posted January 31, 2011 02:39 PM            

I am lining myself on the queue for your kind attention (hug).

I recently ended a 8,5years relationship and am feeling confused by the current situation in my personal life. I want to beleave that the choices I made were the right ones.

I am posting the chart I got from astro.com and would like to ask you to have a look and give me some insight about why the drastic changes happened, what is going on right now and what is in there for me in the future all in regard with my personal life and relationships.

Deep, deep gratitude from me in advance!

posted February 01, 2011 03:13 PM            

Can we say it's just been pure hell?

Pluto has been squaring your N. Moon in 3rd in Aries... and looking over past years, it seems that you were unhappy for a while...

posted February 01, 2011 03:37 PM            

After that point, there will likely be another segment further in 2015 with a stable relationship.

posted February 01, 2011 03:48 PM            

2015 is going to be a HUGE year, promised by Pluto passing over your Sun and Ascendant, while Transiting Uranus in Aries in 3rd squares your N. Sun and Ascendant...

I know you are likely getting over lingering depression and issues from this period of turbulence, the only thing that I can advise is to "try" to be light-hearted, as much as possible.

When Transiting Saturn passes the midheaven of your chart, you may just laugh at the advice I'm giving you, but you'll have to get through this burden as much as you can...

Enjoy the now. Treat yourself well.

When you doubt your decisions, remind yourself of yesteryear. when you were depressed within your relationship (Saturn transits to Moon and Venus)...

Realize that these changes were unavoidable, it's hard to argue with Pluto

posted February 01, 2011 03:57 PM            

well, well ... seems like I have to prepare myself for a rugh ride .

Just so that I understand you right - the changes in my relationships will go on till 2015 and than finally something good will happen?Is that what you mean?

And concerning the taking care of my finances - pls specify if possible when and proably the kind of thing I should pay extra attention to.

posted February 01, 2011 04:17 PM            

I will look at things more closely, and give you a more in depth... what I see is definitely not going to be a joyride for a while...

posted February 01, 2011 05:02 PM            

Mainly, it's a Neptune square Venus transit that I'm concerned about...

Perhaps, you're just being challenged personally, again. It's hard to tell.

I don't know why you're up for some very difficult transits, but with looking at your Capricorn/Capricorn placements of the Natal chart, perhaps this change would not have happened otherwise...

Your true node is in Gemini in the 5th, so I have the feeling that relationships (and the changes within these relationships) will be a source of karmic transformation for you, somewhat of a destiny...

posted February 01, 2011 05:05 PM            

Saturn conjunct Midheaven.

You are probably not a stranger to having to work hard, to overcome obstacles, and to push your way through hard times.

posted February 01, 2011 05:18 PM            

Saturn on the Midheaven also alludes to having a missing father figure, or parental support in some way that leaves a person vulnerable to low-self esteem, and the feeling of chronic struggling in life...

If I were you, I would focus on self-healing. Of therapy. Of massage, perhaps yoga, relaxation, pampering, validating ones self through exercise, reflection, meditation, etc.

Feeding yourself well, standing by yourself and your decisions is key...

Another thing just to tell you, is that HAD you stayed in this relationship, it is possible that this relationship would have become so unbearable that it would get used during these Pluto transits as a direct confrontation to you, in some way.

I am concerned with the placement of Nessus and Chiron that you may have suffered with abuse, neglect in some way, and because of this, look for excitement in partnerships but not a great deal of emotional support?

You should treat yourself like gold. Expect your partners to do the same.

Take care of yourself,
God bless you <3

posted February 02, 2011 02:27 PM            

you are right that the connection with my father has never been what I wished it to be, a lot of arguments, harsh words and opposition as long as I remember characterise our relations. And yes, you can call it missing parental figure even though he is literally not missing.

As for the feeling that I am all alone out there and have to deal with everything in life by myself once again you are right on the spot! I have always known that if I want something I have to achieve it alone. The feeling to can count on somebody is an unknown feeling to me unfortunately ...

And yes I have always worked very hard, struggled a lot and payd dearly with my time, efforts and happiness (the absence of it) for what I have. It is truly, truly hard to know that it is gonna be like that for long years to come .

As for the relationship I ended I am in piece with myself and deep down I know this was the right decision and what I regret is that I didn't ended it sooner.

I am sad to know that the trials for me a far from over...at least until 2015. ANd with what you said that from 2015 and the years to come I have to pay extra attention to finance and health/medicines it seems to be going on.

posted February 02, 2011 02:32 PM            

I mean accept taking care of myself as I already realised that if I don't pamper and look after myself no one else will.

