posted July 26, 2011 05:39 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
OK Now this stuff should make things clearer
Your NN in Cap in the 10th is your Goals,your life purpose.
You have it in a place that shows you ARE a responsible person and value getting head in the world.Is that so?

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This is correct and when you say getting ahead I think "top dog". Thats what i want to be in this life. I also read that the 10th house is Public recognition and status? What does it mean if my NN which is life purpose there indicate?. I am a responsible person as you said and I always try to do the right thing but I am at a constant tug of war with myself with what I believe is right and What I actually "want to do"

Btw, I posted the synastry you asked for Though you dont need to bother too look at it as its not a main priority.

Thanks.

posted July 26, 2011 05:41 PM            

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Originally posted by milkyaqua:
This is correct and when you say getting ahead I think "top dog". Thats what i want to be in this life. I also read that the 10th house is Public recognition and status? What does it mean if my NN which is life purpose there indicate?. I am a responsible person as you said and I always try to do the right thing but I am at a constant tug of war with myself with what I believe is right and What I actually "want to do"

Btw, I posted the synastry you asked for Though you dont need to bother too look at it as its not a main priority.

Thanks.

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Yes that exactly ties into my love life as well

posted July 26, 2011 05:44 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Ok this is an issue too. You have Jup in 5th in Leo. This Jupiter wants to play BIG time.
He loves to have fun.
He quincunx Neptune in the 10th so that you cannot SEE when enough is enough.
You play too much and yet you can't tell what is too much.
Does that fit i.e. it is hard to see what you are doing until later you come up with a thud.
Does that fit at all and how?

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I feel this is correct, Though I feel like im a book of contradictions. What i really want is never what I do. I feel like two completeley different people sometimes with two completely different desires as we mentioned earlier about the quincuxes when you said trying to fit different aspects into one.

I do feel i have an qual balance between work and play. I am a very responsible person and I dont think I do anything in abundance. But i do sometimes find myself fighting my desire to play more than work but my NN (responsibility) wins the battle if its something REALLY important i have to do.

posted July 26, 2011 05:47 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I would say that it is hard to see love clearly.You try to ferret it out but you end up looking through smoke--lost.You get disillusioned. Does that fit

You may always struggle between a love which is romantic and maybe a love that is practical like the marry for money kind.
Do you ever think about this?

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ou hit the nail right on the head. I sometimes get caught up in my own fantasies, and I usually find myself walking about with my head in the clouds.

I struggle with love in that what I should find (later on in life) is a nice wife who has substance and would be a good mother/wife.. verses someone who I could have fun with travel with and have no real responsibilities. I think about that often <

posted July 26, 2011 05:50 PM            

This would be having a hard time in groups? Do you avoid groups?
You struggle with going out in to a group and staying home. Is this a big struggle?

posted July 26, 2011 05:51 PM            

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Ok that is good!

Let me ask you this---are you disillusioned in love all the time--like a pattern?

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Well I can say in my last realtionship (i have not had many) I think I was more caught up in the idea of the whole thing. So much so, I may have missed the fact I was more into it than them. Also, the headgames too created a game in itself which was a constant pattern

posted July 26, 2011 05:54 PM            

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Ok the last quincunx is Saturn in Aqua in the 11th with Sun in Cancer in 4th

This would be having a hard time in groups? Do you avoid groups?
You struggle with going out in to a group and staying home. Is this a big struggle?

Your basic self is a home body --is that true?

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Absolutley. When I was in highschool There would ALWAYS be groups of people in a circle talking. I avoided these groups like the plague. I always have such bad anxiety in public, ALWAYS. I dont know why.. It's caused me too have a lack of friends unfortunately. And usually I just end up staying home because I never have plans

posted July 26, 2011 05:56 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Aww that is that quincunx so now you know lol

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posted July 26, 2011 05:59 PM            

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Do you have a deep natural appreciation of woman.
This would show a good relationship with your Mom?
Do you?

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posted July 26, 2011 06:02 PM            

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Originally posted by milkyaqua:
ou hit the nail right on the head. I sometimes get caught up in my own fantasies, and I usually find myself walking about with my head in the clouds.

I struggle with love in that what I should find (later on in life) is a nice wife who has substance and would be a good mother/wife.. verses someone who I could have fun with travel with and have no real responsibilities. I think about that often <

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I was WONDERING if those 2 houses quincunx showed that--they do

posted July 26, 2011 06:07 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Do you feel your mind has such electric vibes of brilliance coming on it that you could go crazy lol

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posted July 26, 2011 06:11 PM            

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Do you notice little details about woman like clothes and shoes etc .
Do woman like you as a teddy bear friend type too.
Mainly I want to know about the clothes cuz the guy I knew used to notice everything down to the shoes.It was so sweet.
He was "feminine" as far as getting woman.It was so sexy lol

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Haha hmmm No not really. I mean, I will compliment someone if they look good, but if someone dyed/or cut their hair I would never know my mom gets mad at me for that sometimes lol.