posted August 23, 2012 09:22 AM            

Have had such a tough three weeks, surgery and reovering from that. Was so elated that surgery results had gone well on Monday, suddenly over the past couple of days I felt depressed! Have no idea whether it was was the two weeks of worry over recovering. Also a lot of my friends are leaving soon so feel like I will be alone. I love my job and do not wish to leave just because my friendship circle will be empty for a bit. I did angel cards and got Archangel Raphael and Chamuel (healing and love) so know I am being looked after.

I worry I will not be meet someone, nothing happened further with Mr M (Taurus) though did bump into him when I still had stitches so could not really talk. Have given up on him, if a guy is interested, you usually know.

Is anyone able to pull a card for me to settle me please? I dont wish to feel so down when I have so much to be grateful for. My surgery worked after all