posted September 18, 2011 10:26 AM            

Yes. I do think very deeply about anything I like/love. What do you mean by soulmate sexuality?

You seem very helpful today And I feel at my lowest apparently in the last few months.

posted September 18, 2011 10:32 AM            

This may be your "problem". This is a very hard moon, maybe worse for a female. It is a very,very deep moon, very passionate. The moon does not like to be this intense and so this position can feel very burdensome.

Do you feel very strong passions such as strong jealousy etc.
Do you think you feel things stronger than other people?
If so,it may be this moon.

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posted September 18, 2011 10:36 AM            

Do you feel your standards are too high for your own mental goals and in love,too?

posted September 18, 2011 10:40 AM            

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Just by seeing how extroverted you are,I would suggest looking for people who need help,in some way, any way, and jump in.

Start small and see how that will bring you joy and fufillment and self understanding,too

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Exactly! I had decided to dedicate my life to helping people. I was about to start a service called "iHelp" about a year ago and I finished my graduation but have not done much about it. I've tried to help a few people here and there but I've not set up a service completely yet. I want to do it on a large scale. But the thing is my personal issues are causing me to look inwards right now instead of helping others. I never say no to someone who comes to me for any kind of help but I don't have the energy right now to go out and look for people who need help. I really feel "drained" because of my personal situation. I should be able to keep my personal stuff aside when it comes to "work" but somehow I can't. I feel like I need to deal with them before I can do anything with all my heart. I can't work with things hidden under the rug when i feel like I am ignoring problems and running away from them. I feel like I need something/someone right now and that causes a lot of conflict inside of me. I want to be able to give but I expect a lot in return at times. I am curious to know about what my chart says about soul mates. Sometimes I feel like a total non-believer and at other times I feel like I know something that I can't really express in words. Self-expression is one of my top priorities because I feel like no one understands me well right now. But I am afraid I sometimes drive people away because of that. And that causes me to never want to share anything I feel with anyone. Can the chart tell anything in particular about the "needs" I need to have met and that cause me to feel so unworthy and unlikable?

posted September 18, 2011 10:54 AM            

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Do you love to serve and give but feel a lot of pain with giving? Please,explain.

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I don't feel any pain with giving. I generally expect nothing in return for anything I give except for respect. I"ll give you an example. A very close friend recently had some issues with with buying something and I bought it for her. She got a little mad at me for that and insisted on paying it back. I am fine with that but I'd expect some gratitude you know? And we are really good friends. She could pay for it someday by doing something for me. I'd not mind that. But she couldn't accept my thing easily. And that's what causes pain. When I try to give, no matter how difficult it might be for me, and it is not accepted.

posted September 18, 2011 10:58 AM            

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Your Life purpose is to learn to deal with the material/physical world and also to learn to develop ,global humanatarian thinking.

Can you relate? I am trying to picture this myself. It is North Node in Aqua in the 2nd. What do you think?

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I've read about aquarians and I do generally feel like having a life where i get to meet and deal with a lot of different people from different places. I like to have a few close friends but I am very comfortable with having a million friends as well at work. What does the North Node imply in a chart?

posted September 18, 2011 11:00 AM            

The key is for you to know and accept yourself. That way, you can not be so troubled when other people don't.

Doing the chart like this should really, really help you.
I am here for the long haul, so we can really get down to who you are.

That should solve many things, just by doing that

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posted September 18, 2011 11:19 AM            

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Moon in 11 in Scorpio.

This may be your "problem". This is a very hard moon, maybe worse for a female. It is a very,very deep moon, very passionate. The moon does not like to be this intense and so this position can feel very burdensome.

Do you feel very strong passions such as strong jealousy etc.
Do you think you feel things stronger than other people?
If so,it may be this moon.

Please,explain how you feel this,if you can?

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Sigh.

Uptil now, Amy I thought you were very accurate. But with this one, I think you've just hit the bulls eye.

I've never felt anything that wasn't deep or strong. I develop strong bonds even with friends. And I find it difficult to understand why they can't feel the same for me.

You're right, I tend to feel possessive about people and I am usually honest about it with them. I give everyone space but when they are with me I want them to be with me "totally", you know what I mean? because that's how I am with them. And I mostly end up feeling unfulfilled.

