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Topic: Well, I'm back and wondering...am I going to make it through this year?
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JustAmanda Knowflake Posts: 56 From: Virginia Registered: May 2009
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posted September 21, 2009 03:05 PM
I guess I've asked enough about relationships and I better just focus on knowing if I'm going to pull through this hideous year? With the loss of my mom, my beloved dog, my marriage and NOW possibly my JOB, I think I might have a nervous breakdown today. I burst into tears at my desk about an hour ago...is there any hope for me? Amanda 12/16/1970 1:55pm Roanoke, Va IP: Logged |
katatonic Knowflake Posts: 2138 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 21, 2009 03:38 PM
oh, amanda, i'm sorry...some years are like this! you will survive, i am sure of it. loss is hard but we all go through it.and sometimes it seems all to happen at the same time. is this pluto at work do you think? IP: Logged |
JustAmanda Knowflake Posts: 56 From: Virginia Registered: May 2009
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posted September 21, 2009 05:19 PM
dunno about pluto...I think maybe Im just cursed.IP: Logged |
katatonic Knowflake Posts: 2138 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 21, 2009 08:24 PM
no, you are NOT. some times are just full of nasty curveballs, and worse. you WILL get through this...i am so sorry bout your mom and the other things are very hard too. but i don't know anyone who hasn't had a "year from hell"...and they are mostly stronger for it.it takes time, kindness to yourself, and a lot of faith to keep going sometimes. we're pulling for you here! IP: Logged |
teasel Knowflake Posts: 175 From: Ohio Registered: Apr 2009
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posted October 05, 2009 05:09 AM
I wish I could help. Best wishes to you.  IP: Logged |
Diana Knowflake Posts: 754 From: Registered: May 2009
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posted October 05, 2009 06:45 PM
sounds like pluto at work to me. Wish I could see your chart. It also could be saturn. Did any of the eclipses hit important points in your chart, esp. angles? IP: Logged |
Yin Knowflake Posts: 690 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted October 06, 2009 10:13 AM
Amanda, I took the liberty of posting your chart. Hope you don't mind. IP: Logged |
steelrose Knowflake Posts: 39 From: Spain Registered: Apr 2009
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posted October 07, 2009 04:38 PM
My year is also being awful... I quickly saw the similarities... Looking at your chart, the thing that strikes me is the perfect square of the on-going Saturn-Uranus opposition with your natal Sun... My Sun is conjunct with transitting Saturn so believe me, I know how it feels... The thing is that you have to be patient... because that opposition, as both are slow planets, will take quite a long time to disolve... The old and the new are pulling us apart... It's time for clearance... Choose carefully what you keep and what you get rid of to have room for all the new wonderful things that there are in store for you... It's time for losing in order to gain later. Hang on, sweetie... One day it will be over... IP: Logged |
katatonic Knowflake Posts: 2138 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted October 07, 2009 05:17 PM
looks like you are just coming out of your first pluto square! congratulations! sounds like you had a classic run of it but THAT it is in the past now...and steelrose is right, your sun is right in the middle of the saturn, uranus thing now...soon it WILL be better! IP: Logged |
JustAmanda Knowflake Posts: 56 From: Virginia Registered: May 2009
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posted October 09, 2009 04:39 PM
Thank you for looking at my chart and telling me these things! Yes, I do feel I've finally come out some stuff...October 4th my daughters recent boyfriend was found deceased...it's been a heck of a week...I've never quite grieved over anyone dying like I'm grieving over him...this is very different...like he was my own child. I thought he was the one for her and that they would marry one day and give me beautiful grandbabies... Been a very long and tearful week that is for sure... IP: Logged |