My question is with regard with what you said about trying to heal the most problematic areas - home/family and relationships/love life?

posted February 02, 2011 02:57 PM            

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Originally posted by toptops:
ANd one more thing that just came to my mind - what canI do (if anything at all) to change that course?

I mean accept taking care of myself as I already realised that if I don't pamper and look after myself no one else will.

My question is with regard with what you said about trying to heal the most problematic areas - home/family and relationships/love life?

So is there something to be done or am I just to accept it...

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I do believe that the key way to make the most of Pluto transits is to stop avoiding the unavoidable personal work you MUST DO. Otherwise, when Pluto passes your ascendant you will be confronted with physical manifestations of Pluto energy that literally force you to face yourself, anyways.

Pluto transits "can" be positive. It is my belief that they are positive when someone has allowed themselves to be open, to do their emotional/physical/spiritual homework... so, all that's left to change, would be perhaps adding a nice infusion of positive sexual energy to the recipient's outward persona - that is one of the BEST outcomes with Pluto.

So, yes. YOU have complete control over how you will face these years. They do not have to be unbearable, however, you must be brave, to be strong and honest with others and yourself - and to fix the areas of your innerself, that you intuitively know must be dealt with in order for you to transcend towards the ultimate goal - peace.

Again, feel free to ask me any more questions. I am happy to see that you are facing these trials with Capricorn strength and honor - in my free time you have been in my thoughts, and I hope, believe, and pray that you will turn lemons into lemonade, because if anyone can - it's you

posted February 02, 2011 03:42 PM            

Not only would opportunities to perhaps move and travel for some sort of work opportunity, Pluto is sextile your midheaven, while Saturn sits on the Midheaven - so... I believe if you can really direct your focus on your career, that could be a really AWESOME year for you...

Another positive is up until 2013, saturn will form a nice association with your Jupiter in 12th house - you may just be VERY lucky with finding help comes out of nowhere to give you a little push, right when things seem really down This could also manifest in having stable finances... either way, there are positive transits there...

More in a sec.

posted February 02, 2011 04:03 PM            

If the Uranus conjunct to Moon durin 2013 actually does manifest in a positive way, the Uranus transits to your Venus in Sagittarius placement will be fun!

Just go into ANY relationship with your eyes wide OPEN... do not put people up on a pedestal, do not devote yourself unendingly to people who do not deserve your respect, etc... you could, while in the midst of being caught up in excitement, end up with a disillusionment with a partner - just be aware!

Uranus will be moving through your 3rd house in Aries, so this will be an opportunity to really change your "mindset"... but, be careful because the 3rd house also involves travel, so while driving, please be careful! Yes, I know the list of caution is a little larger now, but if you can keep these things in mind:

Drive safely
Be careful with medication
And, WATCH FINANCES

You will be prepared for your "planetary weather".

Make 2015 (and following years) about self-empowerment and career... think about this time frame and forward as a time to slough off any personal or physical baggage and be renewed...

Positive associations with midheaven from Pluto still stand into 2016, so again - if you ever wanted to work for yourself, open a business, or change your career for the better, consider it then.

I've now looked into the 2020 range, and again, I stand by my analysis that romance will improve nicely in the next couple of years... after that the focus seems to be on self-transformation...

That's not to say that there will be NO relationships during those times, as well. Likely, anything is possible, but if relationships start, you will be in the process of changing quite a bit - home, personality, infusing career, etc.

With Pluto conjunct ascendant, it is also OPPOSITE descendant... keep that in mind. BOTH self and relationships change, for good. It's possible that during those pluto transits, you meet someone who not only changes YOU but changes the entire way you handle relationships, you never know!

Regardless, use the time NOW to make the best of lingering issues, review and repair what needs to be, get yourself into a healthy mindset, identify what's holding you back, and prepare yourself for turning a new page

posted February 04, 2011 02:12 PM            

do pls accept my Gratitude! for the time and efforts you put into my chart. I have saved the info and will review it often.

posted April 11, 2011 08:09 AM            

after some time passed and I researched the issues deeper a couple of questions arised in my head.

As I don't know your e-mail could it be possible that you write me a short message so that I can explain to you what concerns me.

posted April 12, 2011 11:50 AM            

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Originally posted by toptops:
Dear PlutoSquared,

after some time passed and I researched the issues deeper a couple of questions arised in my head.

As I don't know your e-mail could it be possible that you write me a short message so that I can explain to you what concerns me.

toptops1@abv.bg

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