posted June 25, 2011 08:18 AM            

girls asks guy out. guy says yes. girl waits for him. guy never shows up. girl is heartbroken and humiliated. girl is able to get over rejection but, two years on,is having trouble dealing with embrassment and humiliation that followed soon after.

i know to still be upset about something that happened two years ago is completely ridiculous and pathetic but it has never stopped physically hurting. i can feel my heart break when i try to deal with it. i always cry when i think about it and i'm over creating bad energy for feeling so sad and negative. i just have to get it out of my system before it starts to fester. we have never talked about it so i'm doing this on my own.

i don't hate him or anything like that. i just wish he knew how much it hurts.

dear professionals,

would you say my chart is helpful to me? which parts can i rely/focus on to help me deal with this poopjob?

thankyou in advance!

posted June 25, 2011 01:49 PM            

I have Leo Ascendant with a Pisces Venus placement...

Your Virgo Venus is probably going to make you tear things apart emotionally... and really give your pisces moon a loop.

I didn't really see anything in the transits that indicates anything other than the Uranus conjunct your I.C. Maybe you're having difficulty with things going on in the public arena... feeling vulnerable that way...

Just allow your pisces moon to cry, your leo sun to acknowledge the injured pride, etc.

Hope this helps.

posted June 25, 2011 09:09 PM            

i never noticed that t.uranus (opp my mc, you mean??). your description fits perfectly.
have had a number of episodes at work that i don't care to remember.
oh yeah, uranus will be still hanging around my mc in 2013!! thats just wonderful that.

lol Virgo venus is troublesome sometimes. except i like that i'm picky and that my Leo-ness won't settle for less than what i say is the best so they probably don't make such a bad pair i suppose yeah what he did was mean but it's not worth hating him over. i know that i am worth much more and there is a much better bloke/s to satisfy my needs

posted June 26, 2011 06:10 PM            

Ruminating on the past is hard work on your spirit, I've been there and done it too much.

If this guy was meant to be, he would have been there & instead he failed the test.

posted June 29, 2011 05:00 PM            

yeah no he's been off my favourites list for some time now. he is a father and lives with his partner now so i wouldn't go there anyway. he likes attention and it's possible that he still thinks i fancy him. i feel he still gets a kick out of the thought of other women wanting him but can't have him. it's a bit silly. i only see him at work and won't speak to him unless he approaches me.

it's like i said, we have never talked about it and theres never been any expanations. it's too late for that now. i got used, its the embarrassment and the sense that he has gotten away with all sorts of bad behaviour that i struggle with. he pretends like nothing happened. it's not 24 hours a day or anything...just the occassional whine.