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Topic: Tenny's Mother
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Ami Anne
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posted July 07, 2011 05:53 PM
  
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Originally posted by tenny22:
Yes! I'm a barrister
You mean a lawyer lol
Man---- HOW Neat your chart showed a QUINTILE which means talent in exact aspect to the moon!!! ------------------
Enlightenment doesn't result from sitting around visualizing images of light, but from integrating the darker aspects of the self into the conscious personality
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I am my Beloved's.My Beloved is mine.
Song of Solomon
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Ami Anne
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posted July 07, 2011 05:54 PM
You know Darling
I ask the question that YOU must ask. You are beautiful, talented and intelligent
WHY did you have to have your mother?
WHY did you have to have this huge stumbling block thrown at you like a boomerang from Hell.
Maybe you don't ask it but I do.
Do you lol------------------
Enlightenment doesn't result from sitting around visualizing images of light, but from integrating the darker aspects of the self into the conscious personality
Jung
I am my Beloved's.My Beloved is mine.
Song of Solomon
He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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Ami Anne
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posted July 07, 2011 05:56 PM
Anyway lol
*I* do
When I do a chart such as yours I ask it again and I try to ANSWER it. My theory is that the Creator knew that we would have this challenge and it is planned somehow.
That is the only thing that makes sense.
When I see aspects such as your Quintile to Nessus I am heartened that God had things in control  ------------------
Enlightenment doesn't result from sitting around visualizing images of light, but from integrating the darker aspects of the self into the conscious personality
Jung
I am my Beloved's.My Beloved is mine.
Song of Solomon
He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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Ami Anne
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posted July 07, 2011 06:01 PM
Tenny Darling
Did we do a natal of your guy?
I can't remember lol
If you want to do a separate thread with HIS chart--do so.
I think he is a Sociopath.
I could be wrong,of course,but we can check for sociopathic things.------------------
Enlightenment doesn't result from sitting around visualizing images of light, but from integrating the darker aspects of the self into the conscious personality
Jung
I am my Beloved's.My Beloved is mine.
Song of Solomon
He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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tenny22
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From: USA
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posted July 07, 2011 10:23 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Do YOU have anything conjunct your NN?
Does your mother?What is your NN synastry with your mother?
Nothing conjunct either NN
My NN trine Mom Neptune 0
My NN semisextile Mom Nessus -2
My NN semisquare Mom Mercury -0 Mom NN inconjunct My Venus -1
Mom NN inconjunct My Mars -1
Mom NN trine my saturn -0
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tenny22
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posted July 07, 2011 10:25 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Ami Anne:
You mean a lawyer lol
Man---- HOW Neat your chart showed a QUINTILE which means talent in exact aspect to the moon!!!
LOL  I use barrister because people seem to get a negative because of the news lately
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tenny22
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posted July 07, 2011 10:28 PM
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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
OK Darling
I have lived in denial for a long time and suffered greatly from not facing things. That is why I try so hard to face what is there .
What happens in your life when you deny is bad,ime 
I have been in deep denial that I have never healed from my childhood, and that those scars affect me even now IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted July 07, 2011 10:33 PM
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Originally posted by tenny22:
I have been in deep denial that I have never healed from my childhood, and that those scars affect me even now
I will very discouraged tonight,too.
The road up to a modicum of self esteem seems VERY high sometimes.
The mountain seems so high and I feel like a fragile dot on the bottom.
All I want is to feel a sense of self.
I don't want to steal anyone's sense of self as SOME people do.
I am not an aggressor. I am not a bully.
I just want to feel peace within.
Is that so much to want?
It feels so far away sometimes, so far far far away.
I know you understand ((Tenny)) ------------------
Enlightenment doesn't result from sitting around visualizing images of light, but from integrating the darker aspects of the self into the conscious personality
Jung
I am my Beloved's.My Beloved is mine.
Song of Solomon
He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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Ami Anne
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posted July 07, 2011 10:33 PM
Be proud of being a lawyer Tenny
You have accomplished a lot!!!------------------
Enlightenment doesn't result from sitting around visualizing images of light, but from integrating the darker aspects of the self into the conscious personality
Jung
I am my Beloved's.My Beloved is mine.
Song of Solomon
He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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Ami Anne
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posted July 07, 2011 10:37 PM
You hang in there and I will too,OK???
Soul sisters in some crazy swirling merry go round that twirls you until you are too dizzy to see straight.
It deposits you on the side, worn and disheveled.
Then,you are supposed to get up and make sense of a world which is still spinning even though you are standing still ------------------
Enlightenment doesn't result from sitting around visualizing images of light, but from integrating the darker aspects of the self into the conscious personality
Jung
I am my Beloved's.My Beloved is mine.
Song of Solomon
He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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Ami Anne
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posted July 07, 2011 10:48 PM
quote:
Originally posted by tenny22:
Ami, I will get the other stuff to you in about an hour or two, gotta run out.
