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Topic: i'm a failure! D': tarot readers, please, i beg you to make a reading for me (career)
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heartstrings
Knowflake Posts: 158
From: the pineapple under the sea
Registered: Aug 2011
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posted December 30, 2011 11:26 AM
  
ps. i already posted this on venia's thread but i thought i might just make a new one as well just in case someone will be free or will be willing to help me out right nowokay, so earlier today, i got a mail from the university i applied for and there it said that i wasn't accepted hence, i got rejected by the university i've always wanted to be in ever since i was in high school. I couldn't stop crying right now, i feel like my heart just broke into pieces, my dreams came crushing like a building quickly falling apart..not to mention the humility i faced in front of my parents who were right by my side while i was reading the letter...and them, rubbing to my face that i should've done better. right now, I feel that i'm such a failure. No kidding. So please tell me, what is ahead of me regarding my future career? I don't wanna suffer anymore, i hope things will get better soon, please tell me there is still hope for me, thank you, and I'll really appreciate anyone's help! IP: Logged |
Fondue Knight
Knowflake Posts: 412
From: NY
Registered: Nov 2011
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posted December 30, 2011 11:31 AM
I don't read tarot, but I just wanted to offer you an e-hug. The part about your parents saying you should have done better hits home with me because my mother always did that to me. "You got a 99 on your test? Why didn't you get 100?" I've come to realize that she's just as hard on herself as she is on me, though, so I take it with a grain of salt now. Just remember that if you got rejected from that university, it wasn't meant to be. You will find the path that you need to take, just trust that the universe knows what it's doing.  Hopefully someone who can read will come along and offer some peace of mind for you!  IP: Logged |
heartstrings
Knowflake Posts: 158
From: the pineapple under the sea
Registered: Aug 2011
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posted December 30, 2011 11:41 AM
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Originally posted by Fondue Knight:
I don't read tarot, but I just wanted to offer you an e-hug. The part about your parents saying you should have done better hits home with me because my mother always did that to me. "You got a 99 on your test? Why didn't you get 100?" I've come to realize that she's just as hard on herself as she is on me, though, so I take it with a grain of salt now. Just remember that if you got rejected from that university, it wasn't meant to be. You will find the path that you need to take, just trust that the universe knows what it's doing. Hopefully someone who can read will come along and offer some peace of mind for you!
thanks for understanding me fondue knight  yeh, i just really hope someone would come to do a reading, things had been so dramatic in my life this year, with my parents fighting in the wrong time (whenever i have exams and even on my birthday!) up to Life making me feel like all the hardships i did, all the study that i did was useless, i just need somebody to warn me what else is on so i can already prepare myself for the worse >.< *sigh IP: Logged |
heartstrings
Knowflake Posts: 158
From: the pineapple under the sea
Registered: Aug 2011
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posted December 30, 2011 08:27 PM
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heartstrings
Knowflake Posts: 158
From: the pineapple under the sea
Registered: Aug 2011
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posted January 13, 2012 02:32 AM
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start6030
Knowflake Posts: 110
From: neverland:)
Registered: Dec 2011
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posted January 13, 2012 01:32 PM
dear heartstrings...another hug for u...sadly, am no tarot reader... but i have been through ur situation not once or twice but like endless times. u wont believe , eventually , i passed medical enterance exams in three countries , but everytime , i had to leave it all half way.... alws , i never got what exactly i wanted... and i know how bad it feels.. especially , during one of the above mentioned exams , i had a bad breakup all in the middle...and there was a big family drama with extended family and all...u can imagien how it would have effected my performance..i remember , i used to cry endlessly for whole day , forcing myself to study , sicne that exam was once in a lifetime opportunity (seriously , they give just one attempt). i did pass it somehow , but i didnt get the score i wanted ...so obviously , i knew , i couldnt even think about making it to the unviersity i wanted to... but life moved on.... once again , am on the crossroads...but trust me , the experience from past keeps me pushing. it grows depressing at times feelign like > oh plz , not again...why me ?........but at the second moment , i really start feelign like , if i got a new opportunity, though smwhere else, after that crisis phase , no matter what , i will get another opportunity atleast smwhere... try getting over it asap. nd see how u can use this time. explore for other things , if that is feasible..u really never know how strong u will emerge out to be... another big hug... i truly pray u come out of it....i know how it hurts....but i also NOW trust , that it heals well , making us better . goodluck for the future honey. IP: Logged |
heartstrings
Knowflake Posts: 158
From: the pineapple under the sea
Registered: Aug 2011
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posted January 15, 2012 04:20 AM
thank you very much for the understanding and support start6030. I know for a fact that rejection is my biggest weakness but as what you said, i'm trying to get over it asap cos i don't wanna start my year being depressed and all that... it's just that sometimes, the thought of being a failure still haunts me  IP: Logged |
MC2012
Knowflake Posts: 131
From: Calgary
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted January 15, 2012 07:44 PM
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