posted July 30, 2012 06:06 PM            

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Originally posted by PhoenixFire:
Hi everyone,

I will post readings today I got caught up watching my favorite Olympic sport, gymnastics last night (Good job, team USA!)

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posted July 30, 2012 07:41 PM            

As I did not, now I work on bringing opportunities to my children. My daugther has studied classical ballet, and my youngest son is learning gymnastics. My middle child is really intrigued with the piano & martial arts, we are looking into finding good studios

Junebird, would you like a reading? Was not certain if you would like one, from the post ?

posted July 30, 2012 07:42 PM            

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Originally posted by bumblebee:
Is there place for me?

I want to know whether I will be together with my big love

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Hi Bumblebee,

During your reading, the key words that came to mind were yes you will be with the love of your life, and patience/nurturing. Perhaps you have experienced recent disillusionment in your romantic life, but do not despair. There is much to be said, that for every wrong person we connect with, there is a lesson to be learned that brings us that much closer to the right person for us. Trust that divine timing has the person for you and this will manifest in good time.

I pulled out a tarot card to provide insight/clues as to the personality and traits of your lasting love. The Knight of Pentacles eagerly fell out of my deck within a few seconds. Knights represent movement, my feeling is either you have already met this person or will be doing so before autumn is over. Tarot/oracle time is elusive, but that is the feeling that I received.

The swiftness which the Knight fell, is asking you to have faith as slow & steady are key to lasting love. This Knight will be very eager to be with you, but will first approach you with caution after having observed you for awhile, perhaps as a trusted member of your social circle.

This person is to be nurturing and comforting, feeling a desire to protect you and wishing very much for a true commitment and not another quick love escapade.

From these impressions, I gather that initially you will be very surprised as to where and in whom you will find your Knight, having not really considered this person as a romantic.

The saying, still waters run deep applies as this Knight will have indeed noticed something very special about you and will not want to take chances in scaring you away by being too daring in the beginning.

. Here are your cards:

Card 1 past: Flirt. You are seen as a joyous person with delightful energy and high spirits. There was not a lack of potential love interests, but for some reason it seems that most of these were not looking for the same thing as you.

While flirting and relishing the energy of attraction was fun, after awhile you felt a sense of wishing for something more lasting and less casual.

These card advices you to continue with your optimistic personality and lively sense of self, as this are very attractive to those around you. Continue being open to new friends and romantic possibilities, as love will find you where you least expect.

Card 2 present: Give your relationship a chance. If you are currently involved with someone or recently separated/broke up, this card is telling you that there is much value and caring left between you, that things can be worked out with effort.

Do not give up without giving things one last try, so that if you do part ways you will know that you both did the best you could.

If you are currently single, this card advices to give yourself a chance at love by being kind to yourself and resolving any potential blocks to love.

If there are old conflicts within you, or issues that require reflection, now is the time to purge these out and heal yourself as you deserve to be happy, without unnecessary baggage weighing you down.

Another message to this card is to give people a chance to get to know you, without dismissing them mostly based on their not fitting into a certain type.

Card 3 future: Two cards also fell out for you as the outcome (this has been occurring in a few of the previous readings). The first is forgiving & learning, the other is the soul mate card.

My feeling is once more that yes you will find/have the love of your life, but something is asking to be addressed first. In forgiving & learning, the Angels are asking you to release & heal the past so that you may experience more love in the present.

Your heart can give & receive the bliss of romance by releasing cobwebs of the past. The Angels know that you have been hurt before & are wary of being hurt again. Defenses can be creating barriers that prevent lasting love from entering your life.

As you heal from your past, you won’t keep creating it over again. Detoxify any anger, hurt, forgiveness of others and yourself to bring you to a new state of peace. Rejoice as you begin healing, you will find that lasting love which you have been asking for.

Overview: Embracing the future. Rejoice, the future is of your making. Embrace your gifts and start enjoying life now, as life is as much a journey as a destination.

