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posted January 29, 2012 07:29 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mockingbird     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Anon - I wanted to let you know that I saw your (terrific and insightful) reading, but I may not have time until tomorrow to sit down and write out a good reply.

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posted January 30, 2012 04:23 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Many thanks Anon, I really appreciate your time and energy spent. Happy Monday

love and light

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posted January 30, 2012 04:15 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mockingbird     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by anongrl10:
Card #1: Answer to your q
Archangel Jeremiel
Keyword: Awakening

Symbolism: A sensual female angel in a long star-filled dress, a flower on her shoulder, eyes closed, looks like dancing, one hand on her heart chakra.
Card Meaning:
Archangel Jeremiel is the angel of clarity. He can help you gain perspective and review your life experiences and patterns, he can also help you awaken or resurrect lost parts of yourself.
This card answers your basic question about how you can help your husband find his path. The answer is that your role is to facilitate his awakening of who he is. You play a role in your husband's realizing his potential. You are part of his quest. Trust that.
Your coming together is part of what his soul longs to express and feel. His true nature is more than a few personality traits, interests and experiences. Only he can attest of his unique essence and his unique path. The external "clues" in his life are indications.
Above all, he can do no wrong. His soul already knows where he is going. Once he trusts that, he can consciously see his true path. That's the message you can help bring to him.

That is definitely a reassuring card.
He's such a multi-faceted person - intensely talented in a number of very disparate fields. He's quite focused upon "providing" at this time, though - I'm afraid at the risk of not pursuing his passion (unless one allows that providing is his current driving force).

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I pulled one more card to validate my previous.

Card #2: Validation of previous
Archangel Azrael
Keyword: Surrender
Symbolism: A white dove at the top of a yellow kundalini energy "tree" among tall trees full of green leaves.
Card Meaning:
I think you understand that this card is a continuation of the previous message. He needs to surrender to what his soul longs to express and feel. To bring this to consciousness he needs to awake to his soul purpose. To awake to this soul purpose he needs to surrender to life itself. His life -including his bond with you- is an indication of his soul path.
This card is also an indication of things changing now. He's in a transitional period in his life. Something is dying and something new is about to begin. Like the Death card in the classic Raider-Waite deck, change is inevitable and however scary it may be it needs to be embraced and you both need to surrender to it.
Archangel Azrael is the angel of death and transitions/transformation in life. His message is one of acceptance of the natural cycles of life and death.



That is another major crux - it looks as if his current position in a field in which he's been in for a bit over a decade is about to be phased out by his current company. Given that much of the skill set is highly specialized, he's wary - but charging ahead and solidifying (for resumes) that he does, in fact, know his transferable skills.
Almost any way you cut it, though, he's likely in for a major career shift.

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[Overall interpretation:
It is clear that the lack of stability and certainty your husband is facing at the moment is par for the course. He needs to fully surrender to the changes. He will come out of it with the awakening to his soul path. You are part of his journey and you may reinforce this message by trusting that all is well no matter how it seems. Help him calmly and patiently and with faith weather the changes and the transitions.

Hope this helps.
Anongrl10


Thank you very much for the reading - and your time and energy that went into it.
I'll continue to mull over the messages relayed.

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posted January 30, 2012 05:59 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for anongrl10     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
You're very welcome, mockingbird. I'm really glad it resonated. The message is clear so I won't repeat it. Just read it again until it sits well within. The Surrender card is hard because so often we are looking to do something when we just have to BE...

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posted January 30, 2012 06:01 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for anongrl10     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by SparklingSag:
Many thanks Anon, I really appreciate your time and energy spent. Happy Monday

love and light

Sparkling


Sparklie, I haven't forgotten you; it's been unusually busy for me today. Sorry to keep you waiting.
Will be back to type it as soon as possible (going to bed now).


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posted January 31, 2012 03:11 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thanks Anon

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posted February 01, 2012 06:46 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
So much has been revealed this week...am interested to see what the angels hd to say.I need some hope in my life right now...

