posted January 14, 2012 11:52 AM            

I am in a state of turmoil right now and I am very confused and nothing seems to be working my way in terms of direction.

I relocated back to my birth place after 8 years of being away. I am unable to get a job, have no life love life and I am feeling very lonely and vulnerable....and I feel like I made the wrong decision of moving back.

Please let me know your thoughts regarding career, love life and if you see me relocating..I am desperate, I know its a lot of questions but i have no where to turn and desperately seeking some answers...

Here is a link to my chart: http://s1165.photobucket.com/albums/q583/astrochamp/

posted January 14, 2012 01:22 PM            

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posted January 14, 2012 02:11 PM            

Thank you so much for your reply...

Yes I am contemplating moving back - its somehow just not working out here and its taking a toll on me mentally. But you know I am not sure if I will be able too go back, getting a job back again and all the other issues (visa)...all this is making it so confusing and scary!

Thank you for the note about adding my chart with the transits, I will do that.

posted January 14, 2012 02:21 PM            

I am attaching the chart with the current transits in this link below: http://i1165.photobucket.com/albums/q583/astrochamp/astro_b42_02_astro_chart_2012114_hp668185491.gif

posted January 14, 2012 02:37 PM            

but it looks like you just have had your Saturn return, last 1-2 years have been challenging. also the transit Pluto is in your 1st house. i have just finished this same transit myself, this is one of the most difficult, AND transformative period for you. a lot of tough decisions to make, lots of obstacles, but you will learn loads and come out as a whole new person after this.

transit Jupiter is going through your 4th house. this must be making you want to expand and grow out of the limitations of your home country. your home country isn't providing what you want to reach out for.

posted January 14, 2012 02:40 PM            

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Originally posted by astro champ:
Hi Ami Anne,

Can't wait for your insights! Thank you...

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My pleasure. Gonna do a few things around the house, like clean it
Then, I will be back.

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posted January 14, 2012 03:16 PM            

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Originally posted by lechien:
that transit chart is a little difficult to see. is it possible to do a standard one, it's on one of the drop down menus on the main chart creation page at astro.com

but it looks like you just have had your Saturn return, last 1-2 years have been challenging. also the transit Pluto is in your 1st house. i have just finished this same transit myself, this is one of the most difficult, AND transformative period for you. a lot of tough decisions to make, lots of obstacles, but you will learn loads and come out as a whole new person after this.

transit Jupiter is going through your 4th house. this must be making you want to expand and grow out of the limitations of your home country. your home country isn't providing what you want to reach out for.

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Hi lechien,

Here is the standard version, hopefully its the right one: http://i1165.photobucket.com/albums/q583/astrochamp/astro_w2gw_02_astro_chart_hp714266728.gif

Yes I was aware that Saturn return happens every 28-29 years, but didn't know (if that's whats hitting me) it would be this difficult that it has literally left me with almost nothing at this moment and time in my life,,,

Yeah, my personality has changed a lot and I am still trying to change. You are right I do feel the transformation but I feel I keep going back and forth. I make progress and then it goes back to what it was....

How interesting and true! what you said about Jupiter....yes I don't feel I can be here and do the work I want to do and be what I want to be!

posted January 14, 2012 03:40 PM            

also for your Saturn return, the transit Saturn immediately conjuncted your natal Pluto. THAT is a tough one. but it's over now and you should be stronger to go through the transformation with the transit Pluto.

it's funny that you say you lost everything, i also did lose everything in all sorts of ways during my Saturn return and Pluto transformation. it seemed like a truly futile period because whatever i tried to build up, they were taken away. but you will see it as a very rewarding experience when you finish it.

posted January 15, 2012 01:01 AM            

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Originally posted by lechien:
your Pluto has just started journeying through your 1st house, and it is going over your moon and then Mercury. there will be challenges in repetitions that will seem like a theme when you look back in the future. you feel like going back and forth because it is teaching you the lesson by re-enforcing the same over and over again.

also for your Saturn return, the transit Saturn immediately conjuncted your natal Pluto. THAT is a tough one. but it's over now and you should be stronger to go through the transformation with the transit Pluto.

it's funny that you say you lost everything, i also did lose everything in all sorts of ways during my Saturn return and Pluto transformation. it seemed like a truly futile period because whatever i tried to build up, they were taken away. but you will see it as a very rewarding experience when you finish it.

ok, let's hope Ami or someone else can give you more insights in depth. Ami's a super busy lady, just keep bumping this thread, it's not rude. she'll come around.

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Thanks again lechien for your thoughts and sharing your story...It helps to know I am not going insane!

posted January 15, 2012 01:04 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I don't really do transits, as I am not very skilled with them, but if I can see important things with them, I will tell you.

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Hi Ami,

I am a newbie when it comes to astrology....any help would be appreciated does not have to be current transit if you can look at my natal chart and can share your thoughts that would be great...I am really going on a downward spiral :-/