Begin feeling all that you have to offer, and accepting the beauty and joy on the horizon. Learn to create your happiness now, as you deserve to begin experiencing joy now, and do not need to wait for tomorrow.

posted July 30, 2012 08:44 PM            

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Originally posted by PhoenixFire:
Whereabouts, I have loved gymnastics since childhood My favorite Olympic sports are gymnastics & figure skating. I also love ballet, and always wished that I would of had the chance to learn it as a child.

As I did not, now I work on bringing opportunities to my children. My daugther has studied classical ballet, and my youngest son is learning gymnastics. My middle child is really intrigued with the piano & martial arts, we are looking into finding good studios

Junebird, would you like a reading? Was not certain if you would like one, from the post ?

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I did 2 years of ballets when I was younger but after that I had to go to the national conservatory and the professors were horribles so fail my exam entrance on purpose

You had very artisticals children I would love to pass my love for arts to my futur children.

posted July 30, 2012 08:46 PM            

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Originally posted by PhoenixFire:
Hi everyone,

I will post readings today I got caught up watching my favorite Olympic sport, gymnastics last night (Good job, team USA!) So happy to read your insights & feedback, totally understand the readings will take time to manifest for more feedback. Hopefully the positive outcomes will come soon. Would love to be updated, had really really good vibes on these readings

June, thank you for the reading it makes lots of sense. Feeling much better starting this new week

Hera, yes Id love the reading to be posted here Id like to ask anything should know about love/twin flames

Have a great day

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What is twin flames ?

posted July 30, 2012 09:15 PM            

Ballet is so beautiful, how wonderful that you danced for two years. I remember that you are from France, how lovely to dance where so many great dancers came from.

My daughter also danced for a little over two years, then her studio closed. I was going to take her to another studio, but by then she became interested in another activity. She does still enjoy ballet & theatre with me, our favorites are Swan Lake & Coppelia.

posted July 30, 2012 09:36 PM            

Thanks so much for the awesome reading! I feel as though I have some kind of guidance now and I'll start accepting help from my friends. Your cards tell so much truth. In my past I've had a lot of rejection, the biggest being when I got enough courage to ask the guy I like out and he rejected me.
I've already been thinking about how I can drop hints to my friends. I'm excited that the future shows a lot of promise. I really want to take a big leap and make this change in my life. I'm not getting any younger. I definitely need to clear out some things in my life. Your reading really helped me see clearly what I need to do. Thanks so much!

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Hi Sparkleblue,

For timing I decided to pull a tarot card. I pulled the King of Cups, which tells me that the cards want you to not worry about timing as the King of Cups is on his way to your life bringing lots of love & sensitivity. Be on the look out for a person who strikes friendship w you first, and then moves into proposing romance. That is my feeling, your next love will start out as a friend and/or be introduced to you via friends. So while match up dates or group outings may not usually be your thing, please give it a chance as the rest of your cards are friendship inclined.

card 1 past: unrequited love. a break up, a relationship that didnt have enough attraction or chemistry to sustain it. disappointment & hurt. the person had charisma but things didnt feel stable. one was constantly giving much more than the other. a feeling of continously chasing & not quite getting wholeness. the foundation was rocky & despite best efforts, it just wasnt the best thing for either of you.

card 2 present: let your friends help you. ask for & accept support from others. this goes w my feeling of the king of cups. dont be afraid to open up to your friends about your feelings & hopes, as spirit is able to guide you through them in this time. it would greatly benefit you to spend quality time w your friends, taking focus off of being single and back into enjoying your life. strong indicator that as you enjoy yourself more, romantic possibilities open un unexpectedly. like how you are more likely to find something once you stop looking, because the pressure is eased off.

card 3 future: very soon. clearly decide what you want so that it comes to you now. clarify to yourself what it is you honestly desire, as the universe is working to manifest. trust your feelings & make decisions about whats best for you.

overview card: renewing your life. release unwanted clutter as radiant vitality is filling your life. inner & outer renewal is taking place. purification is happening on many levels. release situations & people that dont empower you. space clear your environment. take care to nurture your health. for renewal to occur, the old must make way for the new.

sometimes it difficult for excitement & joy to come into your life if your auric field or personal space is cluttered. there is simply no room for something new. when you purify your life, you create the space for new opportunities to come flooding in.