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posted February 02, 2012 03:26 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for anongrl10     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by SparklingSag:
So much has been revealed this week...am interested to see what the angels hd to say.I need some hope in my life right now...

Sparkling


It's weird but right when I sat down to type your reading, I got some unexpected news and believe me I tried to finish the typing first but there was no having it. I have saved my draft offline but it's not finished. I won't have time today or tomorrow because this unexpected thing has grown and I have things to submit and places to go and take care of things... Will be back as soon as I can. Really sorry for the wait.

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posted February 02, 2012 04:10 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
No worries anon take your time.

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posted February 04, 2012 04:14 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for toptops     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
BUMP,

so that we keep track on it.

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posted February 04, 2012 04:41 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for anongrl10     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Reading for SparklingSag

"I'd be grateful for the angels guidance on two men"

I used a 6-card two-ways spread for you.
This spread will assist you in making a choice. It will give you info about each of the available choices. Remember, there is no right or wrong way, just the way you decide to go.

Remember this is an Angel deck. They offer guidance of spiritual nature. I hope you are open to receive it.

Each card in this deck is associated with an Angel or Archangel AND a keyword. I will present the card its associated Angel or Archangel AND keyword, a few words about its symbolism and the card meaning.
I will end with an overall interpretation vis-a-vis your question.

Position #1: The helpful aspects to choice 1
Archangel Gabriel
Keyword: Communication
Symbolism: Archangel Gabriel appears almost like Jesus-looking with open arms and a red heart in his heart chakra - his shirt is green and there is a halo around his head
Card Meaning:
Archangel Gabriel assists in all matters of communication both in terms of personal expression as well as in artistic and creative inspiration.
This card in this position speaks about your old bf (choice #1). It indicates some sort of a block in your relationship with him that requires clear communication in order for harmony and balance to be restored.

Position #2: The helpful aspects to choice 2
Angel: Samael
Keyword: Battle
Symbolism: a most gorgeous female angel with straight brown hair around her face big mysterious blue eyes a cross with a red heart in her heart chakra
Card Meaning:
Angle Samael is the seducer and a powerful fighter in battle.
This card in this position speaks of your other option, your guy friend, guy #2.
This is your call to adventure! Have you become numb? It's time to decide where you want to be and what you are willing to fight for.

Position #3: The lesson to understand in choice 1
Angel: Phuel
Keyword: Emotion
Symbolism: a pretty angel with long blue hair kind of floating in blue/purple sea waters stars surrounding her and a blue full moon
Card Meaning:
Angel Phuel is all about emotions and intuition; it represents the female energy of the Moon.
The card in this position indicates that your ex bf's role in your life was to get acquainted with love and your female energy of being receptive, loving, sensitive and patient.

Position #4: The lesson to understand in choice 2
Archangel Chamuel
Keyword: Divine Love

Symbolism: Check the card -- the angel of love holds you in his wings
Card Meaning:
Archangel Chamuel is the angel of love and relationships. He can be called upon to heal, strengthen and improve relationships with others and yourself. He teaches you how to love and accept yourself fully.
This card in this position indicates that guy #2 is a lesson in love for the other and yourself. What does this friendship/relationship say about yourself? All relationships are a reflection of what you feel about yourself and what you feel you deserve.

Position #5: The outcome of choice 1
Archangel Sandalphon
Keyword: Prayer
Symbolism: an angel sitting in a full lotus position praying beautiful flowers surrounding him
Card Meaning:
Archangel Sandalphon is in charge of delivering and answering prayers. He's very tall and his mission is to guide your prayers to God.
The card in this position indicates that your relationship with your ex needs healing and you can request the Angels to help you by praying. All you have to do to make them hear you is call upon them and specifically ask them to help you with your healing process.
The need for making amends is highlighted. Even in the absence of the other party, the angels will help you make amends at a spiritual level so you can move on.