Don't do anything *I* wouldn't do  ------------------
Enlightenment doesn't result from sitting around visualizing images of light, but from integrating the darker aspects of the self into the conscious personality
Jung
I am my Beloved's.My Beloved is mine.
Song of Solomon
He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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tenny22
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From: USA
Registered: May 2011
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posted July 07, 2011 10:51 PM
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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
OK the composite for you and her. I think you need Nessus,Deja,Child and Actor--at least in the composite. I will try to look at these.
Jupiter conjunct Pluto--Wow
What house is that in and what sign?
MOM JUPITER 3H VIRGO
MY PLUTO 11H VIRGO I am thinking that would make Pluto REALLY big for better or worse?
What aspects does that Pluto have? I am thinking they are BAD from what you tell me about you and your mother. MY PLUTO
-MOM MARS 0 OPPOSITION
-MOM URANUS 7 SQUARE
-MOM CHIRON 9 CONJUNCT
-MOM AC -4 SEXTILE
-MOM SATURN 0 QUINTILE
-MOM VENUS 0 BQUINTILE
-MOM MERCURY -1 INCONJUNCT
-MOM MOON -2 SEXTILE You have many good aspects--trines and sextiles. Hmm-were there good things between you? YES, THERE WERE TIMES WE GOT ALONG VERY WELL I am thinking the asteroids may have to tell the story if the planets do not. Merc sq Sun would make communication hard as you said was the case. Mars oppose Uranus
MOM MARS 9H
MY URANUS 11H What houses were involved.This is an explosive aspect.
This could show things going out of control as you said they did Neptune sq Mercury--which house and sign was this in.
MOM NEPTUNE 3H LIBRA
MY MERCURY 2H CAPRICORN This could make communication have deceptions
lies and fogginess.
Have you ever read People of the Lie by Scott Peck.
I realize my life was like this--URG
My mother stalked me like an animal waiting for some weakness, chink in me.
I realized that just today!
I realized that and faced that people do that to you cuz your life repeats so you can face it!
I LIKE THIS REVELATION AMI! NO LOVE IT!
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tenny22
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posted July 07, 2011 10:55 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Ami Anne:
You know Darling
I ask the question that YOU must ask. You are beautiful, talented and intelligent
WHY did you have to have your mother?
WHY did you have to have this huge stumbling block thrown at you like a boomerang from Hell.
Maybe you don't ask it but I do.
Do you lol
I asked that questions for years... she was put there to make me strong and develop endurance. IP: Logged |
tenny22
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posted July 07, 2011 10:57 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Anyway lol
*I* do
When I do a chart such as yours I ask it again and I try to ANSWER it. My theory is that the Creator knew that we would have this challenge and it is planned somehow.
That is the only thing that makes sense.
When I see aspects such as your Quintile to Nessus I am heartened that God had things in control
Yes, God is in charge, and he answers prayers IP: Logged |
tenny22
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posted July 07, 2011 11:04 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I will very discouraged tonight,too.
The road up to a modicum of self esteem seems VERY high sometimes.
The mountain seems so high and I feel like a fragile dot on the bottom.
All I want is to feel a sense of self.
I don't want to steal anyone's sense of self as SOME people do.
I am not an aggressor. I am not a bully.
I just want to feel peace within.
Is that so much to want?
It feels so far away sometimes, so far far far away.
I know you understand ((Tenny))
YES, I DO!!! And we keep looking upward, and moving towards the peace within, no matter how rotten things get because we feel a flicker of strength inside that will always burn... it got us from there to here, and from here to anywhere girlfriend! We have our sense of self, it's just no always clearly in view for us, but it is there, other people see it and feel it. This is something we struggle with on a regular basis. But no one else can our lives the we do, so we are inside looking in, and never stepping outside of ourselves to see what others see. THAT IS WHAT OUR MOTHERS DID TO US. We struggle to step outside of ourselves and see the wonderful, strong, talented and beautiful women we are become despite the odds.  IP: Logged |
tenny22
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posted July 07, 2011 11:10 PM
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Originally posted by tenny22:
Mom Child square My Saturn
will look for any others ... will find the list you posted for
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tenny22
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posted July 07, 2011 11:16 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Be proud of being a lawyer Tenny
You have accomplished a lot!!!
I worked hard for it, yes, but once I got there, I have run into people who have hang ups about legal issues and they fixate on it... I'm proud, but as you see, I'm not to quick to say what I do out of habit IP: Logged |
tenny22
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posted July 07, 2011 11:19 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Don't do anything *I* wouldn't do
I am calm and quiet now, tucked away in my bed (alone)... I fought off my internal demons with some support from a wise friend named Ami 
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tenny22
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posted July 07, 2011 11:22 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Ami Anne:
You hang in there and I will too,OK???