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posted July 30, 2012 09:42 PM            

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Originally posted by PhoenixFire:
Hi Isabelle,

Ballet is so beautiful, how wonderful that you danced for two years. I remember that you are from France, how lovely to dance where so many great dancers came from.

My daughter also danced for a little over two years, then her studio closed. I was going to take her to another studio, but by then she became interested in another activity. She does still enjoy ballet & theatre with me, our favorites are Swan Lake & Coppelia.

Twin flames from what I understand, are the other half of our souls. Linda wrote about this in Star Signs & Gooberz. Like before we were born, our souls split in two and through our lifetimes we strive to meet again. We dont always meet our twin in every life, but there are also soulmates along the way. Soulmates are companion souls throughtout our lives, while not our exact other half like a twin flame, can be very loving partners as well.

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I'm even living in Paris, I'm always at the theater or the opera If one day you had the opportunity to come in Paris, tell me because I will know exactly what to show you !

Swan lake was my first ballet I saw at the opera Bastille (excellent accoustic).

Thank you for twin flames. I already know that we had multiple soulmates but I didn't know for twin flames. A new question to add to my long list

posted July 30, 2012 09:51 PM            

I pulled a spread for you, from the romance Angels Hope you dont mind, I wasnt sure if youd like a general or love reading.

I have a deep feeling that the loose ends btwn you & him will be resolved soon. For him I pulled the Knight of Swords, charging your way with much to say. There have been hurt words & rapid exchanges btwn you, wounds made deeper w Mercury Rx. It seems he thought youd be contacting him again, and as this hasnt happened yet, he is starting to feel impatient.

I feel he isnt one to be very open emotionally, but he is feeling the distance btwn you very deeply. As he isnt one to ususally react w intense emotion, this is surprising & unsettling to the point where he doesnt know how to proceed, and in this state of inertia he finds himself even more confused with each passing day. He is heading into his breaking point, where he will make an attempt to clear the air w you.

Im not sure if you will want him back, as so much has been said/done but it feels as if something remains. In any case, it feels as if having this deep conversation will be very liberating for you both, in light of however you wish to proceed.

Angel cards for you are very soon, chemistry, and soul mate. Strongly feel that you will hear from him & find your answers soon. Whatever way you wish to go forth will be yours. The message is to find clarity within yourself, if you wish to give this another try or say what needs to be said and leave this as a deep but not binding connection. The feelings between you remain, he thinks of you often as well. It has been awhile since he felt like this.

calling in your soulmate, your prayers & affirmations will bring you together, with who you are meant to be. Im not sure if this is he, but Im certain you will soon have a good sign/answer to that question. In either case, if he is & you get back together will be stronger for having gone through this trial. If he isnt, then this was a judgement tarot card like union which will help to transform you to be ready for your true soul mate.

Overview card: Igniting courage. be fearless, take a risk, speak up for yourself & honor the truth. go forward w bravery & take action. it is ok to fall down, just dont stay down do not limit yourself by the beliefs of orhers or even your own. face your fears go beyond the boundaries of your self imposed barriers. live w passion & boldly.

In tying in the entire reading, totally feel you will face what has been on your mind/heart very soon

posted July 30, 2012 10:12 PM            

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Originally posted by AshSkye:
If there's a space, I wanted to know what this new love holds for me in August?

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Hi Ash,

For theme of August & your new love, pulled out tarot card The Emperor. I feel your love is wise beyond his years, a stable person who can be trusted & relied on in good times & bad.

The Emperor, a noble person who defends his loved ones & stands up for his convictions. I feel that you are very much attracted to the strength & integerity of your love, and he is very much into your confidence & love of life. While he may fall deep in serious thought, you bring out his more playful & easy going side.

As this is a major arcana card, my feeling is that this hams great potential for lasting a long time & being a very important relationship in your life.

