posted February 26, 2012 04:44 AM
I'm using my mobile... Computer went t*ts up. Best I can do is provide a link to my chart. astro_2gw_01_scottie_he7926660971.gif
How can I make my life better? I don't understand how to even begin studying astrology. While I did good with Russian language and logic in college, I'm having a hard time wrapping my mind around cunjuncts, trines, plutos and saturns :-).
I want sooo much to make my life better so I can provide for my son what he deserves. He's 10 months old... Still nursing. I can't work, so can't afford paying someone to do a reading for me. And, even if I was working, I seem to land min wage jobs.
So, my point and request... Could someone show me some love, and tell me what I need to do to make this work? I don't want to suffer and serve for the rest of my life. Mila Kunis has the same birth date, and her life isn't so bad.
People tend to not like me... Even when I say nothing. I'm not ugly (not supermodel quality either). Not stupid or super smart. Just average. I want to be happy... But don't know how. Been thinking about counseling... But these days I've been having a hard time going for morning walks with my son let alone a scheduled daily or by-weekly appointment.
My son's dad and I split in November (him 06/12/1982, portland, time unknown). There's so much about the relationship thst went wrong... I tried really hard to make it work and was fully committed. He could never make himself emotionally available. I still love him, but have given up on trying to make things work. But, it still hurts! I have this strong desire for having a full family for my son, not half. I don't want to settle for another man if he isn't compatible. Who am I compatible with? I'm picky, but can't stand not being good enough.
Cam someone help me?