posted August 05, 2011 10:44 AM
Hmmm, well, Mars oppo Uranus, probably the aspect that lets me open my mouth more than I should. My step dad always said when I was young, that my mouth got me into trouble. Being in the 3rd especially.I am not accident prone in any way, but those 3 close t-squares keep pleanty of chaos in my life, but, I think with those t-squares involving my moon and touching my Asc as well, it it a controlled chaos. Never a dull moment where my life is concerned!
When Uranus trasited those planets in the third, several years ago, my life was turned upside-down, one hurdle after another, but I am so used to "hurdles" that I just take them one at a time and deal.
I have always wanted peace in my life, but never seem to get it, so I have had to learn personal peace. That is my world could be falling down around me, but I have learned to be at peace within.
I never sleep well, probably in part due to this electrifying part of my chart.
Yes I definately need my own brand of spirituality in my life (you should see my book shelves!) Went on a quest years ago and have found something that works for me.
Communication is not important to me really at all. My Pisces Sun lends itself to a highly intuitive individual that does not need to talk. For me those aspects, like I said above, just keep my life quite interesting! I get along with everybody, my neighbors, my brother, everybody I encounter. Only a few people in my lifetime have tried to confront me.
I think I mentioned earlier that it seems to me that those Aqua planets opposed by Uranus himself, lend themselves to external happenings in my life, manifestations, and are probably calmed down a bit by the Bull Moon and Scorp asc.
Learning to seak up for myself I was forced to learn. I used to be very shy, then Sam was born with the severe heart defect and to survive that as a parent I HAD to learn to speak up.
My boyfriend speaks of my "intelligence" but I was a failure in highschool, was let to graduate cause my teachers liked me. In my mid 30's when Uranus came knocking on these focal planets, I went back to school, became a RN and graduated with a 3.8. Never thinking of myself as intelligent, I have been told otherwise. I rarely engage in fictataious tv or books. I have my head stuck in the Travel Channel, Discovery, etc. I have two fiction books on my shelves, The Davinci Code and The Celestine Prophecy, so when my bfriend puts Seinfeld on I want to scream inside! I am always looking out for the underdog, Aqua and Pisces speak loudly to me here.
I remember sitting in church and wondering why we worship a deadman on a cross...So yes my mind always shook up and active and always thinking about religion vs spirituality, but again, Pisces sun sublimates my mind, my intuition over rides and I have a typical Pisean relative attitude. I began to study astrology when Sam was born, looking for something to explain life~
Re getting frozed and can not speak, I do not now, I speak my mind pretty freely, but it has been a long road. I used to stutter terribly when I was a kid and just did not speak that much probably till Jupiter made his way around and transited these planets for the first time.
I really dont want to talk, communication has never been that important to me. I prefer, especially after my life spiritual studies to sit back and be the watcher of myself and of others. I love to go somewhere and just people watch, and talk to myself in the head about these people I am watching
All in all you are very correct, but it is a me that used to exist. Parts come up now and again, but I will say again, that I think when Uranus transited these planets and opposed himself alot of these natal things were released and reinvented. I also feel, like I have said, that my Moon, Asc and Sun override my prominent Aqua/Uranus, but Moon, Sun and Asc are highly personal planets/angels, and make me who I am inside, whilst the Aqua things tend to bring manifestations.
This has been a great self-discovery tool, makes me look back to my childhood and begin to piece together the making of Terri!
Carry on, you are wonderful!!!