posted December 17, 2009 03:05 AM         

I had a huge fight with him. He started ignoring me. I get very upset and he still refuse to give in to me. Its upseting. I was late for a date and he thinks I put work over him. Its a huge misunderstanding but he still refuse to forgive me. I feel sooo sad cos honestly, i didn't expect anything, just geninue love and concern. I'm insecured. I always feel as if he doesnt wanna hold onto me more than I wanna hold onto him. I told him I just couldn't put myself in the position where I am falling deeper and deeper for a man that somehow seems so unwilling to give me even a little assurance. He said okie, he accept as if he can give me up so easily as if its just another cup of coffee. I said okie, bye then.

That was last saturday. Sunday morning at 2am, I woke up crying til 5am. It was just a womanly instinct.. and it turns out that he has cut off all contacts, from facebook to msn to probably deleted phone numbers. He blocked me on facebook! Why will he do that? I dun understand. Its it just men, or is it the character or is it that he doesn't really love me that much from the begining? I thought with love, you can always find reasons to forgive and forget?

So sad. I dun understand all these at all..... can someone do a reading for me? I need some answers but everything very hazy.

MY birthday : 29-07-1980
Time: 10:20am
Place: Johor Barhu, Malaysia

His Birthday: 15-09-1971
Time: Unknown
Place: Singapore, Singapore