posted July 24, 2011 02:18 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Neptune in the 6th.How does this effect you?Is work hard to see.Is service hard to know when to do it and when to not?
Please explain

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I'm kind of unclear about this one. I am a hard worker and selflessly serve of myself at times. I tend to not know when to stop to the point of burning myself out.

I do better in more disciplined work envionments-I don't think i wou;d be good at working for myself.

posted July 24, 2011 02:27 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
9th Saturn
10 Chiron

With spiritual and religious things--you will have to struggle to find your way
Is that true?

You will have pain with career/and or society. Is that true?
Have you had a hard time fitting in to society for some reason?
I see that with this Chiron placement

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I think the pain I have with career is that I am in a job I somewhat like and not passionate about. I have an opportunity to pursue my dream job but can't until my daughter is out of the house. So I am kind of stuck. But career seems to take me on my south node path (CAP) and not my NN of Cancer.

I am very talented and could be working at a different level than I am . I am comfortable and not wanting anything.

The religious spiritual thing, I have never really found my church whether that be an organized religion, yoga or ebven astrology.

I do read a lot of spiritual books, Wayne Dyer, Marianee Williamson etc.

posted July 24, 2011 02:31 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Did you have a Plutonian childhood.You don't have to explain but I am curious if it was very tumultuous

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posted July 24, 2011 02:36 PM            

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OK Chiron in the 10th is interesting to me cuz I know someone else with it.
He is VERY individualistic. He acts like he does not care that he does not fit in to society well but I KNOW he cares.
What is your feeling? Do you feel a down deep hurt about not"fitting the mold"
I ask cuz he seems to.

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YES!! i don't fit the mold. I never married but yet have a child. I always felt different because I never married-people always thought something was "wrong" with me. I made bad choices in men I guess.

Yes I do act like I don't care. I act like everything is just fine but I have this void.
I'm pretty proud of my accomplishments but yet have this angst about never getting married.

posted July 24, 2011 02:42 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Awww You are welcome

You are low in water Star.
How do you feel that?
What is your relationship with your emotions?
Can you get angry(fire) but not cry easily?

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Yes I found that out recently and was shocked because I thought I was very emotional. I'm prone to depression which is basically anger turned inward. I don't cry easily though lately I have started to.

posted July 24, 2011 02:43 PM            

I could see Neptune here making service hard for you to regulate as you said.You do too much or too little but it is a struggle.
Are health issues foggy for you like you have things that are hard to diagnose?
No, it is not unaspected.It aspects the Saturn at 6 degrees

posted July 24, 2011 02:47 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Saturn in 9th trine moon and mars in the 5th.You WILL get your spirituality from your creativity.
Isn't that fascinating?

You know what just struck me?
When there is a hard thing in the chart like Saturn in the 9th, there are compensating factors such as what I just said.
How neat is that

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I've started painting again and I paint every Saturdy-It is kind of like my church in a way. I am committed. It's also good therapy too!

I also have vesta, juno and ceres in the 5th which really packs my 5th house.

posted July 24, 2011 02:49 PM            

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Originally posted by starcrossedleo:
I had a difficult childhood, Leo mom who wasn't very nuturing, gresat dad but he had his issues (alcohol) now recovering. Parents had a rocky marriage but stayed together. It ws tough-I couldn't wait to leave thehouse and go to college and after that I left the area for 8 years.

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posted July 24, 2011 02:50 PM            

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Originally posted by starcrossedleo:
YES!! i don't fit the mold. I never married but yet have a child. I always felt different because I never married-people always thought something was "wrong" with me. I made bad choices in men I guess.

Yes I do act like I don't care. I act like everything is just fine but I have this void.
I'm pretty proud of my accomplishments but yet have this angst about never getting married.

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posted July 24, 2011 02:53 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Jup in 11th oppose Moon/Mars in the 5th.
I see this theme again of the groups and your own creativity.
Do you struggle with wanting to go your own way but feeling pulled to be in groups?
Is this a theme?
Looks like it would be a big one.
Do you overdo and then run away,over do and then run away--etc as a way to find balance?

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I really don't like to be beholden to any group. When I was in college, there was a group of girls in my dorm who alwyd wnted to meet and eat together and sometimes i went and sometimes not. if i didn't feel hungry i went alone later. Thats how Ive always been.

I'm not committed to any group. i also do too much or too little. Sometimes I am go go go and sometimes I hibernate.

posted July 24, 2011 02:55 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Yes classic for Pluto in the 4th.Do your Sun and moon show your parents?

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my mom is a leo sun like me also 29 degrees leo with no water at all. so we are kind of astrological twins.

posted July 24, 2011 02:58 PM            

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THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT MY FRIEND HAS.
The same words.Isn't that strange?
This placement must mean that.

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posted July 24, 2011 03:40 PM            

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Originally posted by starcrossedleo:
You mean to say your friend had the same situation?

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He had the same dynamic of being a rebel "I don't care what people think of me".However,he has pain that he did not have traditional things like marriage.
He does not let on.You have to read between the lines.

posted July 24, 2011 05:33 PM            

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What I mean Star is this--I have been trying to see if I can tell the NATURE of the parental relationship from looking at the person's Sun(father) and moon(mother)

That is what I am trying to feel out.
IOW--your moon conj Mars would show a mother who was competitive with you?
Was that true?

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My dad and I are very close. He is very intellectual and wise.

My sisters are close to my mom. My NN is cancer and SN is cap and guess what my sisters' signs are? Cap and Cancer. Too coincidental.

I wonder if siblings can be seen in the chart or if this is purely coincidental?
Yes my mom is competitive with me almost jealous. She gets along better with my
sisters and I get along with my father better. If she were to have a motto it would be "divide and conquer".

Also I was looking at my chart and saw another strange thing.

My NN is Cancer SN is CAP and guess what my sisters' signs are? CAP and Cancer!

Too coincidental.

Also on the 6th house stuff and health-I read that Neptune in 6th can have "leaky auras" and reduced chi-life force. Not sure what a leaky aura does?

I have very little health complaints and am generally pretty healthy. I have had some issues with allergies which I can't figure out.
I try to workout or do yoga on a regular basis although sometimes I will go a week or 2 without doing anything cause I just don't feel like-Kind of how my chart works I guess.