Does a scorpio moon make one very emotional? I am a guy but when I feel something, I tend to think of myself in feminine ways. I made a joke to a friend recently when she asked me why I was acting weird, "I am on my periods". We laughed! But I was thinking to myself, "Boy, I really do feel like a girl at times when I think of things I that bother me emotionally. I've quite a few guy and girl friends. And there are very different things I usually do with them. With guys, I usually watch movies, play sports or hang out. And with girls, I generally tend to discuss issues that I otherwise cannot.

Also, I find it difficult to let go once I start liking someone. Long ago someone left me and I know she's never coming back. But I still love her secretly. And even though there is someone else I am pursuing presently, who is with someone else, I still miss my ex. It took me months to find peace with the fact that she was gone and I am okay now. But the feelings don't go. And whenever something happens with this new person, I tend to think of the ex again. Not wanting her back but just feeling the things I felt then. You know what I mean?

BTW What does the moon in the 11th house signify? And that too a scorpio moon. Does it help that there is a water sign there in my moon?

posted September 18, 2011 11:25 AM            

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I am beginning to see a pattern that you were "made" for service. Your moon in the 11th shows an interest in global things.Have you always wanted to serve on a global level,such as the Peace Corp etc?

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I want to establish an organization of my own that helps people. It will go by the name "iHelp". The motto is: To help EVERYONE, EVERYWHERE, EVERYTIME. I dont' want to specialize in anything like psychiatric counseling, palmistry, tarot or astrology (which I am very curious about learning) or any other thing. I just want people to have something to go to when they have any kind of problem. Mental, financial, when they need advice or just someone to talk to and every thing else. I once described it to a friend as, "I want to be a friend to everyone, not defining what I can do for them but helping them in whatever way I can to the best of my ability." I think you are doing something very similar. And I'd want people like you to be in my contacts so I can have others help others too because I know I cannot to everything myself.

posted September 18, 2011 11:29 AM            

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You love learning. You are can try to be too perfect with things.Is that true?

Do you feel your standards are too high for your own mental goals and in love,too?

Are you really sensitive to foods and little things like smells which other people seem to pass off?

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Is it my Capricorn Asc? I tend to put too much of myself in whatever I am learning. I am teaching my s-elf astrology, psychology, guitar, french, chess tactics and a few other things. And I have a list of things (about 80) that I want to learn as soon as I have time.

Spot on! I have high standards for people. I never like excuses for anything. People either achieve or do something or they don't.

I am not very sensitive about smells and food, although I know just by smelling something if I would like to eat it or not. I am, however, very particular about things that I like. I focus on details. And I don't mind telling my friends when they've made a mistake that everyone else overlooked. I feel like I am helping them like this but I think sometimes it offends a few. Do you think that can work against me in a love relationship? Being a perfectionist, kinda?

posted September 18, 2011 11:38 AM            

I would like to hear about the background about giving and perhaps being hurt. Please,explain, in as much detail as you can

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posted September 18, 2011 11:41 AM            

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Aww
I am getting a picture of your struggles.I think a BIG part of it is your strong 8th house.I have one ,too
We are VERY deep people. Many people are afraid of us, for that reason. We can be shunned cuz people do not want to go there,often.

The key is for you to know and accept yourself. That way, you can not be so troubled when other people don't.

Doing the chart like this should really, really help you.
I am here for the long haul, so we can really get down to who you are.

That should solve many things, just by doing that

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What does the eight house signify? It must be strong cuz my sun's in there right? I am wondering what the sun and mars in conjunction implies. I sometimes do feel people who are the closest to me can take only a certain amount of me and then they want to just go away. They love me very much but still they go without a reason and I've never understood why.

P.S. I think this psychic is cute Would you mind sharing your chart here so I can see it too? SO far it seems like we are on the right track. I want to understand more about my needs because I can't really express them easily to people close to me. And then I can't even blame them for not being there for me. SO, I should rather try to understand myself better.

posted September 18, 2011 11:43 AM            

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Darling
I want to talk about the "giving "thing.
Have you been rebuffed a lot when you gave out of the goodness of your heart?

