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Topic: To someone I love
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whitewitch111
Knowflake Posts: 3284
From: Hillsboro, OR, USA
Registered: Jan 2013
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posted June 11, 2016 08:18 PM
  
I love you, I know you're going back to California with your ex.I'm sorry. It was never my intention to hurt you. I became impatient and angry. And that was my fault. I'm sorry. But all those spiritual things were the truth. I got confused of the details.
I have failed you.
But I will always love you. IP: Logged |
Valentine
Knowflake Posts: 661
From: Canada
Registered: Dec 2014
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posted June 11, 2016 09:02 PM
Does he see these posts you make on here?IP: Logged |
whitewitch111
Knowflake Posts: 3284
From: Hillsboro, OR, USA
Registered: Jan 2013
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posted June 12, 2016 05:01 AM
He used to, I don't know if he still does. But, I hurt him badly, and I don't think he will read this one. I really do hate myself for what I have done to him. I loved him very much, and still do, but, at the same time I feel incapable of love, for myself above anyone.
I hope he is happy. I'm not angry with him, I understand. I screwed up.
I am in a bunch of pain emotionally right now. But I got a job at least.
I love him until my dying breath though. We used to see each other in dreams. I hope even though he is with his ex wife, he will visit me again.
But if he doesn't. I don't expect him to. I am so sorry for everything I put him through. Wish I could take it back. IP: Logged |
Valentine
Knowflake Posts: 661
From: Canada
Registered: Dec 2014
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posted June 12, 2016 02:56 PM
Don't be so hard on yourself, we all do things that we regret,
but it's not good to dwell on negativity.
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Aubyanne
Moderator Posts: 6440
From: Tinseltown, Hollyweird, The Multiverse
Registered: Sep 2014
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posted June 13, 2016 05:18 AM
whitewitch, May I ask what it is you're seeking to achieve? Bigger picture, that is. I've noticed a lot of talk of twin flames, but even more drama and negativity. Valentine is correct; while I'm not here to judge your soul connexion -- whatever it may be -- I can offer you advice that might make your task much easier. The divine masculine does not seek to experience the feminine in her most insecure, sorrowful, and small-minded phase. If you're seeking some form of union with, or closure regarding, this man, you must understand that this simply isn't how one goes about it. You've admitted to your mistakes. This is well and good. Now move on. Move into and reclaim your own personal power. Shine. Stand illuminated in your truth, compassion, strength, and powerful divinity. Comes a time when the only one we're hurting is ourselves by surrounding oneself with negativity and 'the past'. Let it go, or there will be no room in which the future may be born. If you're ready for it to, then embrace what is now. Release the rest. IP: Logged | |
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