Here are your Angel cards:

card 1 past: attraction. you attract romantic love by enjoying life fully. you were both very attracted to each others personalities very quickly. you are both warm people who love to laugh & enjoy yourselves. I feel that you have an aura of fun & together make an impressive couple. You both appreciate each other much & are happy being together.

card 2 present. playfulness. this time brings you lots of opportunity for romance & the shine of youthful spirit. Go out & enjoy yourselves, laugh often and flirt as this keeps your attraction and feelings strong.

card 3 future: express your love. go forward & make romantic gestures. the cards are indeed smiling on you, the entire vibe is wonderful and joyful. your cards like your relationship, are vibrant and flow well together. the theme is to keep things going, keep appreciating each other and showing your love. the more you do, the more it grows and helps build a strong foundation for ghe future.

overview card: manifesting dreams. your dreams are coming true! this is your time to go for the gold! have faith that your past efforts are paying off. believe in yourself, open your heart to this new experience of having a love who treasures you as you deserve. you are worthy of greatness & your biggest wishes are to come true.

Wow! I loved your reading, brought me to smile, recalling how lovely it feels to fall in such a beautiful love. Best wishes in August & beyond

posted July 30, 2012 10:14 PM            

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Originally posted by PhoenixFire:
Whereabouts, I have loved gymnastics since childhood My favorite Olympic sports are gymnastics & figure skating. I also love ballet, and always wished that I would of had the chance to learn it as a child.

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You sound exactly like me! Also thank you for allowing me a reading

posted July 30, 2012 10:43 PM            

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Originally posted by isabelle_lila:
Hi Phoenix,

If there is still a place for me, I would love a readng with your new doreen deck. I don't know it at all. And as you will probably already guess, I would like a love reading. For a week straight, I have been stressed about my ex F. In fact, since my mother broke a japanses teapot he offered me I was much more serene with our ending and our lack of communication before. Now his lack of communication at the moment I needed the most hurts me all over again.

I would like to know what he will do with the feelings he has for me whichever feelings it is ? What is his relationship with Q his wife ? Are we doomed like our friends think we are ? And finally will I be at peace and happy at some point in my heart with him or with another man ?

Thank you very much if it's possible to answer such questions. Everything you could tell me, even if it's not what I asked, will interest me.
And I hope your day with your children was great.

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Hello again, Isabelle my friend

Wow, you are so lucky to live in Paris Ive always wanted to go to Paris. Fell in love with Paris in my imagination after reading "A tale of two cities" & Les Miserables. From there, became enamored with the life of the beautiful and tragic Marie Antoinette and then of course the fashion, art, and ballet. I hope to travel to Europe in a few more years, with Paris & Rome on top of the list

Ok back to the reading

I pulled out a few tarot cards to get a feel for what F is possibly feeling/thinking for you & Q his wife. The World card fell out immediately. Then 2 of swords, 6 of swords, 2 of cups, and judgement. I feel that this love was certainly a big life lesson for both of you.

He let you go after much inner conflict & sadness (2 swords) and thinks of you often (2 cups). He felt that letting you go was the best thing for both of you, as his destiny place in the world was elsewhere. I dont feel he has an especially close bond w Q, but feels its a matter of honor to remain w her. I do feel he often wants to come back to you, but cares about you too much to do so even as a friend, as this would hurt you both even more. I do sense though that he will sti ll try to reconilce w you in some way, but by that time it appears you will have already healed & moved on.

Angel cards:

card 1 past: forgiving & learning. as you release & heal the past, you experience more love in your present moments. The experience of losing him hurt you very much & left pain which is asking to be healed to make way for true happiness. it is understandable that the hurt pulls you away from new possibilities, but dont allow it to block away love forever. forgive & release. mourn your pain, cry the tears, take your time and clear the way when you are ready.

card 2 present: release your ex. the time has come to release F & clear your energy. your love life will improve once you release him. you will have increased happiness, feelings of freedom, and the ability to attract a new lover. once you decide to truly let him go, he will be the past. it is process, sometimes you may find yourself thinking of him, that is ok. just clear the attachment & have release yourself.

card 3 future: this could be the one. you have already met the romantic partner you seek. my feeling is that you have met your future love, but have overlooked him because your heart remains tied to F. I think once you truly feel free of being binded to F, you will have a clear idea of who this is. In any case I strongly feel you will find happiness once your feelings for F are resolved and there is closure.

overview: standing firm. you are noble, brave, beautiful and strong. you will find your way soon. stay true to yourself & your convictions. Im very proud of you for going through such heartbreak & not falling into being less than honorable w F, as you deserve to be loved in way that is true to you & that is acceptable to you.

posted July 30, 2012 10:54 PM            

Thank you for your kind words & insight. Your cards felt very positive, and the Kings of Cups do make for very devoted partners

Best wishes,

posted July 31, 2012 01:13 AM            

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Originally posted by tonia:
can i have a reading too.he contacted me and his mes was negative :-( probably he changed his mind.will he ask me again to go out?