Position #6: The outcome of choice 2
Archangel Israfel
Keyword: Music
Symbolism: a gorgeous male angel in pink psychedelic colors romantic blue eyes sober look strong neck
Card Meaning:
Archangel Israfel is the angel of music. He's taking care of resurrection and song. Music has a healing and soothing effect. It can transport us to different emotional landscapes. It also helps us work through our issues and express our emotions more clearly.
This card in this position indicates that in approaching guy#2 with love will have a healing effect on you. There is potential for creative transformation in this relationship.

Overall interpretation:
Given that there is no right or wrong, but just what you decide to go for, this reading offers you some food for thought. It tells you what happens if you choose to stick with guy#1 and what happens if you decide to proceed with guy#2. It feels better for your soul to heal your past wound and move on by being open to guy#2.

Good luck and let us know how it goes!
Thanks again very much for your patience!!


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posted February 05, 2012 03:29 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for anongrl10     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
My UPDATED list

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posted February 05, 2012 05:25 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
quote:
Originally posted by anongrl10:
[b]Reading for SparklingSag

"I'd be grateful for the angels guidance on two men"

I used a 6-card two-ways spread for you.
This spread will assist you in making a choice. It will give you info about each of the available choices. Remember, there is no right or wrong way, just the way you decide to go.

Remember this is an Angel deck. They offer guidance of spiritual nature. I hope you are open to receive it.

Each card in this deck is associated with an Angel or Archangel AND a keyword. I will present the card its associated Angel or Archangel AND keyword, a few words about its symbolism and the card meaning.
I will end with an overall interpretation vis-a-vis your question.

Position #1: The helpful aspects to choice 1
Archangel Gabriel
Keyword: Communication
Symbolism: Archangel Gabriel appears almost like Jesus-looking with open arms and a red heart in his heart chakra - his shirt is green and there is a halo around his head
Card Meaning:
Archangel Gabriel assists in all matters of communication both in terms of personal expression as well as in artistic and creative inspiration.
This card in this position speaks about your old bf (choice #1). It indicates some sort of a block in your relationship with him that requires clear communication in order for harmony and balance to be restored.

Position #2: The helpful aspects to choice 2
Angel: Samael
Keyword: Battle
Symbolism: a most gorgeous female angel with straight brown hair around her face big mysterious blue eyes a cross with a red heart in her heart chakra
Card Meaning:
Angle Samael is the seducer and a powerful fighter in battle.
This card in this position speaks of your other option, your guy friend, guy #2.
This is your call to adventure! Have you become numb? It's time to decide where you want to be and what you are willing to fight for.

Position #3: The lesson to understand in choice 1
Angel: Phuel
Keyword: Emotion
Symbolism: a pretty angel with long blue hair kind of floating in blue/purple sea waters stars surrounding her and a blue full moon
Card Meaning:
Angel Phuel is all about emotions and intuition; it represents the female energy of the Moon.
The card in this position indicates that your ex bf's role in your life was to get acquainted with love and your female energy of being receptive, loving, sensitive and patient.

Position #4: The lesson to understand in choice 2
Archangel Chamuel
Keyword: Divine Love

Symbolism: Check the card -- the angel of love holds you in his wings
Card Meaning:
Archangel Chamuel is the angel of love and relationships. He can be called upon to heal, strengthen and improve relationships with others and yourself. He teaches you how to love and accept yourself fully.
This card in this position indicates that guy #2 is a lesson in love for the other and yourself. What does this friendship/relationship say about yourself? All relationships are a reflection of what you feel about yourself and what you feel you deserve.

Position #5: The outcome of choice 1
Archangel Sandalphon
Keyword: Prayer
Symbolism: an angel sitting in a full lotus position praying beautiful flowers surrounding him
Card Meaning:
Archangel Sandalphon is in charge of delivering and answering prayers. He's very tall and his mission is to guide your prayers to God.
The card in this position indicates that your relationship with your ex needs healing and you can request the Angels to help you by praying. All you have to do to make them hear you is call upon them and specifically ask them to help you with your healing process.
The need for making amends is highlighted. Even in the absence of the other party, the angels will help you make amends at a spiritual level so you can move on.