Soul sisters in some crazy swirling merry go round that twirls you until you are too dizzy to see straight.
It deposits you on the side, worn and disheveled.
Then,you are supposed to get up and make sense of a world which is still spinning even though you are standing still
And we are giggling and smiling and laughing with each other as we walk on marshmallows!!! (that's what it feels like when you try to walk after that!!!) IP: Logged |
tenny22
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posted July 07, 2011 11:49 PM
Deja,Child and ActorMom....Me 13 ge
Hera
sextile
Child
14 ar
15 sa Rx
House
trine
Child
14 ar
14 ar
Hybris
conjunct
Child
14 ar
14 cn
Juno
square
Child
14 ar 14 cn
Makemake
square
Child
14 ar 13 li Rx
Siwa
opposite
Child
14 ar 12 ge
Child
opposite
Great Attractor
13 sa 12 ge
Child
trine
Icarus
12 aq 12 ge
Child
sextile
Isis-Transpluto
12 le Rx 12 ge
Child
trine
Mars
13 aq 12 ge
Child
square
Minerva
12 vi Rx 12 ge
Child
square
Saturn
13 pi 12 ge
Child
trine
Venus
13 aq Rx That was all I found, no deja and no actor IP: Logged |
tenny22
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posted July 07, 2011 11:51 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Ami Anne:
You hang in there and I will too,OK???
Soul sisters in some crazy swirling merry go round that twirls you until you are too dizzy to see straight.
It deposits you on the side, worn and disheveled.
Then,you are supposed to get up and make sense of a world which is still spinning even though you are standing still
Hang in there Ami, I had a really low down with heavy emotions but I'm much much better now Just hang on and it will pass. Here if you need me IP: Logged |
tenny22
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posted July 07, 2011 11:58 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Tenny Darling
Did we do a natal of your guy?
I can't remember lol
If you want to do a separate thread with HIS chart--do so.
I think he is a Sociopath.
I could be wrong,of course,but we can check for sociopathic things.
I am afraid of that. I've run into sociapath in my lifetime - each situation would have turned into a violent sexual (rape) situation if not by the grace of God. One guy choked me in the middle of a dorm party and made it seem like we were kissing... luckily I had warned some of the guys he had been stalking me and someone re-enforced the fact that I did not want to be bothered with him. Another one was in high school and we liked each other (but nothing more) - he pinned me down, sat on top of me in the small gym and started pulling my clothes off. He pinned me up against walls, doors and stairways but I always fought him off. Once the dean was involved he left me alone. I don't think I let another sociopath that close to me again ... I think  IP: Logged |
tenny22
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posted July 08, 2011 02:16 AM
quote:
Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Tenny Darling
Did we do a natal of your guy?
I can't remember lol
If you want to do a separate thread with HIS chart--do so.
I think he is a Sociopath.
I could be wrong,of course,but we can check for sociopathic things.
I posted it on a new thread called Tenny's libra. As a side note, finally got my gf to understand why I have to go through this process with libra. She is urging me to kick him to curb and move on. She understands we need to resolve issues to move on. That was a rough conversation because I know she was not wrong about him. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted July 08, 2011 07:30 AM
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Originally posted by tenny22:
I posted it on a new thread called Tenny's libra. As a side note, finally got my gf to understand why I have to go through this process with libra. She is urging me to kick him to curb and move on. She understands we need to resolve issues to move on. That was a rough conversation because I know she was not wrong about him.
OK Darling
I am glad I was right but NOT glad you are going through this AGAIN.
However,this time you have Astrology which is the Blueprint of ourselves.
That helps so much cuz we can SEE in black and white as one would look at the blueprint of a house.
If you are like me, it started with your mother.
IQ did a reading of my mother and my synastry.That is why I am asking about your mother.
That single reading from him changed my life.
There was my problem in black and white.
He was the first person to confirm how bad it was.
I started my real journey away from her at that point.
I guess she was written in the stars for me.
How else could he have seen it and known? ------------------
Enlightenment doesn't result from sitting around visualizing images of light, but from integrating the darker aspects of the self into the conscious personality
Jung
I am my Beloved's.My Beloved is mine.
Song of Solomon
He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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Ami Anne
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posted July 08, 2011 07:33 AM
I will look at more posts during the day.
I just wanted to say,Tenny, that I think you WILL play this out to the bitter end with this guy.
My only caveat is to keep yourself safe physically.
Beyond that,you can repair your heart.
If he gives you a disease or you get pregnant,your life goes off in ways you probably don't want.
Be careful of your body and ALWAYS come back and talk about anything and everything that you need Darling ------------------
Enlightenment doesn't result from sitting around visualizing images of light, but from integrating the darker aspects of the self into the conscious personality
Jung
I am my Beloved's.My Beloved is mine.
Song of Solomon
He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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