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Hi Tonia,

in response to your question, my feeling is that yes he does like you & will be asking you out again.I pulled out the page of cups from my tarot deck. the page is young love, the start of romance and deep feelings.

Being a little unexperienced, the page will have some slips on the road to romance, which are lessons to be learned. I feel he likes you a lot, and that the negative message truly wasnt anything personal on you, just his own issues coming up. As you both get to know each other better, you will learn to communicate in a way to clear up misunderstandings quickly.

Here are your Angel cards:

Card 1 past: make the effort. The angels are telling you that great love is worth taking the steps you are guided to take. I get the feeling that in the past, you felt like you held yourself back which resulted in missed opportunities. the cards are asking you to look into what it is that holds you back, and what steps/actions you wish to do but have been reluctantly held.

Card 2 present: free yourself. The theme of restraint comes up again. For some reason, you are trying to control your emotions which limits your depth of feeling experiences. If you were hurt in the past, release any negative feelings/insecurities linked to this and rejoice in the present which has much to offer you.

Card 3 future: express your love. Go ahead and make a romantic gesture. This card urges you to take the initiative in your love life! Express your feelings, feel the romance within you. Contact your beloved & express how you feel. Demonstrate your feelings in caring gestures. The more you express love, the more you experience it.

Overview card: breaking barriers. You are expanding beyond limitations and into joy and freedom. Break through self imposed barriers. Gather your inner force & break free from whatever is holding you back. Don't let fear keep you back. Trust your instincts & push forward. Keep going without giving up. A major break through is in its way.

posted July 31, 2012 01:50 AM            

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Originally posted by littlecloud:
You sound exactly like me! Also thank you for allowing me a reading

I suppose the love cards are more appropriate because that is what my question pertains to. There is a special guy, problem is, in short everything! Lol What I mean is that it feels so stop/start. I'm hoping that my planned move will help... Well whatever you can tell me would be great, I could use some insight

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Hi little cloud,

The first feeling that came to me is that you will find clarity very soon. A big decision is heading towards you in regards to whether you will continue having this person in your life, or let him go. I pulled out a tarot card to get an idea of the central theme with him, and pulled out the four of wands.

The four of wands tells me the relationship is indeed very firey & passionate, with ups and downs as you mentioned. Wands are active and constantly changing, perhaps part of the upheaval is that you are both very similar which brings compromise to take a little bit more effort. Or there is so much external change, that it is challenging to remain centered on the relationship.

I agree, your move also sumbolized w 4 of wands will bring resolution and conclusion to the pressing question of green light and go forward, or red light stop for a bit. Things are going to pick up the pace & the stagnation will certainly cease.

here are your angel cards.

card 1 past: separation. time apart from your partner. temporary aloofness, period of detaching then coming back together. using the time to clarify if you want to stay & work things out or if a break up is best. take a time out to clarify your feelings. if you continue breaking off and getting back together, clarify if the reasons behind this have been resolved or if they linger in the background.

card 2 present: pay attention to the red flags. the signs are cautioning you. pay attention to your feelings, impressions, and intuition. dont allow emotion to blind you to patterns or characteristics that wont work for you in a relationship. something feels off to you.

perhaps your love treats you well, but there is still something that doesnt feel quite right. the cards are guiding you to have an honest discussion, not nevessarily to leave the relationship. red flags can be markers on the path tp healing & growth. follow your intuition.

overview card: cherish yourself. you accept & love yourself. this is a time to put your own needs & expectations above those of others. the cards ask you to put yourself first today. treat yourself the way you would an honored guest. be your own advocate. spend time taking care of yourself. focus on what is remarkable and wonderous about you.

