posted June 19, 2012 08:46 AM            

My question is "What is holding him back?"

I really appreciate someone's help in this as I know that he is head over heels in love with me.

posted June 19, 2012 02:50 PM            

I didnt pull any cards, but just listened to the messages that came in. Yes he cares, but he doesnt feel ready because he thinks there is more living to do before he settles into a regular life, he feels frustrated with himself more than with you. The best thing you could do is to tell him you are giving him some time to go and live his life. If you try to hold him back he will slip further into the "frustration". Of course, there is a chance he will miss you like hell, but if he doesnt, then you know you did the right thing. You wont actually die, whatever happens, but you will learn a whole bunch of stuff about yourself

Keep positive and dont worry, it might be okay?

posted June 19, 2012 03:13 PM            

Iam sorry for your heartbreak. Ive experienced it. Its hard... Sigh.

Ok, your cards.

Knight of swords rx
9 of swords
Ace of swords rx

I think he held back alot with you. Mentally that is... I dont think he felt he could really talk/express himself clearly with you.

Swords are mental energy, swift in action... So did you guys have alot of verbal disagreements?

Alot of ego at play aswell... If you hurt each other with words or if he felt he was not smart enough...

Also your visions/thoughts/ideas for the future were not compatible enough in his mind.

The knight rx can also mean He might have felt stiffled/boxed in too. He felt like he had a leash on and was not ready to think in terms of us... Just yet. Maybe he felt preassured to commit on a more tangible level to you...

The strength rx
Knight of cups rx
High priestess

Indicate he is not going to try to come back right away, alot of feelings of defeat here (strength rx) He is sad (knight of cups)

posted June 19, 2012 03:33 PM            

Redshoes, thank you so much but what you wrote doesnt feel right. He has lived a wild life, he settled down and lived a normal life too. That's not it.... (although I'm so greatful for you writing)

Junethird, You reading doesnt feel right either.
I understood him like no other ever before. That's the biggest reason he loves me - he feels he can totally be himself - he has never ever opened up to anyone like he did with me. He was so very comfortable with me and never stopped telling me how much so. He never held back - if anything he was overly expressive!
There was no ego there.
He feels that we are extremely compatible.
The knight of cups rx feels right - he is devasted and in tears for most of the day. He can barely hold it together and is hurting immensely. I have to work with him and see how much pain he is in.
The high priestess feels right too. He said he nees to do soul searching.

What could be the reason that the readings do not fit? Could it be something I've done wrong? :/

Would anyone else like to try?