posted May 19, 2022 05:15 AM
Itís been a very long time since Iíve seen my person. A lot has happened since we last saw eachother Feb 2013, we both moved on and even though he contacted me nov 2019 (biggest shock of my life - I remember needing a shot of whiskey) and we follow eachother on social media we still donít contact each other much. I confronted him about my pain after that let it go.
But since Feb 2013 there has not been one day thatís gone by where I have not thought of him. I will always love him. I also know it would never work due to cultural differences and how we are as people as well, him being a free spirit who loves to travel and i have responsibilities.
I got in touch with many different tarot readers and psychics to see if we were meant to be together or if we are soulmates, all apart from one said itís karmic and that we wonít be together; I still love him though and part of me thinks they are all wrong
Anyway Iím not looking to go back to him, but my heart always thinks of him, heís there in my heart, and not a day will ever go by without my thinking of him, I feel like it will be like this for the rest of my life.
We move on with life, paint beautiful colours of our life story around the lost love, but the love stays, thatís how I feel.