Position #6: The outcome of choice 2
Archangel Israfel
Keyword: Music
Symbolism: a gorgeous male angel in pink psychedelic colors romantic blue eyes sober look strong neck
Card Meaning:
Archangel Israfel is the angel of music. He's taking care of resurrection and song. Music has a healing and soothing effect. It can transport us to different emotional landscapes. It also helps us work through our issues and express our emotions more clearly.
This card in this position indicates that in approaching guy#2 with love will have a healing effect on you. There is potential for creative transformation in this relationship.

Overall interpretation:
Given that there is no right or wrong, but just what you decide to go for, this reading offers you some food for thought. It tells you what happens if you choose to stick with guy#1 and what happens if you decide to proceed with guy#2. It feels better for your soul to heal your past wound and move on by being open to guy#2.

Good luck and let us know how it goes!
Thanks again very much for your patience!!


Anongrl10
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Thanks Anon for your insightful reading. Sorry for not replying earlier but needed some time to digest it. It was an accurate reading especially regarding my ex's role in my life (I heard this week he has a girlfriend and is happy) so thats good. I need to let him go or appreciate what he did bring to my life.

Suitor #2. Well, intense conversations took place this week, where he was encouraging me to communicate more honestly. He is still in love with his ex (we are in very similar positions) and only sees me as a friend, though admitted he does like our emotional intimacy.

I will work on the angel that can heal my past love wounds. This is hard as I know he is happy and cannot acheive closure through contact so will work on this on a spirtitual level.

I will be kind to myself and work on these issues. Thanks to the angels for guiding me and to you for the reading

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posted February 05, 2012 05:48 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for anongrl10     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Sparklie, thanks for the feedback.
Love means letting go and also love means not closing any doors. The emotional intimacy with guy #2 is a form of love. It sounds you both need to let go of your past. Healing is what you both need and especially some FUN. The music card pointed to that.
I know that things may not progress fast enough for your liking but change is certain right now. Give things time to culminate. You both need to adjust to the now and leave the past behind.

hugs,
Anongrl10

PS: Thanks for taking time to digest the reading. This is the right reaction to this kind of reading. It's a lot to digest and for some people it may not resonate until later... Take your time, read it again as needed. You're on the right path. Glad it helps!

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posted February 07, 2012 09:56 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for yuting     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
quote:
Originally posted by anongrl10:
My UPDATED list

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glad I did not miss it when I went on holiday

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posted February 08, 2012 02:13 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for anongrl10     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
You didn't!
Did you have a good time?

January was a wash for me with getting sick twice with a nasty flu bug.
Then as I was recovering a job opp came up and was suddenly super busy up my ears with forms, interviews, etc.
I think today is the first day I have nothing pressing to do since the beginning of the new year! [Knock on wood!]
I mean I still have all these things I postponed while I was sick but let's hope I will have some breathing space again...

I apologize to all for the long delay. These readings are taking time especially to type them up. Sparklie had to wait for daaaaaays after I did her reading for me to find time to finish the write up!

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posted February 08, 2012 04:49 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for yuting     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by anongrl10:
You didn't!
Did you have a good time?

You bet! 1 week on the ski slope, then 4 days pigging out at some of Lyon's best restaurants, all before snow clogged up Europe.

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January was a wash for me with getting sick twice with a nasty flu bug.
Then as I was recovering a job opp came up and was suddenly super busy up my ears with forms, interviews, etc.
I think today is the first day I have nothing pressing to do since the beginning of the new year! [Knock on wood!]

hugs,
Anongrl10


Hope you are fully recovered and energetic again!
Happy you got job opportunity. Much better busy than idle.
As for the reading, I believe there must be some cosmic reason I receive a reading at a particular time. Maybe it is telling me I dont need it right now and it will be more useful to me at the time when I receive it.