My overall feeling is definately take care of yourself & ensure that any relationship is truly making you happy

card 3 future: very soon. take time to clarify what you want & make decisions accordingly. to tie this in to the preceeding cards, you will soon be making breakthroughs in regards to how this person fits in with your life & goals.

posted July 31, 2012 03:01 AM            

I pulled 3 cards for you asking what you need to know about Twin Souls. This is what I got:

7 of Clouds: Politics

"Do you recognize this man? All but the most innocent and sincere of us have a politician lurking somewhere in our minds. In fact, the mind is political. Its very nature is to plan and scheme and try to manipulate situations and people so that it can get what it wants. Here, the mind is represented by the snake, covered with clouds and "speaking with a forked tongue". But the important thing to realize about this card is that both faces are false. The sweet, innocent, "trust me" face is a mask, and the evil, toxic, "I'll have my way with you" face is a mask, too. Politicians don't have real faces. The whole game is a lie.

Take a good look at yourself to see if you have been playing this game. What you see might be painful, but not as painful as continuing to play. It doesn't serve anybody's interest in the end, least of all yours. Whatever you might achieve in this way will just turn to dust in your hands."

Knight of Clouds: Fighting

"The figure in this card is completely covered in armor. Only his glare of rage is visible, and the whites of the knuckles on his clenched fists. If you look closely at the armor, you can see it's covered with buttons, ready to detonate if anybody so much as brushes up against them. In the background we see the shadowy movie that plays in this man's mind--two figures fighting for a castle. An explosive temper or a smoldering rage often masks a deep feeling of pain.

We think that if we frighten people away, we can avoid being hurt even more. In fact, just the opposite is the case. By covering our wounds with armor we are preventing them from being healed. By lashing out at others we keep ourselves from getting the love and nourishment we need. If this description seems to fit you, it's time to stop fighting. There is so much love available to you if you just let it in. Start by forgiving yourself: you're worth it."

3 of Rainbows: Guidance

"The angelic figure with rainbow-colored wings on this card represents the guide that each of us carries within. Like the second figure in the background, we may sometimes be a little reluctant to trust this guide when it comes to us, because we are so accustomed to taking our cues from the outside rather than from the inside.

The truth of your own deepest being is trying to show you where to go right now, and when this card appears it means you can trust the inner guidance you are being given. It speaks in whispers, and sometimes we can hesitate, not knowing if we have understood rightly. But the indications are clear: in following the inner guide you will feel more whole, more integrated, as if you are moving outwards from the very center of your being. If you go with it, this beam of light will carry you exactly where you need to go."

PF, I don't know why, but I think you will understand the message without me trying to interpret the cards.. If that is not true, I will give you the impression I have on them, but I think they speak in a language you will understand much better than me.

posted July 31, 2012 01:56 PM            

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Hi little cloud,

The first feeling that came to me is that you will find clarity very soon. A big decision is heading towards you in regards to whether you will continue having this person in your life, or let him go. I pulled out a tarot card to get an idea of the central theme with him, and pulled out the four of wands.

The four of wands tells me the relationship is indeed very firey & passionate, with ups and downs as you mentioned. Wands are active and constantly changing, perhaps part of the upheaval is that you are both very similar which brings compromise to take a little bit more effort. Or there is so much external change, that it is challenging to remain centered on the relationship.

I agree, your move also sumbolized w 4 of wands will bring resolution and conclusion to the pressing question of green light and go forward, or red light stop for a bit. Things are going to pick up the pace & the stagnation will certainly cease.

here are your angel cards.

card 1 past: separation. time apart from your partner. temporary aloofness, period of detaching then coming back together. using the time to clarify if you want to stay & work things out or if a break up is best. take a time out to clarify your feelings. if you continue breaking off and getting back together, clarify if the reasons behind this have been resolved or if they linger in the background.

card 2 present: pay attention to the red flags. the signs are cautioning you. pay attention to your feelings, impressions, and intuition. dont allow emotion to blind you to patterns or characteristics that wont work for you in a relationship. something feels off to you.

perhaps your love treats you well, but there is still something that doesnt feel quite right. the cards are guiding you to have an honest discussion, not nevessarily to leave the relationship. red flags can be markers on the path tp healing & growth. follow your intuition.

overview card: cherish yourself. you accept & love yourself. this is a time to put your own needs & expectations above those of others. the cards ask you to put yourself first today. treat yourself the way you would an honored guest. be your own advocate. spend time taking care of yourself. focus on what is remarkable and wonderous about you.