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Not a "lot" lot. But say 2 times out of 10. I keep brooding about it however for very long. I keep wondering why they dont' want it. Why they don't want me. I take rejection very badly. Like for a few moments, I feel like I have no value for anyone at all. Does it happen to you as well?

posted September 18, 2011 12:46 PM            

I think it's my leo sun that affects my attitude towards giving. If a person is happy in receiving something, I"ll do a million things without complaining. I am not sure where this trait comes from but I tend to think of love as giving. When i don't mind doing things for someone and I do things by giving up my comforts, I know I love that person very much. And my sense of self-worth depends in part on my ability to do things for people and in part on them accepting me as someone who can help them.

For instance, imagine you offering me help with my chart in some other forum a few times because you think I need it. I appreciate it and tell you that you are already very busy dealing with so many people that I can't let you do mine. If I were in your place, I'd have a hard time understanding why someone would do that even though many times it's out of politeness. I believe that we all give and take but the matters should not be made too obvious. Like if I do something going out of my way for a friend, it would be a better thing for him to remember it and do something later for me when I need it rather than try to give me something as a gesture of gratitude. It then feels like he felt obliged to do something for me and not did it out of a feeling of helping, you know? And I can sense it when someone does something just to make things even so they don't ever feel in debt. When such a thing happens with a close friend, I feel very uncomfortable.

There is this girl I talk to everyday over text and at times on the phone. Once she told me that she couldn't text me because she was out of credit in her phone and she couldn't go out to recharge it until the end of the day because she had work to do in office. I just went ahead and recharged it for her. Come to think of it, it was actually a little selfish. I did it so we could talk. But she got mad at me because she doesn't like accepting gifts. That's one recent incident where I think she could have just taken it and said thanks and just been more co-operating you know.

I've to go now. But I'll be back with more later. I want to know if you have faced similar situations too.

posted September 18, 2011 04:42 PM            

I have thought about it quite a bit. A friend and I used to discuss this quite a bit, we used to say "One should be strong enough to accept help from others" I realized that was not the issue with me though because I would go up to someone and ask them if it was extremely necessary. And I've asked for things too, mostly though they are for someone else. I, somehow, don't feel worthy of somebody's time and energy. And I've had quite a few friends who would do things even if they don't like doing them, you know when we say "you have to do what you have to do". And if they do something for me, I'd always wonder if they really want to help me or they just feel obliged. Because whenever I offer help, I know I am doing it out of nothing but love.

I see that we both have our suns in the eighth house and sun conjunct mercury. I have been wondering what that means for our topic here. I do feel very leonine I've realized when it comes to giving. I generally consider it my duty to give and serve. But I also demand respect. Like there've been times when very old friends would just show up on facebook or something and just ask me for some help. I either ignore them or tell me straight out that it's not how they should be behaving. A little catching up, I think is necessary before you ask someone for a favour unless it's a matter of life and death, which so far it never has been But you get the point.

It's getting late here and I must sleep. I wanted to thank you for your wonderful insights, so far. You are A Marvelous Interpreter AMI. (I just noticed your name says "I am" which is generally what I put in my about me section online. Amusing.)

posted September 18, 2011 05:01 PM            

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Not a "lot" lot. But say 2 times out of 10. I keep brooding about it however for very long. I keep wondering why they dont' want it. Why they don't want me. I take rejection very badly. Like for a few moments, I feel like I have no value for anyone at all. Does it happen to you as well?

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No, not really. This is not my issue cuz I do not have Chiron,here.
Wherever you have Chiron, you WILL have pain. Figuring out the root of it will help you,loads.
I have it in the 3rd and I could not have my voice or express my identity. I was forced to echo a Narcissist mother.
That is my pain, trying to find my own self expression.
It has been very painful and hard but one can overcome it, to a large extent.

When one does, the joy is inexpressible, cuz it is so precious to get back what one lost.
Do you know what I mean?

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posted September 18, 2011 05:30 PM            

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I don't find it hard to give. I offer my help and things to those who need it very easily and usually feel happy about it. When someone won't take my help, however, I feel rejection. And it hurts. Because sometimes people who are close want to do things for themselves and think it would be trouble if they accepted my help. Little do they know that it actually makes me feel my worth.

Yes. I do think very deeply about anything I like/love. What do you mean by soulmate sexuality?

You seem very helpful today And I feel at my lowest apparently in the last few months.

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I love doing charts,here. I am ,usually, like this.I just took a few days break lol

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