posted March 24, 2009 09:58 PM         

Things have been upside down in my world for some time, which I've been mostly handling, but am feeling pretty freaked out and upset today for some reason.

I have a major deadline/presentation on Friday that I'm preparing for (the culmination of years of work), and at the same time, this past long-term relationship I'd given up on, has seemed like it may get a new start again, but I'm not sure since nothing concrete has happened.. I don't want to assume because I'd rather not get hurt again. And I don't know about my future in the sense I don't have a job any more keeping me in the city, so everything's up in the air. I may be moving very soon if I can get myself a job somewhere, which I need badly, but it will move me away from the person who matters so much to me. Everything in my life feels like it's coming to a head all at the same time, and I just don't think I can take more of this in my life right now.

I'd really appreciate any kind of reading - psychic or Tarot - really, any impression anyone might get. I guess it is the relationship thing that currently concerns me most, because I really feel that I should be in a stable one at my age - I'm getting older & need to settle down & have kids before it is too late to have them. I really need something - anything - to hold on to.. I would be glad to help with a horary reading.

I hate to be in the position of asking for help once again here, but I guess I'm trying to reach out when I feel like I'm drowning in my problems..

posted March 24, 2009 10:31 PM         

Here are the Angel Cards I pulled:

Body Care
Card Meaning: The angels urge you to care for your physical body. You are asked to eat healthful foods, to exercise regularly, and to avoid toxins.

This card is your angels' way of asking you to pay attention to your physical body. Perhaps you resist this guidance, and the angels have repeatedly come to you about this topic. They remind you that the body is an instrument that, when well tuned, emanates greater harmony. Your spirit is like the music of a grand piano, and the angels ask you to maintain that piano.

Your angels know that if you follow this guidance, you will feel terrific. Your increased energy and happiness is your reward for following the angels' suggestions. They will help you find the time and motivation to exercise. They will also help you lose your cravings for unhealthful substances. And, the angels will help you enjoy the newfound pleasures that come from purifying and maintaining your physical body.

Divine Timing
Card Meaning: Pay attention to doors that are opening and shutting for you right now. Walk through doors that open, and learn from the doors that shut.

Your prayers are being answered; there is no doubt about that. However, everything operates according to the Universal Laws of Divine Timing. This means that certain pieces of the puzzle must first fall into place so that other parts can come to fruition. If you try to skip or rush certain pieces or parts, the whole plan will lack a solid foundation.

Don't try to force open any doors that appear closed to you. Instead, ask your angels for guidance to see if the door closed because of negative expectations, or if it's simply a sign of Divine Timing. Look for other doors that do open, and walk through them with faith and gratitude.

Emerging
Card Meaning: Your true self-radiant, powerful, successful, and intelligent-is now shining through the surface. Allow your true self to be visible to others, for you lift them up and inspire them.

You are awesome in so many ways, and you are beginning to trust and reveal your true nature more easily. At one time, you may have believed that you had to hide your feelings from others (or even from yourself!). Now, however, you realize how vital and attractive expressing your authentic self is.

Your angels are guiding you to honor your true feelings by expressing them to yourself and others. The angels will help you lovingly talk about your feelings so that no misunderstandings occur with friends and loved ones. Your angels will never guide you to do or say anything that could hurt you or anyone else! They will also ensure that your life will emerge to a new level of inner peace as you let your true self come out and play.

posted March 25, 2009 08:04 PM         

> Body Care
Message received

> Divine Timing
*sigh* I guess this means patience.. I will wait..

> Emerging
- Truly amazing.. I've started to find my self again just recently (letting go of my expectations for that relationship), and I guess this means I should continue being me.. I could really use the angels' help with talking things out with loved ones!

posted March 28, 2009 02:56 AM         

quote:

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Look for other doors that do open...

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In my experience with that card, it doesn't always mean the same thing as patience. The last time I got it, it turned out that when I got what I thought I wanted, I wasn't ready! This sounds bad but it was good--it was like I saw deep inside my own heart at that moment in a way I hadn't before. Divine Timing means to keep your eyes open for good, happy SURPRISES. Sometimes what you weren't expecting is as or more wonderful than what you were hoping for (and does not preclude also getting what you hoped for)...but if you are too rigid, you might miss it. I was reading recently about what makes lucky people lucky, and one thing is that they live in the present moment and easily embrace change/new opportunities. They can switch their plan for a better one.

posted March 30, 2009 12:39 AM         

Thanks again.. I will be back here tomorrow to post the reading; I'm sorry I can't do it now, but I've been rushing to get so many things done - but tomorrow, I promise!

posted April 01, 2009 02:29 AM         

I asked about your man - i get the same mesage again and again . Maybe your Oversoul is orchestrating all these circumstances -so that you have no reason but to let go and concentrate on yourself ?

I know its little consolation , but you have to admit it does look like it. Your Work problems will have you searching for your own hidden strengths and survival issues in turn - i have a feeling , as bad as all your conditions are. Its all a plan to get you to evolve.

Its easy for me to say sure, i know.Keep doing Oversoul meditations and keep asking for guidance and help. Dont just ask - scream at your Oversoul to guide you - given its your OS that has orchestrated all this mess for you in the first place.

Get back with me after you try that.

Love

SS

posted April 01, 2009 11:11 PM         

Once again, I'm so sorry for not being able to write in earlier.. life's been crazy!! I have your reading I'm posting below:

I framed the question as, "Will Lucia get to have a relationship with G?":

* Your significators are Mars and Moon
* His significator is rx Venus - indicates a returning lover. Were you together before?
* The only applying aspect Mars makes in the chart is an opposition to rx Saturn - signifies communication/family for you. Have you had a falling out with someone in the past few days? An opposition shows a mutual decision to separate.. rx Saturn also happens to be in your house of career - was it your job perhaps?
* Moon (you) also separates from sextiling Uranus in this chart - something unexpected's just happened, but you seem to be handling it fine.
* His significator, rx Venus, is heading backward to conjunct Uranus in this chart, which your co-sig Moon is separating from sextiling = there is a collection of light by Uranus, and this is a Yes answer to your question, assuming nothing major changes..

posted April 01, 2009 11:18 PM         

Oh gosh, really? So I must continue to let go then?! I was thinking of writing you just a day or two ago to ask if perhaps he's already learned what he needed to and IS coming back to me, because he's been trying to reconnect with me at school! He hasn't yet tried to talk to me about the real matter at hand, so I guess he may not be ready yet. (I also worry he's just been trying to do that because he misses me since I've withdrawn my energies, and hope he is not still seeing that other girl! You didn't happen to get a feeling about that, did you?) I just finished my defense (successfully!) on Friday, and am scrambling to find a job opportunity next. I think, as you said, it will keep me fully occupied so it will take my thoughts and focus away from him until I can find a means of survival!

Thank you for writing in, V.. hope things are well with you. Please let me know if there is ever any way I can help you..

posted April 02, 2009 02:03 AM         

Glad to have a yes answer!

I've been really working hard to separate from my ex-boyfriend emotionally lately...not sure what issues G has in his life that way or how the Venus Rx has affected him. We weren't together sexually before, so maybe he is dealing with issues with an ex of his too? Venus Rx went through his 7th house back to his 6th--it's in my 3rd house of ex-boyfriend communication fun!! [/heavy sarcasm] My ex is definitely like family, and I am also dealing with an issue with my sibling.

Even though my ex and I broke up years ago (initiated by me), we had a conversation where we mutually decided we had to close the door on the kind of relationship we still had. I haven't been completely open to new contacts because of this old relationship.

I'm fond of Uranus. Look forward to seeing what happens.