posted January 10, 2007 11:42 PM              

I really can't stop thinking about his man.... for a while I got over him.... but now I'm thinking about him over and over and over again..... what is wrong with me....
We broke up and just became friends in early 2004 (we have been off and on) the last time I saw him was december 05.... and in 2006 I FINALLY got over him (and didn't think of him) I don't understand why all of a sudden(starting from late december 06) I can't get him off of my mind

Its so wierd because I REALLY can't get him off of my mind... I keep having thoughts of him and I together... I feel like him and I still have a future together.... I don't know what to do I really need help.... I haven't spoken to him on the phone in over a year and I want to call him... but I'm afraid of his reaction....

I don't know what I should do...

Should I just call him?....

Or should I just try to forget about him
I'm a leo moon I like fairness and I don't like it that I always call him first and he hardly calls me first....

I wish he would just call me....

Maybe he moved on....

And that would really break my heart if he tells me he is with someone...

What should I do...

And how can I move on when I always have him on my mind.... I even think of him when I'm dating another guy... I'm just obssessed...

It's killing me not to call him...

But even though we are friends I don't think he wants to call me.... because he dosen't call.....

I feel so bad I really want to call him but I don't want him to pick up the phone and say something like "oh hi " I want him to say "hey baby I missed you sooo much I've been hopeing to hear from you"

In other words I don't want to get my feelings (cancer asc.) hurt

What should I do please help!

What do you think he wants me to do......

Please help

Thank you!!!!!!!!!

Katie