posted January 07, 2012 04:40 PM            

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posted January 07, 2012 04:45 PM            

You have only 2 more hard aspects--square.

Sun in 12th sq Jupiter in 2nd, which I wrote about in the other thread. This may be a not knowing HOW much to give others, when to give, when not to. I think you are thinking about this.

The 3rd hard aspect is Uranus in 3rd sq Nep in the 6th.

Let me see if I can describe this. Tell me what you think.

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posted January 07, 2012 04:49 PM            

You can use words to shake people up and even shock people, which you said was true. neptune in 6th could make either health or service hard to feel out. You may not be able to see your way on HOW to "do them". Neptune fogs and clouds. If it is service. You may be too outspoken and hence service may be hard cuz you may ruffle feathers.

If it is health, you may take too many risks with being too outspoken and perhaps too radical in some way, such as in casual relationships such as casual friendships and this could effect your health in some way, perhaps in stress.

Which fits better? Either?

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posted January 07, 2012 04:56 PM            

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posted January 10, 2012 10:01 AM            

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posted January 10, 2012 10:05 AM            

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posted January 11, 2012 07:40 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Where did we leave off
How about you tell me what you have learned and we can discuss anything you want, and then go on. Does that sound good, as a way to get back in to the chart, as it has been several days.

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I have been reading about the 12th house, the unaspected Venus and reflecting on all the other aspects you have mentioned. I am really amazed how accurate things are in a natal chart. I had thought the Sun Sign itself was very revealing but I do realize that people are very complex and the charts show why this is. I am loving this!

I was viewing what you have told me in a negative way at first. Like "what's wrong with me" ... "oh, that's why I have these problems" BUT now..I am viewing things in a more positive light.

One of my main questions is this: If one's natal chart shows the energy/vibration of the planets at the moment they are born...isn't that how you will be for your lifetime? Is it the basis of who you really are and can you really change that?

I know I have worked on myself to improve, learn, change, etc. But...I do seem to go back to square one at times.

Do you understand what I'm asking?

posted January 11, 2012 08:22 AM            

They FREE you, rather than put you in bondage.

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posted January 12, 2012 12:02 PM            

The chart is a given for us. If we we have a hard chart and the corresponding issues such as severe abuse and betrayal, these issues were meant to be on our path. Some charts are easy and have none of this. Some people have no abuse, virtually. Others are molested by parents. This is a totally different life experience, obviously.

The abused person will be more fragile and have a plethora of emotional issues the other person does not.

It is NOT the person's fault. This was the most freeing thing, for me.

My vulnerability and difficulties were not my fault.

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posted January 12, 2012 12:03 PM            

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posted January 12, 2012 12:04 PM            

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posted January 12, 2012 12:06 PM            

For the people who believe in past lives, they would have those answers. For a Bible believer, one has to trust that God sees things from a larger vantage point and that everything He does is from love.

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posted January 12, 2012 01:32 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Yes Dazzle, Darling
I, totally, understand what you are asking and it is the same question I have been chewing on, but I have found some answers, to my satisfaction.

The chart is a given for us. If we we have a hard chart and the corresponding issues such as severe abuse and betrayal, these issues were meant to be on our path. Some charts are easy and have none of this. Some people have no abuse, virtually. Others are molested by parents. This is a totally different life experience, obviously.

The abused person will be more fragile and have a plethora of emotional issues the other person does not.

It is NOT the person's fault. This was the most freeing thing, for me.

My vulnerability and difficulties were not my fault.

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I'm taking a section from my other thread to clarify if I am reading you correctly:
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum11/HTML/002324-5.html

Originally posted by Ami Anne:
OK, let me see if I can take some aspects and see what you think. Chiron conj NN in the 10th . You will have some pain with society. What is it? Do you feel like you are an outcast, in some way?

Chiron conjunct the NN will be a journey to dela with deep, deep pain and it will be related to society and career. Can you relate?
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I think I would apply this to my emotional life. I have had problems with depression, anxiety disorder, panic attacks, etc. It started when I was 22 and it has been with me my whole life. Even though medication and coping skills have helped tremendously I feel this inner fear I live with has caused me to feel like an 'outcast' as you stated. I feel a stigma with the view from society. Also, any job I have tried lasts only for a short time because of stress building within me. So, career-wise...I have never felt accomplished in any way.

Fear rules my life. I hate it. So, this would be the deep, deep pain you mentioned. *sigh*
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So...even though I feel this is a huge struggle for me and seems to rule my life; BECAUSE "my chart is a given...these issues were meant to be on our path" as you say. It is something to deal with BUT to stop fighting against. (Not in the sense of giving up). But to accept and learn from it so I can continue to grow to where I need to be even with the emotional struggle. I need to put it in the background of my life and stop focusing on it...because it isn't who I am...and it isn't my fault that I am like this.

I am a shining star!!!

posted January 12, 2012 01:43 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
This, in itself, take a lot of the self blame away. It is very, very freeing. This is a big part of why I love the charts. They open the prison doors and let one walk out.

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This is a very deep and wonderful insight! I'm going to take this to heart.

My vulnerability and difficulties were not my fault.
I don't know your life situations but I would want to give you a warm caring gentle hug Ami Anne just to let you know I care.

And, yes! you may use my question on your website.

THANK YOU FROM MY HEART!!!

posted January 13, 2012 02:58 PM            

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posted January 13, 2012 10:21 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Aw, you made my day with your sweetness. We were dealt a hand such as the stuff of Greek Myths. We are like a heroine in a Greek Myth. That gives me a great deal of strength.

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I did originally start my reading a few years back with Mythology. I ended up feeling the "power of being a woman" and if you glance at my profile page...I have as my occupation "Goddess" hhhmmmm??? Coincidence? I don't think so!

posted January 18, 2012 07:40 PM            

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posted January 19, 2012 08:23 AM            

I know it can be confusing following all the threads. I still have my other thread which I replied to. I am going to put the link here and then we can continue on just this thread you started for me if it is easier for you. But...I did want you to see what your interpretation of the chart was and my answers.
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum11/HTML/002324-6.html

Also (the last question on that thread) was about "how does a retrograde planet affect the chart"? I seem to have four retrograde. I have Saturn, Uranus, Neptune, Pluto....all Retrograde (r).

Thanks!!