posted November 02, 2011 02:55 PM            

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Originally posted by aerialcircus:

Yes I have broken up with him, we've not been in contact for 6 months. I didn't experience these symptoms (the physical or the panic, depression, etc) when I was with him and the abuse was actually happening. It was only after, when the stressor was removed, that I started to fall apart. I left by my own volition and know I did the right thing. I don't have any regrets or any desire to be with him again, so I don't think it's psychosomatic.

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Only when the stressor is removed, will you let (allow) your body collapse. When in the middle of something stressful, your body is fighting for dear life. Have you noticed how you always get sick AFTER a big exam, for instance, or after that big interview, or after that important trip? When you get stressed studying, spend nights awake, not eating right etc. your body is holding it together because that's what stress is (adrenaline is offering "emergency" amounts of extra energy at the cost of a future collapse). Then, after the exam/meeting/trip/what_have_you is done and over with, your body relaxes (collapses) exhausted. It is then that the flu will hit you or any other ailment since your immune system has -in the meantime- completely weakened.

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Yes, the diagnosis is PCOS. The development of it was very sudden- I was able to conceive and give birth to my son 3 years ago without issue (PCOS limits fertility drastically). These are not brand new problems for me, as they've been building for 6 months. I sought care immediately after the bald spot appeared and I've been working with my doctors for several months concerning my diet and exercise.

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That's great.
I'm glad you are feeling better already and that you have it under control.

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I know karmic astrology and theories about possession aren't for everyone and I probably sound like a wack job to most (I probably would have thought so too a year ago), but this is a pressing concern for me. I guess what I'm looking for in posting here are any insights, theories, recommendations and tips someone might feel like offering to me. I've received excellent advice and insight here on LindaLand in the past, so this was the first place I thought to come with it all.

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Again, I don't understand what exactly you're looking for? A validation that you had/have been possessed? There are some pretty close calls to obsession in your synastry but I personally don't believe in "possession", only to obsession (and related psychological disorders), so I might not be the right person to offer insight.