posted July 10, 2011 09:13 AM            

I see you have a water void--right off the bat.
Please tell me how this effects you?
Is it hard to cry? Do you cry very easily?
Are you very sensitive to others feelings such as feel them within your own body?
Is it hard to access feelings?

Just from knowing these TWO thing about you,only,you have a striking chart.

A water void is very unusual. An unaspected Pluto is practically never.
You were made for great things!!!

posted July 10, 2011 09:15 AM            

Thanks lovie. You vewy busy I see, good on you for working so hard, you will learn much

posted July 10, 2011 09:20 AM            

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Originally posted by sassaqua:

Thanks lovie. You vewy busy I see, good on you for working so hard, you will learn much

I've just gone through an awful break up, so this is a nice thing to do. Thanks a lot Ami.

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Awww Thank you so much for those kind words!
Yes--I need you to list all the aspects in an easy to read way for me.

List the Sun ones first etc
with the orbs
Then the moon etc
For example
Sun oppose moon( 2 deg)

Later we will look at asteroids cuz asteroids are YOUR particular spices.
Some people are hot tamales and others are curry

posted July 10, 2011 09:23 AM            

When are these great things going to begin..

my recent awful break up was with another aquarian, practically the same planet placements, water void also. I have posted on your elemental void post (I think) already about this. Yes, it took me a while to work out emotions. I cry fairly easily these days, if I remain in tune with things. My (water void) ex says he hasn't cried for something like 15 years.

posted July 10, 2011 09:31 AM            

Yes-get the aspects in your time. This is a process cuz I mediate on things and get back

posted July 10, 2011 09:53 AM            

Moon Libra
trine mercury(-2s)
square venus (-2s)
sextile mars (1a)
conjunct uranus(0a)
opposite chiron(-5s)

Mercury Aqua
sextime mars(-3a)
square saturn(5a)
trine uranus(-2a)
sextile chiron(-3a)

Venus Cap
trine saturn(6a)
square uranus(-3a)
square chiron(-2s)

Mars Sagg
conj jupiter(9s)
sextile uranus(os)
trine chiron(-6s)

Jupiter Sagg
conj neptune(1s)
sextile Pluto(5s)
trine chiron(2a)

Saturn Taurus
(1 minor aspect to pluto sesisquare)

Uranus Libra
opposite chiron(-5a)

Neptune Sagg
sextile pluto(3s)
trine chiron(4s)

Pluto Virgo (29')
opposite chiron(-8s)

hmm, there are some aspects to pluto, didn't mean to tell fibbs, but yes, they are minor aspects, and some don't even count chiron.

And yes Ami Ann, I mean some really, really, serious stuff in my life. I am always curious as to why it all happened to me. I've read a lot of astrology over the years, I'm not so good at reading natal charts tho, I'm probably better at synastry (libra moon conj uranus). I would love to see my blind spots and turn things around. I've just begun a new project that i hope will be a success. But, as I've said, I've had much trauma along the way.

Will be really interested with what you come up with.

Many thanks to you.

posted July 10, 2011 10:14 PM            

I've got a bit more energy today, like I've indicated, I have a lot of trauma around me at the moment(again). I've just come out of an abusive - emotional and physical - relationship, and getting back on my feet. I've also just had surgery. I am shaky from trauma, and wondering why, oh why he was he so horrible to me. How did I attract him, and how will I turn things around. I know I can and I will, if the trauma doesn't give me brain damage this time (it's how it feels), or anything else for that matter. I am exhausted, shaky and feeling like someone or something wants me dead. I'm not depressed though, just afraid, lacking in confidence in my ability to survive, and kind of mentally and emotionally shattered.

My last partner died.

I have a serious illness too.

My Kaali is 10' taurus (conjunct saturn 5'orb)
Hekat is 16' sagg (conjunct mars 2'orb)

Enjoy your day and thanks.

posted July 11, 2011 07:42 AM            

You have Venus in Mars in the 12th. This is a hard placement for these as you know.
Love is hard and drive is hard.