And, I am training myself on patience anyway

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posted February 08, 2012 05:05 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for anongrl10     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Sounds fantastic, yuting!
I've been in Lyon although not a ski person (prefer the beach if you get my drift lol).

You are seeing the timing thing the way I see it. So

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posted February 08, 2012 03:49 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by anongrl10:
Sparklie had to wait for daaaaaays after I did her reading for me to find time to finish the write up!

hugs,
Anongrl10


Hiya, it was worth the wait though! and timing wise was pretty spot on as had figured lots out by the time I read the reading so it gave a sense of comfort and support. In last few days I have been able to let go of my ex, have cut ties with mutual people who keep that communication channel always possible. So am doing better.

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posted February 08, 2012 04:16 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for anongrl10     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by SparklingSag:
Hiya, it was worth the wait though! and timing wise was pretty spot on as had figured lots out by the time I read the reading so it gave a sense of comfort and support. In last few days I have been able to let go of my ex, have cut ties with mutual people who keep that communication channel always possible. So am doing better.

Sparkling


That's so fantastic to hear!
I'm so happy for you. You do sound almost like reborn! So excited for you!
And thanks for the nice words. Give me a good reason to keep doing it!

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Hi Anon

I had the strangest dream last night and am writing it here instead of astral realms because I think it is related to the reading. I woke up this morning and thought what happened in my dream was REAL, it was the strangest sensation

I dreamt that I went to a house with a group of friends and my ex boyfriend also came with a group of friends. It ended up that we had "one last night" together and spent it together. We were aware it was our last time together and when I woke I honestly thought it had happened. I have come to terms with the fact he is in a relationship but it doesn't stop me thinking that perhaps on a spiritual level we connected to say goodbye?

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posted February 13, 2012 05:18 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for anongrl10     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by SparklingSag:
Hi Anon

I had the strangest dream last night and am writing it here instead of astral realms because I think it is related to the reading. I woke up this morning and thought what happened in my dream was REAL, it was the strangest sensation

I dreamt that I went to a house with a group of friends and my ex boyfriend also came with a group of friends. It ended up that we had "one last night" together and spent it together. We were aware it was our last time together and when I woke I honestly thought it had happened. I have come to terms with the fact he is in a relationship but it doesn't stop me thinking that perhaps on a spiritual level we connected to say goodbye?

Sparkling


That's a fantastic dream, Sparklie. Thanks for sharing. Yes, it is absolutely possible that you still connect at a spiritual level and this last good bye may be exactly what you needed in order to move on. Watch what happens in your life in the next few days.

blessings,
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posted February 13, 2012 05:35 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi Anon

I feel happy too, at some sort of peace, it feels that I got to express my goodbye. I will let you know if anything else occurs.

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Originally posted by SparklingSag:

I feel happy too, at some sort of peace, it feels that I got to express my goodbye. I will let you know if anything else occurs.

Hold on to this beautiful feeling.
Very happy for you.

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posted February 13, 2012 09:19 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for SparklingSag     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
OK, so the strangest coincidence just happened. I believe in synchronicity and those "moments" where you are in the right place at the right time.

I had met my friend in her office for lunch, walked out the door into the corridor and bumped into a guy who I have known but not well for past five years. He was completing his PhD here and we would bump into each other when I was a student and also when I began working. Because we first were introduced under funny circumstances, we were on a night out, we always reminise on how we first met. This time, he said it was the first time he stepped on campus in months cause he has been working on an internship in the US, and how funny it was to bump into me? We chatted for a while and he always makes me laugh. On the spur of the moment, I said we could have proper catch up coffee when he is next here and gave him my contact details.

Does this mean anything? probably not but it shows me I am healing from the past relationship which is always a good thing and to make new friends is always nice.

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