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Topic: Insecurities
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Dahian
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posted July 19, 2011 07:55 PM
  
Hello! (My native language is Spanish so I apologize if I write funny) Would you please take a look at my chart and give me some light? I have a crazy imagination but its very very negative one. I see the worst case scenario, you could say I has the potential to write a movie life Final Destination.. It is so bad that the older I get the more scared I am of things.. for example, drive! I am my worst enemy, things in my live are pretty good, its like destiny pushes me to good things I can't complaint. But when I hav e aproject in my mind and I try to go for it, here it comes the evil me, starting comparing with friends etc and telling me you can't do it. Example, one of my dreams is to write, and someone told me I had good aspect in my chart to do so.. but once I start I think is not good enough and I stop. And there a stay, in a limbo.. That makes me feel bad, I am so negative and hard on myself. With other people I don't act like that I see the best on them and help them feel good with themselves.. so I don't know from where it comes that "auto-destroying voice" and how to stop it. Could you give me some ideas based on what you see in my cosmic mirror??  Thank you so much (well IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted July 19, 2011 08:46 PM
Veo Mas tarde Mi Amigo
Hola a ustead  ------------------
Enlightenment doesn't result from sitting around visualizing images of light, but from integrating the darker aspects of the self into the conscious personality
Jung
God has not given us a spirit of fear but of power,love and a sound mind.
He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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Dahian
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posted July 19, 2011 08:51 PM
Thank you so much for your time! HOLA!IP: Logged |
Randall
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posted July 19, 2011 09:23 PM
Welcome!IP: Logged |
Dahian
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posted July 20, 2011 08:41 AM
Thank you!  IP: Logged |
Dahian
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posted July 20, 2011 08:57 AM
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Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted July 20, 2011 11:27 AM
That 2nd one is too hard to read,for me anyway.
Can you make the first one bigger Darling------------------
Enlightenment doesn't result from sitting around visualizing images of light, but from integrating the darker aspects of the self into the conscious personality
Jung
God has not given us a spirit of fear but of power,love and a sound mind.
He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
Proverbs IP: Logged |
Dahian
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posted July 20, 2011 11:40 AM
Thanx!!!let's see.... mmmm... this one?  IP: Logged |
Dahian
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posted July 20, 2011 12:55 PM
Also.. scares me a little having Saturn and Mars in house 8. For what I read in places here and there it is supposed to be tragic death.. :/ I don't have any wish of dying before I am 90 jejeje.. There is people that don't want to live long. I do! Someone told me I was repeating "level" of live because I didn't learn my lesson last time. Where do you see it in your chart? IP: Logged |
Dahian
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posted July 31, 2011 09:29 PM
well.. I guess is not meant to be.IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted July 31, 2011 09:44 PM
Hi Sweetie
I will look tomorrow.Keep it bumped OK?
I am doing several so please bump it up after you answer!IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted July 31, 2011 09:46 PM
Venus in the 12th, mercury tooIs Love very painful cuz you feel all bound up in yourself?
Is comunication very hard to be direct with? IP: Logged |
Randall
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posted August 01, 2011 09:55 AM
Welcome!------------------
"To avoid criticism, say nothing, do nothing, be nothing." Aristotle IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 01, 2011 09:59 AM
Nice chart I will be back.IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted August 01, 2011 10:05 AM
Ok Darling
I have the Auto destroying voice too so you have come to the right place 
Lets see what we can find.IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted August 01, 2011 10:08 AM
Ok
I am gonna do this.I will write one comment to a post.Come back and answer each and we will go on. Venus in the 12th
Grasping HOW to love is very hard.Love seems like a zoo animal.How do you do it?How do people do it?It seems so strange and foreign to you but you want it and need it.
True/false? IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted August 01, 2011 10:10 AM
merc in 12thCommunication seems fraught with hardship and difficulty.
How do you communicate with ease? How do you do it with confidence?
It seems elusive to you.
You feel like you belong to another world, the dimension of the spirit not the earth
Does that fit? IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted August 01, 2011 10:10 AM
Moon conj ERos and Chiron in the 3rd in Taurus trine Sun in Cap in 9thYou are very tactile and a warm teddy bear person.
However,you are super erotic.
Added to this is the planet of pain.
Do you feel all pent up with pain and desire somehow mixed in a way that is very hard? IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
Moderator Posts: 16437
From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted August 01, 2011 10:13 AM
Do you feel the need to talk about this pain/eros combo?
Your ego and your emotions work together so this may not be that hard for you to deal with.
What do you think?IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 01, 2011 10:14 AM
You like to belong to groups.IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted August 01, 2011 10:16 AM
You have a great depth of passion and a great interest in all things dark and taboo.However,you feel like it is hard to deal with this part of yourself.You must struggle to unleash it.
It makes you work hard to pull up your primal nature so you can express it.
Does that fit?IP: Logged |
Dahian
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posted August 02, 2011 01:20 PM
Hello! thank you! I don't have e problem with love. What I have problem with is communication, even in my native language, I have concepts that are to hard to put out in words. So Sometimes I prefer to just be silent and observe. Now living in another country with another language is worst! I feel more insecure than before. I can't speak in public.. point. I can't i think i have panic attacks. I haven't done it since College and I feel sick just listening to someone telling me that they are going to do a presentation. brrr..I feel relax when i know that I know a LOT about the subject. A LOT. I guess I am so perfectionist that I dont jump to things just because those things are not going to be perfect. and I hate it. It can be a care too much of what others think about me :/ too much. I don't knwo how to get rid of that is in my DNA. I don't understand the "pain" thing of my third house. I care about touch. but pain? no physical pain or emotional pain. IP: Logged |
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