fell in love with someone whose real name is also blah (a Pisces, I believe). I tried connecting with this person telepathically, and it worked. However when they came close I froze, Pisces didn't make a move and neither did I so things sorta just hung in the air.

I "wrote" a song and whenever I sung it with feeling, Pisces would materialize in the oddest places. Such a trippy time for me.

song:

Nine & Blah
sitting in a tree
K-I-S-S-I-N-G

original, huh??

posted November 22, 2013 10:06 AM            

I had a friend who once wrote a song (he wasn't even being serious, just learning how to play and wanted to put words) about meeting a girl in a certain place and her being 'the one'......almost a year later he met a girl at the exact said place, and now she's his wife.

posted November 24, 2013 06:10 AM            

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write down something about how Taurus would tell u everything soon...and then add the end that you want...then forget about it <---the real secret to the power of attraction if u ask me!

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That's the problem, the "song" was never intended for Taurus. It was written with a Pisces in mind. A Pisces who happened to share the same name as Taurus.

This Taurus is an immature bully, and possible not very bright. I'm not interested!!

posted November 24, 2013 03:24 PM            

that is the other trick, this 'cosmic ordering' thing, doesn't do negative....like say 'i wish this thing NEVER happens'...all that the invisible powers will hear is "i wish this thing happens"

"i hope those two don't date"...."i hope those two date"...so for you "i hope i don't see the bully"....it hears "i hope i see the bully"
and the more we try to 'negate' these things the more they happen....quite a few books later i finally discovered what i was doing wrong all along, as instead of listing what my fears and things i don't want were...all i had to do was write down pleasant things, and they do end up happening....specially when i forget about them. <-- go figure how to forget something u really want.

but really i keep finding bits and pieces of paper here and there that i scribbled something on a long time ago, and laugh when i see how these things 'manifested' over time.

so for now just go "i hope i meet Pisces boy and we have a good time" (use his name and initial if you have to, just make it as clear as possible who it is) and don't think about the other one at all, even though the mind is annoying so he'll 'pop up' there every now and then, so just let him when he does, basically don't speak to that thought at all in ur mind (of the Bully)...and see if this makes a difference within a month or so.....if u stop the mantra in just after a month because you are tired and it doesnt seem to happen that is okay, as 'letting go' after really really wishing for a thing to happen, is the other thing....think of it like a balloon u blow to the size you really like, and at the end for it to go to the skies u have to let go....<--- another go figure moment, i know...i have no idea what is wrong with me tonight lol.

posted November 27, 2013 09:10 AM            

oh i just remembered something from Jonahtan Cainer's book about the subject though....he said, to keep in mind that when we are doing this and wanting the lvoe of a specific other person, it may not work, as like we have HS we a ask stuff thing for, including our wants....so does the object of our own desire.

posted December 01, 2013 09:30 AM            

In late 2011 to the first half of 2012 I fell hard for someone I'll call Silver. Things didn't work out as friendship was the only thing available. I eventually moved away from there and in the new environment I met a different person named Silver. This new person seemed very interested without nary effort from me. Naturally I grew suspicious.

Silver #2 and I are still sorting things out. The general attitude/behavior of this person seems to be...'you called me, so now what?' They won't make a move or take hints or anything.

posted December 02, 2013 12:28 PM            

it could have happened that you were asking for 'silver'...while this near by silver was requesting 'any girl that just wants me for me'.....the funny powers of attraction "you for you, you mean just wants silver, okay"

think of these energies as blind people so you have to really 'draw out' the shape for them, and then really let them go, or they'll keep engaging with you as they 'take down the request' and not have time to go look for it for you.....

and just don't let any space in your mind for what you dont want, as they'll just misread the 'i "don't" and go find the thing..."

okay here's wishing you to success with mr.silver for now and that he may turn to what you want him to be (i know a few you girls who actually which for that tbh, a guy they can 'shape' as they please sigh...but also lol..

posted December 04, 2013 02:26 AM            

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are you an aries?

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posted December 04, 2013 02:56 AM            

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i wish you a super lucky and happy xmas time for now

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