posted January 25, 2012 06:16 PM            

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posted January 26, 2012 07:35 AM            

the relationship with my mother is complex...

while we laugh together and we have long conversations when she tells me about her past and her emotions there is also tension cause she forces her ideals on me without thinking that she might be wrong

and she doesent understand me at all.... so our relationship is mostly superficial on my side atleast
the only things i ask her are simple practical thing and i have no interest of her
knowing my inner self

posted January 26, 2012 07:43 AM            

its a speculation made from information from my mother and some reading on asc signs and planets conjunct it

posted January 26, 2012 02:09 PM            

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posted January 26, 2012 02:24 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Well, at some point, we should look at your chart with your mother. However, lets stick with you, first

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i dont think a sybastry or something will help much cause she and the rest of the family doesent know her birth time so we will only have planets in sign

posted January 27, 2012 04:07 PM            

You know what? Just for fun, see where Kaali is?
Tell me all about it, if it touches anything.
It may touch another asteroid, of which you are now aware, though, but check it out

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posted January 27, 2012 04:08 PM            

This asteroid is our basic, most primal energy called Kundalini energy. What it touches in our natal chart is important as our energy will be melded with it. In synastry, it gets even more complicated especially if your Kundalini energy touches someone’s dark asteroid(s) One can see abuse if someone’s Kaali conjuncts a persons Hekate, for example, as was the case in a child who was abused by her mother. Hekate is the shadow self. Kaali is Kundalini energy. If the mother did NOT own her shadow self, it would have been energized by the Kundalini energy and hurt her child, which it did. If a person has Pluto conjunct Kaali, the person can have great power in his passions, as Pluto is one’s passions. Kaali gives energy to what it touches. If Kaali touches something dark like Nessus, one may be very abusive as Nessus is the asteroid of the abuser. Kaali works in this way, in my experience

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posted January 27, 2012 04:08 PM            

I do Kundalini Yoga. That deals with the most primal energy in the body. It is a powerful modality, as our energy system is an actual entity, as real as our circulatory system. It is just invisible to the Western eye, but not to the Eastern. Eastern Medicine deals in Kundalini energy. Surgery can be performed using just acupuncture needles. This one fact can show the power of the energy system and hence Kaali which represents this energy system with it’s Asteroid.

Looking at Kaail from this vantage point, one would be most interested in what Kaali touched( conjuncts). I have seen Kaali conjunct enough things to realize that Kaali is a big deal.If Kaali conjuncts Hekate, one will be forced to deal with one’s shadow self, as Hekate represents the shadow self. If Kaali conjuncts Lilith, ones raw sexuality will be intensified. One’s life force will be “behind” one’s sexuality .If Kaali conjuncts Pluto, one would have a great deal of personal power.If Kaali conjuncts Sedna, one’s life force may have been vitiated by betrayal from men. I have just dealt with Kaali, in the natal chart. You can speculate as to the many combinations and permutations of Kaali with other asteroids and planets. I will write more, as I learn more. Just a note about Kaali in synastry. This is very powerful, as one’s Kundalini energy merges with another person’s planets or asteroids.

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posted January 27, 2012 04:09 PM            

The Asteroid Kaali is one’s Kunadlini energy. Kundalini energy is one’s most basic, primal energy. Acupuncture works on this energy system. Surgery can be done with acupuncture needles as the ONLY anesthesia. This fact proves the existence of this energy system. One of my passions is to understand Astrology. As I do charts, I take note what certain asteroids do when they touch various places in the chart. Lately, I have seen Kaali touch new places, for me to see. I have seen Kaali touch Chiron. This aspect seems to imbue a deep body and soul sadness on the person. When Kaali touches Pluto, the person can be a powerful person, as his primal passions become very accessible to him. If Kaali touches Hekate, one will be forced to face one’s shadow side.

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posted January 27, 2012 04:09 PM            

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posted January 27, 2012 04:14 PM            

kaali in 1st
kaali opps moon 1 deg

other aspects orb too large so i didnt write them

posted January 27, 2012 04:34 PM            

i just saw that my dominants are the same with those of the frickin queen of england

moon in leo i 7th
asc capricorn
mc scorpio

strong signs:capricorn,scorpio,leo
strong houses:1,7,10
ahe also ha neptune dominats like i have

posted January 27, 2012 04:40 PM            

Well I think you have an asteroid conjunct Kaali. See if you can find out which one

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posted January 27, 2012 04:41 PM            

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posted January 27, 2012 04:48 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Wow kaali oppose moon makes sense though
Kaali is in your 1st house of the self and the moon is the other. You are struggling between your own vital energy and the energy of wanting to be a partner.

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il give you this

alot of times when im with a close friend im stuck between being the person i am and part of a partnership and im reculant to give myself in to someone i dont know closely

posted January 27, 2012 04:48 PM            

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Originally posted by doommlord:
i have to let you in on something... my birth chart time isnt accurate on the miliseconds

its a speculation made from information from my mother and some reading on asc signs and planets conjunct it

with all my research i took this chart to be very accurate yet im sure there are changes to make that im unawere of...

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A good way of 'fine tuning' and testing Asc & MC is quicker moving transits, espec mars and mercury... first you need to learn how to use an ephemeris...
http://www.astrologyweekly.com/forum/showthread.php?t=42496

posted January 27, 2012 04:55 PM            

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Originally posted by SaggiMC:
A good way of 'fine tuning' and testing Asc & MC is quicker moving transits, espec mars and mercury... first you need to learn how to use an ephemeris...
http://www.astrologyweekly.com/forum/showthread.php?t=42496

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posted January 27, 2012 04:59 PM            

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Originally posted by doommlord:
could kaali opps moon say something on my mother?

also what asteroid you think might conjunct kaali cause a few pages ago i wrote to you about my asteroids and none conjunct kaali

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Did you include all your asteroids? Every bitty one

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posted January 27, 2012 05:01 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:

Did you include all your asteroids? Every bitty one

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posted January 28, 2012 10:29 AM            

Where is your Narcissus, again? Conj the ASC?

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