My overall feeling is definately take care of yourself & ensure that any relationship is truly making you happy

card 3 future: very soon. take time to clarify what you want & make decisions accordingly. to tie this in to the preceeding cards, you will soon be making breakthroughs in regards to how this person fits in with your life & goals.

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posted July 31, 2012 07:13 PM            

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Originally posted by PhoenixFire:
Hello again, Isabelle my friend

Wow, you are so lucky to live in Paris Ive always wanted to go to Paris. Fell in love with Paris in my imagination after reading "A tale of two cities" & Les Miserables. From there, became enamored with the life of the beautiful and tragic Marie Antoinette and then of course the fashion, art, and ballet. I hope to travel to Europe in a few more years, with Paris & Rome on top of the list

Ok back to the reading

I pulled out a few tarot cards to get a feel for what F is possibly feeling/thinking for you & Q his wife. The World card fell out immediately. Then 2 of swords, 6 of swords, 2 of cups, and judgement. I feel that this love was certainly a big life lesson for both of you.

He let you go after much inner conflict & sadness (2 swords) and thinks of you often (2 cups). He felt that letting you go was the best thing for both of you, as his destiny place in the world was elsewhere. I dont feel he has an especially close bond w Q, but feels its a matter of honor to remain w her. I do feel he often wants to come back to you, but cares about you too much to do so even as a friend, as this would hurt you both even more. I do sense though that he will sti ll try to reconilce w you in some way, but by that time it appears you will have already healed & moved on.

Angel cards:

card 1 past: forgiving & learning. as you release & heal the past, you experience more love in your present moments. The experience of losing him hurt you very much & left pain which is asking to be healed to make way for true happiness. it is understandable that the hurt pulls you away from new possibilities, but dont allow it to block away love forever. forgive & release. mourn your pain, cry the tears, take your time and clear the way when you are ready.

card 2 present: release your ex. the time has come to release F & clear your energy. your love life will improve once you release him. you will have increased happiness, feelings of freedom, and the ability to attract a new lover. once you decide to truly let him go, he will be the past. it is process, sometimes you may find yourself thinking of him, that is ok. just clear the attachment & have release yourself.

card 3 future: this could be the one. you have already met the romantic partner you seek. my feeling is that you have met your future love, but have overlooked him because your heart remains tied to F. I think once you truly feel free of being binded to F, you will have a clear idea of who this is. In any case I strongly feel you will find happiness once your feelings for F are resolved and there is closure.

overview: standing firm. you are noble, brave, beautiful and strong. you will find your way soon. stay true to yourself & your convictions. Im very proud of you for going through such heartbreak & not falling into being less than honorable w F, as you deserve to be loved in way that is true to you & that is acceptable to you.

lots of hugs, it will get better very soon my friend.

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Firstly, if you came one day to Europe, think to go to Florence as well. it's one of the most beautiful and intresting city of Italy; As for France, I understand why you fall in love with it. As for ballet, the Palais Garnier (who inspired the fantome of the opera) is a must. I am lucky enought to have an abanment to the two opera in Paris.

I could speak a lot about marie-Antoinette and the fact that she was not ready to be a queen but also she was unfairly accused... Another day my friend

Thank you for your reading. Yes I have a lot of sadness right now about F which is weird since I was better with our separation before.

You said that I should release him but I feel like I'm the one who is still trapped, not him. Or maybe I don't understand everything.

I think I'm afraid to never love anyone as much as I loved him. And it's not in my caracter to give up. It feel like I have a weak personality because if I truly loved him I should not forget him. it's like I betray the strenght and the purity of my feeling for him if I forget like it was some small cruch.

But I totally agree with you at the end. I deserve someone who want to be with me and only me, who will fight for me and love me with respect. I was just hoping that the deept of F's love for me will be like that.