In both of these areas you will have to overcome quick sand to find love and to pursue drive.
I am sure that is not news to you

posted July 11, 2011 07:52 AM            

You have Neptune conj Jupiter in the 11th. Jupiter may increase Neptunes fog . Are groups hard for you?
Do you find you cannot navigate these well.Do you find you get involved and then are deceived in some way?
The 11th house can be hopes and dreams.Do you feel you cannot see your way to your dreams? That you feel fogged when you want to plan ahead in terms of dreams and hopes?

posted July 11, 2011 07:54 AM            

People low in water seem more insensitive.

I don't know what to make of a water void?
Do you crave people who are high in water as friends and lovers?
Do you crave water things like the ocean?

Do you feel you cannot cry easily? Do you feel overwhelmed by tears.
Please explain the water void in your life if you could

posted July 11, 2011 07:57 AM            

Sun conj NN would mean that your purpose is to fulfill Aqua goals which is to each out to others .
The 2nd house is material security so your goal is to fufil material security in this life too i.e to get grounded in the material world.

posted July 11, 2011 08:00 AM            

Moon in libra in 10th con Uranus-
Moon in :ibra is a hard one. Libra is cool reason. The moon is our warmest and deepest heart.
So, it makes for a cool spot inside which can be frustrated.
You think rather than feel. You reason rather than intuit. Simple feeling things can get hard.

Also, you have a water void.

I would say that your emotions can seem VERY foreign to you. You may feel like you are an American in China. You do not know the language or culture.
You are feeling your way around in kind of a blind way.
Does this feel right?

posted July 11, 2011 08:02 AM            

Wow--You were MADE for great things. Your Pluto is weakened by the 29th degree though so this would add to indecisiveness.
The 29 degree gives a sense of not knowing if one should go backward or forward. One can feel paralyzed. The 29th degree is a degree of feeling paralyzed .
You expressed this in your posts. This is prolly where it is coming from.

posted July 11, 2011 08:05 AM            

Your emotions seem foreign to you from the water void. Your moon/deepest heart is in Libra which makes one think and not feel.
Again, you want to feel but find you can't.Hence,you fall in to things that don't work cuz you can't feel your way through.
Your feeling compass is not working well.
This would be jobs and relationships

posted July 11, 2011 08:08 AM            

Tell me what you think==so far and I will be back to comment

posted July 11, 2011 09:10 AM            

Where you say - "but you probably know that", please don't hold back, it's really useful to get this objective view, and goodness, I need it right now.

I gave you a bit about the water void, in a post up above. I think I got more of a handle of feelings when I was in my 20s as my progressed sun had moved into Pisces, and coincidedly, I had also attracted many pisces friends iinto my life. I live by the sea, I swim regularly in a pool(doing laps), and am always the last one out! I just love the water. For an air sign too, or so I've heard, we love to swim as it's kind of like flying

My mars is difficult to access, to asert myself can be akward and kind of "murky". And yes, I do feel like I get screwed over by people (at the moment I'm really experiencing that intensely, and I am at a loss as to how I've received such a bad situation). I tend to avoid groups as I feel I get lost and foggy, and if my guard goes down, people power trip on me, and even gang up on me.

My moon conjunct uranus is highly alert and receptive to uranian-type "intuition". Not really a feeling as such no, but it is kind of intuitive, in a lightning bolt kind of way.

Please note that, my mercury is square my saturn but trine the jup/nep conj.
My sun is widely square my saturn also, and square the jup/nep conj.
Also, the ruler of my descendent (the moon) is square the native ruler venus, (which is in the 12th)

My mars seems to be some solution, making a trine to mercury and moon, but alas, tis in but the 12th also.

Geeze, it doesn't look pretty hey. What am I to do??

I will sort the synastry stuff out sometime in the future soon.

I am going to hospital tomorrow to find out results of my surgery. I'm really messed up right now, to the point of considering going into psychiatric care from an overwhelming sense of trauma and grief, and general not coping with emotional trauma. I also have suicidal thoughts also, in moments of complete desperate hoelessness and loneliness.

Thanks Ami Ann, getting an objective view of myself is part of the key that I need to grasp to understand what is going on with me. I am very alone and don't get that kind of mirroring very much.

Thanks for your generous time and efforts.